Lydia sighed as she gazed out of the window. Tonight would mark her twentieth birthday. Her father, Lord Chaius, had arranged a grand feast for the evening. All of the local nobles and their wives were to be in attendance, as well as their children who were close in age to Lydia. She and her family had been in Gaul for three years since her father had been made the Roman governor there. The climate was not unpleasant and their villa sat atop a hill overlooking the town and the sea. However, Lydia did not like it. She was now several years past the time when most girls her age were married and she, as yet had no prospects. She had met several of the local Roman nobles' sons, but found them either to be effeminate or bores. Lydia found the local men attractive, but knew that her father and mother would never even entertain the idea of her marrying one of them.
While tonight's party would be a break from the routine, it would also be a reminder of her single status. Lydia also knew from past experience that her mother would become drunk at the party and begin to loudly approach the nobles' sons on her behalf. The thought mortified her and made her dread the nights' festivities.
Her reverie was broken by a soft knock at the door as her maid, Mara, entered the room. Mara was a local girl who was a servant in the villa. She was about Lydia's age, and was considered beautiful by the local standard. She had long, dark hair which she usually wore up as was preferred of the servants. Her eyes were large and dark and her complexion was an olive color, several shades darker than Lydia's own pale skin. Her tunic was modest, not revealing anything about her body, but from glimpses she had seen, Lydia knew that Mara's body was firm and mature.
Mara bowed her head and said, "Excuse me lady, but the time is nearing for the guests to arrive. May I help you dress?"
Lydia sighed as she rose from the window. "Yes, Mara, I suppose it is time."
Mara had laid out a new dress that her mother had had made. It was a sleeveless, pale blue gown that set off her long, blonde hair and brown eyes perfectly. She slipped off the gown she'd been wearing and handed it to Mara. As Mara prepared the new gown, Lydia leaned down and splashed water from the simple basin on her face. She caught a glimpse of her reflection and let her eyes move over her body. Her skin was pale, soft and nearly hairless except for the thin patch of her above her sex. Her stomach was flat, her breasts were perfectly proportioned, and her legs were long and lean. By Roman standards, she was beautiful and desirable, a fact that she knew, but one that frustrated her at the same time. She yearned to find a man; one who could provide her with the status and standard of living she enjoyed, but also one who would satisfy her desires for love, respect, and physical pleasure. To this point, Lydia had not found such a man and as she marked the passage of another year, she despaired the bleak prospects before her.
Mara coughed discreetly, ending Lydia's reverie. She turned and held out her arms as Mara slipped the gown over her head and fluffed it.
"You look beautiful, lady" Mara said quietly.
Lydia frowned, "I only wish there were someone for whom I wished to look so, Mara. As it is, there are only bores and pretties. You will be the maid of an old shrew if you're not careful."
"Lady, any man in the province would be fortunate to have" Mara started.
"But I would not be fortunate to have him, Mara!" Lydia exclaimed, "That is the problem! You're fortunate Mara. You can go out and find a hard-working man to love and make a family with." Lydia assumed the poise and voice of her mother as she continued, "You will find many men in the world. Some will make your heart sing. Some will make your pussy quiver. Others will dazzle you with gifts and riches. A Roman woman, however, must marry for power and connection. All else is secondary, child"
Lydia glanced sidelong at Mara as she held the pose of her mother. Mara tried to stifle a giggle, but failed and both of them laughed.
Lydia relaxed her pose and shook her head, "Ah, Mara, sometimes I envy you."
Lydia knew that Mara was seeing one of the laborers that worked for her father. His name was Philip. Rumor had it that he had been a minor noble who had aided the Gallic resistance after the Roman army had conquered Gaul. His treachery had been discovered and he had been whipped and beaten, and had his land and freedom taken from him. Lydia's father had purchased him a little over a year before. Mara had pointed him out to Lydia one day as they walked in the gardens. He was nearly six feet tall, tan, fit, and well-muscled. His only physical flaw was the scars from the lashes he'd taken when he was whipped. He was about the age of both girls and walked with the confidence of one who has held power and knows how to wield it. Lydia had found him attractive and when she allowed her mind to wander, she wondered what it would be like to lay with him.
Lydia headed to the main hall of the villa where she was warmly greeted by her parents. The party guests soon began to arrive and Lydia did her duty, smiling graciously as she greeted each one and accepted their well wishes. When all of the guests had arrived, the servants brought out the food and the guests reclined around low tables and feasted on roasted fish, fresh bread, fruit, and copious amounts of wine. The party proceeded in the normal Roman manner. After the guests had gorged themselves, Lydia's father offered a blessing on her and the guests chimed in with public wishes. The final sentiment was given by her mother, who by now was drunk. She blessed her daughter and then loudly stated her desire that her daughter find a husband and produce heirs. The guests cheered and Lydia blushed deeply, embarrassed.
With the conclusion of the blessings, musicians began to play and dancers entertained the guests. Lydia moved among the guests talking, fending off advances from some of the men, and doing her best to smile and play her expected part. The wine continued to flow and the party wound into it's final drunken climax. By now, several of the women had shed their dresses and were dancing naked, writhing with the dancers and each other. Several couples were in various stages of foreplay, ranging from kissing to one woman bobbing her head up and down on her partner's erect cock. Lydia's mother had now joined the dancers and her father had one of the servant girls on his lap, fondling her and laughing jovially. With her parents and the guests so occupied, Lydia quietly exited the hall.
She reached her room and sank to her bed with her head in her hands. She let out a quiet sob and leaned against the wall, letting the embarrassment and tension drain from her. She jumped at a touch on her arm. It was Mara.
"Excuse me, lady", she said quietly, "Are you alright? Is their anything you need?"
Lydia brushed her tears away and laughed bitterly, "A man, Mara. I need a man. I'm afraid there's not much you can do about that is there?"
Mara averted her eyes and said quietly, "No lady. I'm sorry."
Lydia sighed, "It's not your fault Mara. It's not your fault." She sighed again, "You can go now. I'll be alright. It's getting late and I want to be alone."
Mara dipped her head, "If you're sure, lady".
"I'm sure, Mara. I'll see you in the morning," Lydia said.