I kept to myself that weekend, rarely leaving my room. My parents inquired what was wrong, but I couldn't tell them. How could I tell them I totally screwed up, ruined a life long friendship, ruining Stacy and Randy's relationship. And then the rape. I felt so dirty.
The next week was hard on me. Stacy wouldn't talk to me. I don't blame her. I worked came home, ate dinner, spent the evening in my room. I even avoided seeing Billy. When he asked why I just told him I was tired. I was just bidding my time till I returned to college. Even though Stacy and I went to the same college we didn't live in the same dorm. So going back to college would allow me to somewhat escape this situation.
Finally I returned to college for my junior year. There was a party that first night back, and it was my first real chance to forget about the past summer. It helped greatly. Pretty soon I was heavily into my schoolwork. Things were returning to normal. I started hanging out with my suite mates and a few other girls on the floor on a nightly basis. That weekend after the first week of classes some guys at the other end of the hall through a small party. When I got there the party was already going. One of the guys who lived in this suite, Josh, welcomed me to the party and got me a drink. The party was really no big deal, maybe 15 people. I hung out, a couple of guys came up to me and we talked. Nothing really exciting. I had a few more drinks, I was feeling pretty good. At one point I walked into one of the bedrooms only to see a couple going at it on the bed. I watched for a couple of seconds before leaving. He was on stop, her legs spread wide, he was pounding her pretty good. By the way she was moaning she was obviously having a good time. Quietly I closed the door, hopefully they never saw me. Any way the party seemed to be dying down, people were leaving. I heard some shouting from the other bedroom in the suite so I went to investigate.
I walked in and there were three guys. Josh who was throwing the party and two others who I couldn't remember their names. They all looked at me.
"What's all the noise guys?" I asked.
"Nothing." Said the little one, he was kind of scrawny. The other two started laughing.
"Opie here has is a virgin. As a matter of fact he has never seen a naked woman except for what we've shown him in magazines." Josh said. The scrawny one, Opie I guessed, reach over and smacked Josh. The other guy laughed.
"He thinks you're hot." The other guy said. Opie was turning a bright shade of red.
"Yeah he was checking out your ass all night long." Josh added. I blushed a little.
'Is this true, Opie? You think I'm hot? You like my ass?" Turning around, I bent over a little and shook my ass for Opie. The other guys whistled.
"No." Opie replied.