Dear Shoeblossom...
I donât know if my involvement with Satanic Silki is my fault, because of my neurosis? You judge...
First, my parents were weird, warped people. The oldest of us kids, Breanne, became an adulterous bitch, and my brother Brianâs effect was, he was a cruel asshole. And he ran off with my first wife.
Iâm Brogan, the youngest, the âsensitiveâ one. I donât care about my first wife, or my brother or sister. My second wife, Silki, is all that matters.
Silki is a handful. Since I did meet her through a kinky friend, Mistress Keranique, I felt comfortable telling the comely blonde about my fantasies of serving her.
Silki adapted to this lifestyle in a dramatically quick way!
But I wasnât her first guinea pig. Silki is an expert at messing with my sensitivity, as well as anyone elseâs. (She also fucked my brother Brian, by the way)
I tried everything to woo Silky, despite warnings from my friends to stay away, to find a nice normal gal.
I took Silki to plays and football games and expensive concerts.
We went dancing and did the high end restaurant route.
I took her around the park in one of those horse drawn hansom carriages...
And of course I filled her car with roses.
Finally, Silki fell for me, though of course taking utter advantage of my masochism.
Some months ago, Silki got really bitchy because I didnât want to go to a clothing optional beach with her.
By the time she finally convinced me to go out bare on the sand, sheâd given me several vicious whippings to help me adjust my attitude to this unwelcome event.
I am a sensitive guy, as I said. I never learned to swim, and used to burst into tears in the pool when I was splashed (and this was at age 20.)
But there was something in me that caused me to seek humiliation and shame.
I had worked with Mistress Keranique on humiliation exercises.
Keri had put me through things like jacking off in front of an open window, or tying me naked in a hotel room for the maid to find me, but it never quite primed me for my experience with Silki when she took me to Carnaby Beach!
Now I was walking with Silki, naked...
Silki was clad in a splendid polka dot bikini, and I was wearing only my chastity cage.
There was also a whirring butt plug up my rectal cavity, but at least people couldnât see that!
âWhy, Silki? Why am I naked now?â
I kept seeing people strolling by on the beach, nudging each other and pointing to my crotch.
Even though this was clothing optional, most everyone else opted to wear clothes.
I was the only naked one, as far as I could see, and certainly the only one who wore a damn chastity cage.
In addition to being embarrassingly naked, I was staggering along with the beach bag, and also loaded down with the folding chairs and the umbrella over my arm.
Silki liked to be fancy free when she walked, and only carried her magazine and a bit of sunblock.
âI feel so ridiculous, being the--â
âLook, the website said this was a clothing optional beach, Brogan. I opted that I dress and that you donât.â
With a gleaming smile, Silki chuckled.
She had these huge Jackie O sunglasses and was truly enjoying the day.
My penis was bobbing up and down and more than one passing girl looked a little creeped out.
âLookit the faggot with that metal on his junk.â a bunch of (not nude) guys were drinking beer and pointing at me and laughing.
âDo you remember that old ad for Charles Atlas on the back of comic books?â Silki asked me as we walked on.
âMy mother didnât like me to read junk literature.â I said timorously, jumping to avoid a beer can tossed at my head.
âWell, in the ad, thereâs a short paneled cartoon about a skinny guy sitting on the beach with his girl, and a bully kicks sand on him in front of his girlfriend.â
Silki giggled. âI think it was called âWe made a man out of Mackâ âcos the kid goes home and gets all muscled up in about a week with these Charles Atlas exercises.â
âThat sounds awful.â We finally stopped to set up camp, and of course Silki watched lazily as I put up the umbrellas and the chairs.
âThen Mack comes back and beats up the beach bully, and his girlfriend, who had been making fun of him, finally respects him.â
âViolence is not the answer,â I lectured pompously. âThough I like the idea of him kicking the bullyâs ass. I wish I could have beaten up my brother Brian--â
âYeah, like that would happen.â Silki said dismissively, as I turned red. We were finally sitting under the umbrella.
âAnyway, Brogan, sometimes I wonder how the cartoon would have gone if the bully, after kicking the sand on Mack had taken Mackâs girlfriend and made Mack serve them sexually.â
âHow on earth would that be an advertisement for weight training and self defense?â I demanded. âIt sounds more like the youth of Caligula or something.â
âI know, itâs just funny.â God, she looked fabulous. Silki had a big hat on and the black glasses and oh, how her bronze skin really set off the light curls.
âI hate people like that. When I was in basic training on Parris Island, my drill sergeant was an evil, evil bully and a sex pervert.â
âRight, you were the âgoatâ of the platoon, right?â Silki winked.
âWell, every bunk of soldiers has one, I guess. I wish it hadnât had to be me, though.â
âYour sister Breanne told me that Sergeant Blenciewcz made you dress in full makeup and drag, and blow the other guys in your platoon.â Silki said spitefully.
âBreanne talks too fucking much, but thatâs true, and then I got kicked out of the Marines and lost my ROTC scholarship for being sexually unbalanced.â
âSection 8, âNervous in the Service?â Silki laughed cruelly.
âIt wasnât funny, Silki. I was traumatized.â Why was she so mean to me? And why was my cock so hard in the little chastity cage?
Silki poked my cock with her little sandal, and I got very excited. Was it the way she treated me, so sadistically, or just that she was easily the prettiest girl on the beach?
Silki kept prodding my cock with her foot, and she jiggled her tits at me.
As I leaned towards her, Silki pushed me away. âYou need more male bonding in your life, Brogan.â
âWhat?â
âYou should go play volleyball with those men, Brogan.â
I looked over there, and yes, there were these big, muscled, blue-collar types, throwing the volleyball and cursing loudly.