Laura -

Chapter 5, I'll not be able to write for a while, but I will come back for more. For next chapters there is a little vacation planned to a naturist camping and fun in public,

Not every chapter is very erotic, but I like it when there is a story. So this one is about Loki and maybe a little sad. Hopefully everyone who have problems with there mental health gets the help they needs and deserves.

--5--

Laura didn't know where she was when she woke up. Had she dreamed it all? The last thing she knew was that she had fallen asleep on the floor with her head on Amber's shoulder. But now she was lying in a warm, soft bed. It was like sleeping on clouds. Only without the wetness. Although she had apparently been drooling while she was asleep. And it was still sticky between her legs. She didn't dare to feel it because she was still so sensitive.

She hadn't been dreaming. It wasn't her bed. This bed was much bigger than hers. She also felt movement at the foot of the bed. When she carefully opened her eyes, her suspicion was confirmed. She was still lying in Jente's room. She just couldn't remember seeing a double bed when she fell in here.

Laura took a deep breath. She had really masturbated in the shower with Joke this morning. It hadn't been a dream that she had spontaneously come naked on the landing when one of the boys saw her. She had really collapsed naked from her orgasm in front of her new friends. She was still ashamed. She hadn't even been able to enjoy her orgasm because she had been so stressed and had tried to hold it back.

Had they been right that it had just been a new side of her? Maybe she should accept their help to discover this more. Apart from that one-time skinny dipping, she had never really done anything exciting sexually. Maybe she should just try it. But not now. Her whole body felt stiff. Everything hurt. She even seemed to have a hangover because she was so thirsty. Her stomach was also complaining that she still hadn't eaten today.

At the foot of the bed she felt movement again. There was clearly someone sitting on the bed with her. She hadn't seen a pet here yet. She also had no idea whether this was allowed or even possible. Curious to see who was sitting with her, she slowly looked. Loki sat cross-legged, frowning, writing in a notebook. When she noticed that Laura was awake, she quickly wiped away a tear and put a believable smile on her face.

Loki: 'You're awake!'

Laura nodded. She sat up in bed and stretched out. She felt the duvet slide off her upper body. The stimulation of her hypersensitive nipples was too much for her. For a moment, she had the reflex to cover herself. Even though she had been naked more than she had been dressed in the last twenty-four hours, she still wasn't used to it.

When Laura looked at Loki, she realized how stupid it was to cover herself. Loki was still naked. Since she was sitting cross-legged, Laura could see everything of her beautiful naked body. Suddenly, she felt her clitoris start to ask for attention. However, Laura's mind wasn't in the mood to masturbate for a moment.

Laura noticed the scars on Loki's arms and legs for a second time. She had never known anyone who had hurt themselves or wanted to hurt themselves. Let alone that she had ever wanted to do it herself. She just didn't understand it. The thought of cutting into your own skin gave her goosebumps.

Loki: 'Did you sleep well?'

Laura: 'Yes, thank you. Where did the rest of you go?'

Loki: 'Oh, Amber and Joke went swimming after lunch. And Jente started her daily run. I chose to stay with you so that you wouldn't wake up alone. I hope you like that?'

Laura: 'Yes, that's nice. How long did I actually sleep?'

Loki: 'A few hours. Long enough to have skipped lunch.'

Laura: 'And I haven't had breakfast either.'

Loki: 'I could always go get you something to eat.'

Laura: 'That would be nice. But I'd like to take a shower first. I feel dirty and I stink terribly.'

Loki: 'The smell isn't too bad. But while you shower I can go get you something to eat.'

Laura: 'That's a good idea.'

Laura was just dreading getting out of the warm bed. Admittedly it was warm in the room too, but lying snugly between the sheets was more fun. Making up her mind, she threw the sheets off her body and her legs out of bed. With a sigh she looked at the door. She didn't feel like walking naked onto the landing. With a sigh she looked at Loki.

Laura: 'You don't happen to have anything here that I can cover myself with.'

Loki: 'Of course I do.'

