This story is the twenty-fifth in a series. This series has undoubtedly gone on way too long. However, I find these characters hard to expel from my head. I hope that they give the reader some of the enjoyment they give me. While this story can, hopefully, be read enjoyably by itself, the earlier installments provide context and character background. My characters are entirely fictitious. Any similarity to any real person is unintended and coincidental. Please do not rely on these stories for any legal advice.
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I have written previously about the tragedy of Carla's accident (Legally Nude CH 19). While it is still painful several years later, I thought that it was worth discussing the aftermath of that horrible event. I think it illustrates that even the most terrible events can have positive consequences.
I had been temporarily pulled out of my depression by Melina's demonstration of love for and commitment to Erin, me, and the firm. Swiftly after Carla passed away, Melina had transferred from the very prestigious law school she had attended in Chicago to the law school at our local university. As I had tried to explain to her that was a huge sacrifice on her part that would have life-long ramifications. She transferred anyway in order to support us and to help with the firm's work as much as she could.
The reality was that, at least in the short-term, Melina could not help much. She was starting her second year when, according to the clichΓ©, the law schools work their students to death. Having traded way down in terms of the prestige of the degree she would receive, it was that much more important that she do extremely well. The demands on her time were such that she took an apartment within walking distance of the law school for that year.
I was able to refer some of Carla's cases out to our friends in the NBA (Nude Bar Association). However, that still left an oppressive addition to my own workload. Even worse were the many times that I started to walk to Carla's office to bounce something off of her before I realized that she was no longer there and never would be there again. I slipped back into a deep funk.
Thank god for Erin. Although Erin and Carla had been lovers and extremely close friends, Erin seemed to handle Carla's death better than I did. Erin was bright enough and had been with me long enough that, despite the lack of a law degree or license, she understood my job at least as well as I did. There was more than one occasion during those months when Erin saved me from making huge mistakes.
Summer had long slipped into fall and I was still suffering the loss of my lover and partner. We were home one evening and I was in a self-pitying mood. I walked into our television room and saw Erin sitting naked in a chair. She had been a beautiful young woman just out of college when I first met her. Now, in her early 30s, she was even more beautiful. Erin had always been mature and wise, but the years we had been together had added experience and insight. Erin French was an extraordinary woman in every respect.
Standing in the doorway, I said, "Erin, tell me something."
"What Harry?" she replied.
"You are smart enough and hardworking enough that you could be a CEO by now. You are beautiful enough that you could be a model or an actress. Why have you stayed on as business manager/paralegal/receptionist in my two-bit law firm?"
Erin moved from her chair to the sofa. She patted the cushion next to her. "Come here and sit down Harry." I sat on the sofa a few inches away from her. Erin slid over next to me. I could feel the warmth of her bare thigh and hip against my bare skin.
"I know that there are many things which I could have done," Erin started. "Why have I stayed all these years? Well, there's a minor reason and a major reason. The minor reason is that I really enjoy working in the nude. It is fun when the FedEx guy comes in and looks me up and down. I also enjoy getting naked with all of our friends."
Erin turned so that she was facing me. She reached out and took my hands in hers. "Harry," she said, "look at me." I looked into her magnificent green eyes. I thought that I actually saw a twinkle in them. Erin squeezed my hands tightly. "The major reason I've stayed is that I love you, passionately and with all of my soul. I want to be around you every day for the rest of my life."
There. It was out. Deep down, I had known that was the answer even before I asked. The love affair between Erin and me had been implicit from very early in our relationship. It had just never been stated that directly and explicitly.
I continued to look into Erin's stunning face. I thought that I saw a smile starting. I pulled my hands from hers, leaned forward, put my arms around her bare body, and pulled her to me. I hugged Erin that night like I had never hugged anyone or anything before. Without even thinking about it, I said what I had felt for a long time. "I love you Erin French. I promise you that we will be together every day for the rest of our lives."
Erin and I kissed, for a long time. Finally, Erin pulled away slightly and leaned back in my arms. With a smile, she said, "We've shared our relationship with others before and there will be others again. But there is a bond between us that is built on a whole lot more than work or looking at each other's bodies or sex."
I was starting to feel a whole lot better. "Absolutely!" I said.
Erin's smile got wider. "Ok, then," she said, "Want to fuck?" We did for most of the night.
By sheer coincidence, I got a call from Magistrate Judge Natalie Wurdeman at the office the next day. Judge Wurdeman and her husband Peter had become very good friends and teammates in our winter indoor nude volleyball league. I know that they had felt the loss of Carla also.
After the initial pleasantries, Judge Wurdeman asked, "What are you doing for the first ten days of January?"
I called up my calendar on the computer, looked at it, and answered, "Nothing very important, why?"