Since I was young, I enjoyed peeping. Started with sisters, then when I moved out on my own, just opportunities while living in apartment buildings or whatever. I always enjoyed imagining what girls body parts looked like under their clothes, then try to see how close my imagination was to reality by trying to find a way to see them. Of course I rarely had the chance. My favorite was indoor public swimming pools with a public viewing area to watch swimmers, like a cafe or such. See them walk in fully dressed, then see them in a bikini. Not naked, but the closest I was every going to get to naked.
As I started dating, I tried to involve my desires and thoughts in conversations and expression during sex, but it never really worked. Then when I was 25, I met the woman who would become my wife. Teresa was 2 years younger than me and an aspiring photographer, who worked in a retail clothing store, selling clothes to mostly the hip younger crowd. I actually saw her outside the store in the mall one day. I saw her and stopped dead in my tracks. Soon, while drooling over the incredible way she fit those tight pants and stretch tee, I started imagining her various body parts, like breast shape when unsupported by a bra, her areolas, nipples, bum, pubic hair, pubic lips etc.
I guess my poorly disguised glaring, was a bit much and she noticed and went back in the store. I wandered the mall for a couple of hours and couldn't help myself from going back to catch a final glimpse of her before I left. Long story short, she saw me in her store, we talked a bit and well, started dating and married a little over 2 years later.
About a year before we actually married, we had been to a beach and I guess at one point, I stared a little to long at this girl and Terry noticed, but didn't stop me. A few days later we were talking about maybe going to the beach again and she asked me what intrigued me about that girl I spent so much time staring at. I was embarrassed and so afraid of what to say, but after assuring her that she was perfect and my glares were only for mental pleasure, I opened up a bit about imagining. She asked me if I ever got to confirm my imagined thoughts and if so, how. To my surprise, she didn't react negatively when I mentioned I had peeped when I had the chance and she kept asking questions. The more she asked, the more open I got. She confided she knew she had been peeped on by her brother and thinks maybe a couple of times in store change rooms, but didn't seem to want to elaborate on it, so I didn't push. She did say it never made her angry.
Shortly after that day, we went back to that beach and this time she took her camera. Often she brought her camera when we went on hikes or vacations, but I had never seen her with it on a beach.
A couple of weeks after, we were laying in bed, getting a bit aroused in foreplay and she reached over and opened the nightstand drawer. She pulled out a brown envelope and in the envelope, were prints of the pictures she took that day at the beach.