Loki stood up and grabbed a towel from the floor. Laura couldn't help but stare at Loki's buttocks as she bent over. She had her labia unhindered for a moment. For some reason her clitoris started begging for attention again. She felt her labia getting moist. Why did her body have to react like that now? When Loki turned around Laura felt caught. Laura: "Sorry."

Loki: "Why?"

Laura: "Because I was staring at you."

Loki: "That's okay. Here's my towel from this morning. It's okayin the wash so you can use it to cover yourself.'

Laura: 'Thank you.'

Loki: 'No problem.'

Laura stood up and tied the towel around her. It was only just long enough to cover everything but it was okay. With a sigh she stepped onto the landing. When she saw Loki following behind her naked she looked surprised.

Laura: 'Are you going outside like this?'

Loki: 'Yes, why not?'

Laura: 'You're still naked.'

Loki: 'Oh well, it's warm. Joke and Amber also went swimming naked and if Jente could, she would have gone running around naked.'

Laura: 'I'm starting to wonder where I ended up.'

Loki: 'Why? Do you mind it so much here? You're not thinking about leaving, are you? I... You...'

Laura: 'No, calm down. Of course I'm not leaving. I wouldn't know where to go. And I like it here. It just takes some getting used to.'

Loki spontaneously gave Laura a hug. Laura's hands on Loki's skin made her realize even more that her friend was naked. For a moment she wondered how it would feel if the towel wasn't between them. Their breasts and pubic area against each other. When she felt an excited feeling in her loins, Laura let go of Loki.

Loki: 'We'll talk about it later. Enjoy your shower. I'm going to make dinner.'

Laura saw Loki walk towards the stairs. She herself went into the bathroom. She wondered if she had said something wrong. Loki had suddenly seemed so vulnerable. Her face had looked scared for a moment. Laura was actually a little worried about Loki. She was wondering whether she should talk to her about it. But if she did talk about it, it might bring back bad memories for Loki. Then maybe it would be better not to talk about it?

When the shower was up to temperature, she stepped under the hot jets. She had turned the shower up extra hard. The jets finally washed away all the dirt, sweat and dried moisture. She tried not to think about everything that had happened in the short time she had been here. She couldn't believe that she got so excited by being naked in front of others. No matter what she tried to quiet her mind, it didn't really work.

Frustrated, she soaped her body and scrubbed herself until she finally felt clean again. Images of everything that could happen if she let herself go kept running through her mind. Her new friends wanted to help, but what were they all planning to do? Where would they let her be naked? Where would they let her masturbate? Would they force her to do something? Maybe now she would finally know what it felt like to have sex.

There was no point in standing in the shower any longer. Laura turned off the water and grabbed her towel from this morning. It was slightly damp and probably could go in the wash too. That was the easy part here. You had to put your name on everything, every piece of clothing, towel or whatever. In the basement it could be sorted. The laundry was regularly done by the housekeeper.

Laura wrapped the damp towel around her. She calmly walked to her room. When she looked through the large windows of the living room, she could see Joke and Amber lying naked on the grass outside, sunbathing. There was someone else lying there but she didn't know her name yet.

In her room she threw the towel off her. Naked she started searching through her suitcases for something to wear. Taking the opportunity, she put her clothes in her closet at once. Then the suitcases could finally be put away and she had a bit more space.

When the last suitcase was empty and had been put under her bed there was a knock on the door. Without thinking she walked to the door. It was probably Loki with food. With her distraction she had forgotten for a moment that she was starving and still stark naked. Only when she opened the door did she realize that she hadn't put any clothes on. She was surprised at herself that she felt so comfortable while she was naked. Loki looked surprised for a moment.

Loki: 'I thought you would have gotten dressed?'

Laura: 'Yes, me too. But I forgot.'

Loki: 'Nice. I brought food.'

Laura: 'Put it on my bed. We'll eat there.'

