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I think it must have been some kind of temporary insanity. What other way is there to explain where I found myself that day? Driving in my car, naked from the waist down, not knowing exactly what was going to happen when I reached the address that was written on the paper lying on the seat between my bare legs.
One thing I was sure about—the arousal was just leaking out of me and pooling on the cool leather seat. Then there was the fact that each time I stopped for a traffic light, I got this amazing tingling deep in my belly, wondering whether someone would pull up along side in a tall SUV and be able to look inside my compact car. Or what if I got stopped by a cop for a warning about a faulty brake light? I was not really sure whether the tingling came from dread or anticipation.
Here I was. Susan Robertson, respected school teacher. I'd been teaching English at Forsyth County Community College for almost 15 years—ever since I graduated from college. Teaching was what I'd always wanted to do. When I was six year old, I would line all my dolls up on my bed and read them stories. In one way or another, I'd been teaching ever since.
I love words, I love language, I love literature, and I love sharing my passion with my students. When I felt like I was really relating to a special student, the thumping in my chest felt almost like the building of a sexual orgasm. I am THAT passionate about reaching my students. And if I do say so myself, I'm pretty good at it. I'd been nominated as our county's teacher of the year twice and had the respect of my colleagues. I wondered what the people I have coffee with every day in the teachers' lounge would think if they could see me now?
I'm sure they would think that I'd gone crazy. That's what I thought, too.
And I really wondered what my husband would think! I'd been married to the same man—Dave—since one month after we graduated from college. We'd met our freshman year and were each other's first serious relationship. We'd been generally happy for the past 14 years. But my state of partial undress in a semipublic place made me think that perhaps I should have experimented just a bit more before settling down to a pretty vanilla sex life. Is there any chance that Dave may be just as bored with our sex life as I am? Oh well; no signs of it. He seems quite content with the status quo.
Just then a van pulled up beside me at a red light. "Shit!" I thought to myself, "The driver's looking over this way." I was certain he could see that I was only wearing a little crop top that exposed a good deal of my stomach. But that was not the worst of it. Today it exposed a good deal more since I didn't have another stitch on. Instinctively, I tried to pull the short top down a little bit, but it did absolutely no good, it was so small that I had actually pulled it down below my breasts. Now I was totally exposed but everything seemed to happening so quickly that I hadn't even realized it yet.
"Oh NO!" I thought, "He's looking over at me." His eyes were playing over my breasts. Of course, that always happens and I've always kind of liked it...a lot actually. I have a nice pair—36D—and the thin little red top clung to them nicely. I looked over at him and smiled weakly, thinking that might distract him a bit. I hoped he would focus on my dark brown eyes and my full mane of dark brown hair that everyone compliments me on.
The distraction seemed to be working for a skinny minute, but then his eyes slid lower. "Oh shit!" I thought. "There's the double-take. He's seen me." It was at that moment that I finally realized that my breasts were completely exposed.
His eyes locked on my pussy, then my breasts, my pussy, my breasts. And as they did, I began to leak even more. By then, the paper that contained the address was all wet with my juices.
Finally, the light turned green, and I mashed down on the gas. Mine wasn't a powerful sports car—it was a little compact that Dave and I could afford on two teachers' salaries (Dave teaches math at the same school). But I made a fast left at the end of the next block and Mr. Van Man flew past on the right, his head hanging out of the driver's window trying for one final peek. I had a moment now to at least pull the crop top back over my breasts even though my bad girl was telling me to just leave them visible.
All right, more about how I got myself into this situation. Almost every school year, there's one student who really gets to you. My rookie year as a teacher, there was Sean Anderson. This kid was always causing trouble, talking, telling jokes and generally testing my ability as a new teacher to control my class. But every time he'd push me right to the edge
and I was ready to march him down to the guidance office, Sean would flash this wonderful "who me?" smile and I'd just have to smile back at him.
He really knew how to manipulate me. And I enjoyed it. I hear he's a lawyer now. It figures.
Then a few years later, there was Jenny Scott, a pretty little girl who hardly ever opened her mouth in class. I knew there was a lot going on behind those blue eyes of hers and I wanted so badly to draw it out of her. About halfway through the year, I managed to develop a nice rapport with her, and she would stay behind after class and we'd talk. I learned she had a lot of trouble at home with her step-father, and I found her some help with that. She still sends me an email every now and then from university. She never had had any idea how many masturbatory orgasms she favored me with.
This year, there was another one of those kids. Her name is Mitzi Owens, and believe it or not, she's the reason I was driving my car in a state of full sexual arousal, trying with all my might to keep from reaching down and playing with myself again after almost cuming when Mr. Van Man saw me doing just that.
From the first day of school, I had a hard time taking my eyes off Mitzi. She was not the prettiest girl in the class but she was by far the sexiest. She was old enough, a freshman at the community college, but I had to check the school records to convince myself of that at the beginning of the year. She had this...this presence about her. Oh, she was pretty, all right, DAMN pretty, with shining brown curly hair cascading just below her shoulders. And these soulful dark brown doe eyes. They just seemed to lock onto me and draw me into her from that first day.
Mitzi is smaller than average size for girl her age, under five feet tall, so she had to look up at me when we stood together, since I am 5-8. But there were times when she would look at me and I felt like the smaller one. She has a really nice little figure for a girl her age. Her hips are filled out and rounded nicely, her waist narrowing sharply. Her little breasts were barely more than substantial buds at the start of the school year. But with just about a month of school left, she had really flowered and developed some very nice curves upstairs, as well. She had to be at least a 34D by this point. And on her small frame they appeared even much larger. And firm...OMG FIRM!
She is quite popular with the boys and even with the adult students. As a matter of fact, she developed quite a reputation for herself in a short time. Occasionally, I'd catch little snippets of conversations as I walked by the tight bunches of girls huddled together at the lunchroom tables and study halls.
"Did you hear what Mitzi did...?"
"Oh my god, she didn't do that!"
"Again? LOL! OMG, who with this time?"
"Or should I say 'How many this time'?...LOL!"
"She's such a slut..."
It made me want to grab one or two and shake them and tell them to quit gossiping, but Mitzi didn't seem to mind at all. She has this inner confidence that just lets her go on her way, seemingly not concerned at all about what her peers were saying about her. As a matter of fact, I am quite sure now that she may have started some of those rumors herself. If in fact they WERE rumors? But it did seem clear that she was quite advanced sexually. I guess that's why I started thinking about her like that. If she really was that "easy", then it seemed only fair that I should get my turn. My. My. Doesn't our mind get twisted when our body gets excited?
I know exactly when I started thinking of Mitzi "that way". One afternoon in October; she was sitting there on the front row, wearing this short little denim skirt that was riding way up. She was wearing a white tank top that allowed her thin bra straps to peek out from underneath, and a pair of blue flip flops.
The class was working on a written assignment and I was sitting at my desk grading papers. I happened to glance down at Mitzi's feet and noticed that her toes were painted a bright red. I remember thinking how cute and at the same time how whoreish they looked. My eyes sort of drifted uncontrollably upward along her young thick muscular legs until I caught a brief glimpse of her Carolina Blue panties peeking out from under her very short skirt.
It was not unusual for me to see something like that from my vantage point at the front of the room, and I'd learned to ignore it unless it was too blatant or happened too often. If it did, I'd ask the offending young lady to stay a minute after class so I could remind her of the virtues of modesty.
But this time, for some reason, I felt that familiar little fluttering in my stomach—the one that signals the early stages of sexual arousal. Unfortunately, I hadn't felt it much at home lately, since Dave was busy taking classes toward his master's degree in the evenings.