The Obsession:
My name is Tina and I've always fantasized about public nudity. I've played with little "accidental" nip slips, low cut tops that when I lean forward to sign something, my breasts are in full view. My fantasy started becoming more of an obsession last year when I read a story about a woman that wanted to daringly check her mail naked in broad daylight and accidentally locked herself out. Now, I have no desire to do any flashing or NIP experiences near home. That I've decided it's off limits. I live here and know people. My NIP obsession has to be kept a secret.
So I started to go on shopping days wearing flouncy skirts and barely there tops. I like the looks I get when people see my nips right through the fabric. I then started wearing no panties under my skirts and dresses. I love the feeling of the breeze under my skirt gently blowing across my girly parts and ass. I also like the feeling I get knowing that the only thing that separates my ass and pussy from the world is this small skirt and the absence of any sudden gusts of wind. ;). So, I then turned it up a notch. I got a full Brazilian. That's right, completely hairless underneath. I started wearing shorter miniskirts and really short dresses out. I would sit at park benches and quickly cross my legs giving people just a short glimpse of my goods. I then started riding escalators knowing very well that who ever was behind me got treated to a full view. Or I would bend over in a shopping area or on the street to "fix" my shoes, or whatever. I would drive topless through fast food places and sometimes with my skirt up. I then took to driving all over town wearing only a top and nothing below it. I was really, really enjoying this. I realized that I love this kind of attention. I may try the pizza dare sometime. You know wearing a "dress" that is cut halfway up the butt and exposes the vagina in the front? Order delivery and take my time bending forward with my backside toward him to get my purse or placing the pizza down on a low table, etc. just to see the look of that delivery guy. But, I won't do this near my house, so that may never happen. But it sure sounds fun.
For the record, I'm 22 and have a trim body. I have really nice firm tits (a C cup size) and my ass is round and nice. I'm kinda hot. I also like looking at myself in the mirror. I mean really looking at myself. I date guys, but I love the female form and mine turns me on. I always try on my outfits and practice my flashing moves in front of the mirror. When I find a move that really turns me on, I then know how to replay it once in public. I also like to just stand in front of the mirror naked and admire myself. Am I vain? Well yeah.
Lately my obsession has me entertaining thoughts about going completely naked in public places. Not streaking or a quick flash, but a planned out well executed event. I've thought about this a lot and in order to meet the level of excitement I need, it would have to have the following elements: 1. Needs to be in an open public area where nudity is not allowed or common at all. 2. There must be people about that can view me. 3. The event has to be at least a full minute, maybe even a full five minutes in duration. 4. and this is the hard one, I can't have an escape plan. I need to plan on a way that once I get started, there's no turning back. That's it. I have to follow through. I think this element is what really excites me and scares the hell out of me at the same time. The thought of performing an act like this someday really turns me on. It would be one of my ultimate fantasies.
The Plan:
So, I started to scout out the location for my NIP experience. There is mall at the other end of town that is indoors and may be the ticket for meeting my needs. I went to scope it out and formulated the plan. The scene was perfect. I'll choose this location for an escalator ride and walk in the mall. Being so far from home meant it would be unlikely to run into someone I know. Not to mention, this particular spot because of the lay out of the atrium allowed full viewing of the escalators from anywhere in the general vicinity, the walk ways, the shops, everywhere. I knew that I would maximize my exposure to as many people as possible. Also this spot due to the placement of the escalators. Once you reach a floor, in order to get to the next floor, you must walk around to the complete opposite side of the atrium to take the escalator to the next floor. In other words, this will prolong my exposure and draw much more attention to myself if I planned on riding both escalators. There should be a fair amount of shoppers and activity but not so crowed as to have the bustle detract from me or to make it too hard to get around. So there it is. Man, I must be crazy, well I am. You'd think I would choose a location that would minimize my exposure and be done quick. But for some reason the thought of putting myself into such a vulnerable place for so long really scares the shit out of me and really excites me at the same time. We'll see how I feel if and when I actually perform this act. I'm pretty determined at this point.
So looking around this place makes me think. I can just enter the mall wearing nothing but a skirt and top, go the upper level, take them off then ride the series of escalators down to the bottom. Get dressed and leave. Simple. No wait. The more I think about this plan, it really doesn't add the fourth element. You know, that no backing out element? I mean it makes it too easy to chicken out, get dressed right away and not finish up. What I need is a way to lose my clothes then retrieve them again at the end. Hmm, I could leave them in a bag at the top, then ride back up again. No, that wouldn't stop me from chickening out and running backwards up the escalator. Besides, the idea here is to end closer, not further from the exit. I got it. I need to drop my clothes over the side of the upper rail and retrieve them when I was down below. Wow, that's it! Scary, real scary. hehehe, it makes me giggle thinking about it. Just then something caught my eye. A kid in a stroller threw his blanket or some kind of scarf over the rail and it lofted down changing direction on the way. At the bottom, a person unbeknownst to what just happened picked it up and said something about lost and found and walked away with it. It hit me. I can't just throw my clothes over the side as they will invariably end up in different locations and may not be there when I arrived naked to retrieve them. Wow, twist of fate. Thanks kid. I need something that will fall straight and I'll need to enlist the help of someone to grab and hold my clothes.
Now I have a dear fried named Tom. We dated a bit in high school but are now just really close soul mates. I totally trust him and have already told him about my escapades and even had him along on a few to watch for fun. I will tell him about my latest plan and ask him to be my partner in crime. LOL. Oh this is really starting to come together.