"Squeeze those big tits darling."
"Pinch your nipples, pull them, hard."
"Sit on the edge of the bed, open your legs and push your tits together.
"Stand up and take your panties off."
"No leave them half way down your thighs, no push them to just below your knees."
He was issuing a series of commands with which I willingly complied.
"Sit on the edge of the bed."
"Open your legs."
"Show me your cunt."
"Lay back, lift your legs up and open them wide."
"Let me photograph your wet juicy cunt."
This was how it went when Richard and I had a photo session. We had been doing this for a few years now. It helped spice up our sex life for we never finished a session without having a glorious fuck. Recently, though, it was not so much part of our sex life, but was becoming our sex life. I began to suspect that my husband could well be unable to make love to me without the stimulus of photographing me.
I had become used to gradually undressing as he took photos of me flaunting myself at him and the camera in my underwear, topless and sometimes bottomless, but clothed above the waist. I had accepted being photographed in just my bra, just my panties and just my holdups; of posing in sexy underwear, basques, waspies and half cup bras that I enjoyed buying both on the net and from shops. I was becoming used to: being naked, of being shot from all angles and later seeing pictures of my tits my nipples, my bum and my pussy. I was now comfortable with Richard taking shots of me as I started to masturbate with close ups of my fingers inside the hood pressing on my clit. And of course I had become particularly accustomed to fucking myself with my fingers or my vibrator as he digitally recorded it for our later exciting viewing.
After a while I began to look forward to our sessions. And that was not just because I knew I would be quite royally fucked at the end of it, but also because I enjoyed flaunting myself at the camera. My husband had unwittingly uncovered a streak of exhibitionism in me that neither of us knew existed.
Our marriage, however was going tits up.
We had been married for over twenty years. Our two children were at university and Richard worked murderous hours as a corporate lawyer and travelled excessively; he was away from home at least a week a month. I was lonely, I didn't seem to have any purpose, either as a mother or a wife. As Richard travelled more and worked even longer hours our sex life deteriorated rapidly until it hardly existed other than the photo sessions. I began to suspect that he needed the stimulus of me undressing to get going.
I was continually frustrated. I wanted and needed more sex and I knew that if I didn't get it I would end up having an affair.
I had one affair a few years ago and although it was exciting and enjoyable the guilt, the excuses and the lies it necessitated severely detracted from the pleasure. I had fallen in love with him and that frightened me. I didn't want that to happen again for I didn't want to break up our family, I didn't want to leave our home and I didn't want lose the kids.
Fuck what a shambles I would think usually when Richard was out entertaining clients or away in New York and I was at home messing around on yahoo messenger or writing erotic stories for Literotica. These and exchanging correspondence with mainly male, but the occasional female reader of my Lit stories became my sex life, well excuse for it. Masturbation, either when I was composing an erotic story or, when chatting to a man on messenger and sometimes watching him naked and erect on his cam, became my main sexual outlet. I and my life were in a mess and couldn't see a way out.
I was on yahoo late one evening phone chatting and camming with an American guy who lived in Aberdeen. I had got to know him quite well. We were both wearing the typical late night chat gear; he was in boxers and me a red, silk robe. I had told him of my dilemma in previous chats and some emails we exchanged; we had become quite close. We were talking about films and film stars and I told him that I thought that Catherine Deneuve was one of the most beautiful and sexy actresses. That led us onto talking about her films and I agreed that the scene in The Hunger where she seduces Susan Sarandon was one of the most erotic lesbian scenes that it would be possible to create That elicited the inevitable.
"Are you bi then Cat?"
"I don't know, but I find beautiful bodies whether they are male or female very attractive."
"Do you find them sexy?"
"Yes I do and I find seeing beautiful people making love very sexy, well erotic I suppose."
"I know what you mean" he replied the cam showing the effect it was having on his boxers.
"Have you seen Belle de Jour?" I asked him.
"Is that where CD becomes hooker in a brothel in the afternoons?"
"Yes it is."
"Why do you ask?" He said resting his hand lightly on his groin.
I laughed and held the tie of my robe. "Maybe that's what I should do."
"What become a hooker?"
"Well it would get me the sex without having an affair."
"That's a bit extreme Cat" he said, adding. "You know what this is doing to me don't you?"
"I can see" I replied pulling gently on the tie and saying softly. "Yes Mike?"
"Please Cat" he replied lifting his bum off the bed and pushing his shorts down. He was beautifully hard.
I pulled the tie and my robe fell open. I was naked underneath.
*
As was usual the first thing I did the next morning when I got up around eight was to check my emails. We live in a town fifteen miles or so to the north of London in a horrid old mausoleum of a Victorian house that has been in Richard's family since it was built. The only two things I like about the house is that it and the garden are not overlooked and the conservatory I had built on the back of the house overlooking the large garden; I hate the rest of it.
I always sleep naked and sometimes don't shower and dress until late morning doing what I need to do in the buff and that includes writing for Lit. I like doing that, just as I will sunbathe in the nude in the garden.
There was a mail in my yahoo inbox. It was from Mike the guy I had been chatting to and with whom I had masturbated the previous evening, which was something that was becoming ever more frequent recently.
The mail read.
Hi Cat,
As usual it was wonderful making cyberlove to you last night. As you saw you made me cum very hard and somehow produce more sperm than usual; I wonder why? I hope that it was as good for you as it was for me and that you enjoyed it as much as you appeared to. The expression on your face as you said you were cumming was one of the most erotic things I have ever seen. But then you know that is the category in which I hold you.
After you left I was thinking. Naturally a great deal of my thought was on what we had just experienced together and unusually for me I was hard again within an hour and that's not that common amongst us fifty plus somethings! As there was no chance of a 'second cumming' with you for I knew you would be sound asleep, naked in your bed my thoughts drifted onto what you said about B de J and CD. I had a peep on youtube at both the films we discussed and I couldn't agree more that she is ravishing. I had quite forgotten that and also just how sexy Helen Mirren was, well is actually, did you see her in that red bikini last year? The scene in The Hunger where HM spills red wine on her top and takes it off is so hard on inducing that had I not already had one that would have done the job. When she and CD go to bed behind those thin lace curtains and make love must rank as the most erotic film scene I have ever seen. And yes love I did jerk off again. That made me quite proud actually!