I woke up and started crying again. Kelsey was still asleep in my bed and my roommate had packed up and left for Christmas break. I wasn't going home until a couple of days before Christmas, so I had a week to just relax.
Relaxing sounded nice. It would have meant a lot more if Greg were still in my life. I knew it was a mistake. I knew it and I did it anyway and now my boyfriend hated me. He was drunk, not capable of making that decision. I was sober, I should have been stronger.
Eventually, my sobs woke Kelsey.
"Oh God, did I get in a fight? I feel awful." Kelsey groaned.
"You want some water and Tylenol?" I asked her, offering the tablets in my hand and a cold bottle from the refrigerator.
"Thanks Jess." Well, at least she remembered my name. "What happened last night? Why am I in your bed?"
I told her about her comments and the fight. She looked miserable.
"It will be alright Jessica." She said with a forced smile. She swallowed the pills and drank down the water.
"He hates me." I started crying again.
"Oh bullshit." Kelsey said. "He will call you and apologize and be over here for one of your famous blowjobs by noon. Well, maybe by two, depends on how hungover he is today."
"He threw his beer in my face and called me a whore!" I yelled at her. "He knocked me down!"
"Shhh honey, not so loud, the Tylenol doesn't work that fast." Kelsey replied. "He is going to feel like shit about that, I promise you. Did you masturbate last night when you got us back here?" She giggled.
"No! I cried and cried. This isn't a game Kelsey. My boyfriend dumped me."
"Oh he did not. Stop being so dramatic." She said calmly. "Call him if you don't believe me."
"Fuck you Kelsey, just leave." I muttered.
"Go take a shower Jessica before you say something you regret." Kelsey instructed me.
I tried to fight back the rage. "Kelsey, please leave."
"Not until you take a shower and we have a talk." She said, sitting sweetly on my bed.
"Fine! But then you are leaving!" I grabbed a towel and went out to the bathroom.
"Well, yeah, I am leaving." Kelsey laughed as the door closed behind me.
The hot water did feel really nice. I needed it. I think my back was bruised because it still hurt. I was just finishing up my hair rinse when I felt a touch on my shoulder. I jumped nearly out of my skin.
"Easy." Kelsey laughed and I looked up and she was naked and getting into the shower with me. "I'm not going to attack you. Just relax." She started rubbing my shoulders and it felt really good.
"Now, Jake is on his way over. I want to watch you blow him today since I will miss it the rest of the week."
"What?! You can't be serious!" I shouted.
"Oh please Jessica don't shout. You already agreed. Stop being so difficult." Kelsey said plainly.
"Why are you doing this to me?" I asked. "Did I do something that I don't realize?"
"Jessica, I don't hate you. You are so paranoid. I adore you baby. You and I are going to have so much fun together. I know you don't see it yet, but I do. I had always thought it would be a boy toy for me, but you are so perfect." She smiled.
I lathered myself, as did she and we shared the shower. When we were done we wrapped in towels and carried our clothes back to my room. Jake was waiting outside the door. "Good morning ladies." He grinned so widely. Kelsey ran up to him and gave him a big kiss.
"Good morning baby. Where did you go?" Kelsey asked.
"Ahh, that party pretty much sucked after the blow up with Greg. He's sorry Jessica, he kept crying it all fucking night." Jake laughed.
"Told you so." Kelsey laughed while hugging Jake and kissing him again. "Morning breath, sorry Jake, didn't pack a toothbrush."
"No worries Kels, use Jessica's." They both laughed and I pushed past them and angrily opened my door. They followed me in like I had invited them.
"She doesn't think she is going to suck your cock Jake." Kelsey said. "She is so adorable. You are going to indulge me aren't you?"
"You already know the answer Kelsey, have your fun." Jake replied. "So you want me standing or sitting Kels?"
"Hmmm." Kelsey thought. "I think ... oh, lay down on her bed. That will be perfect. Get butt naked first though."
He started undressing and my mouth dropped open. "This is so screwed up. I'm right here you two. Stop acting like nothing is wrong. You guys caused Greg to break up with me. I'm NOT sucking your dick Jake, so just stop getting undressed. Just please leave." I turned away.
"Go ahead Darling, get on the bed naked, I got this." Kelsey told Jake and put her hands on my shoulders.