Laura stepped back so Loki could enter. The food looked delicious. Loki had brought a large platter. She had made two fried eggs with bacon for both. A few slices of bread were on the platter. She had also poured two glasses of fruit juice for both.

Laura's eyes wandered over Loki's body for the umpteenth time. Unlike her, Laura could see nothing that Loki was aroused. Her nipples were not stiff, her labia were not swollen and not wet. From the moment Loki had stepped inside and Laura had realized again that someone was seeing her naked, her body had done everything to make it clear to her that she wanted sex.

Loki sat back down in a cross-legged position. Laura followed out of curiosity her example. She wanted to know what it felt like to sit with everything visible. Loki bent over slightly to take a plate and give it to Laura. Laura looked fascinated at Loki's full breasts hanging freely. She blushed when she realized that Loki had noticed that she was staring at her body. Once again, her body screamed for attention. No matter how hard she tried she couldn't push the feeling away.

Laura: 'I don't understand how you do it?'

Loki: 'What?'

Laura: 'Not being constantly aroused when you're naked. I just have to think about being naked with someone else and my whole body betrays my arousal. Look, my nipples have never been so hard. My labia are open and swollen. My clitoris is as hard as it can be, and the entire inside of my legs are wet.'

Loki: 'Haha, sorry. But I think the others are right. You've discovered a new exhibitionist side of you. But I can reassure you. You're not the only one who gets turned on by being naked and being seen.'

Laura: 'I don't notice much of it with you.'

Loki: 'That's another story. I lived with a friend at a naturist campsite for almost two years. But Joke was very turned on during lunch. I even think she had an orgasm. And Amber also finds it exciting to do. So you're not alone in this.'

Laura: 'Wow. Okay, so I'm not weird.'

Loki: 'Did you really think that?'

Laura: 'Yes, I do. The past few hours I was torn between wanting to cover myself up out of fear and wanting to show myself to everyone and everything so that I could enjoy the whole thing even more this time.'

Loki: 'Didn't you enjoy your orgasm?'

Laura: 'No, I was ashamed and tried to hold back.'

Loki: 'That's a shame. But there will come a time when you will experience this. The others have already been thinking of all sorts of things they could do. Apparently they do erotic things more often.'

Laura: 'As long as we don't get into trouble, right?'

Loki: 'No, I'll try to protect you. And I'm used to still thinking clearly when I'm naked. The others, on the other hand...'

Laura groaned at the thought of the erotic adventures they could have together. Where could they all be naked? What could they all do in public? Maybe even on campus?

Loki: 'Are you that turned on?'

Laura: 'Yes, I just find it annoying.'

Loki: 'Don't ignore it, just do it. I'll just go to the toilet or something. Then you'll have privacy.'

Laura: 'No, stay. I can ignore it.'

Loki: 'Sure?'

Laura: 'Yes, I would think it stupid if you left just because I was excited.'

Laura then stretched out on the bed. Loki followed her example. For a moment they both sat staring at the ceiling. Laura had to laugh.

Loki: 'Why are you laughing?'

Laura: 'The others would have been more than happy to watch and join in. But not you.'

Loki: 'Sorry.'

Laura: 'No, it's not a reproach. It's just, you always think logically.'

Loki: 'Yes.'

Laura: 'Are you really never so excited that you can't think anymore?

Loki: 'No, I don't get excited easily. I never masturbate either.'

Laura: 'Really not?'

Loki: 'No. I never really feel like it.'

Laura: 'How come.'

Loki: 'Partly because of my medication. My libido has decreased a lot because of that.'

Laura: 'Oh, okay.'

Loki: 'I'm taking antidepressants.'

Laura had sat up again in the meantime. She looked at Loki with concern. She put a hand on her arm.

Laura: 'Does it have to do with your scars?'

Loki nodded. A tear rolled down her cheek. She took a deep breath. Laura moved so that their heads were in the same direction. She grabbed Loki tightly.

Laura: 'If you ever want to talk about it, or if there's ever anything, you can always ask or say it. To the others too. I want to be there for you. Okay?'

Loki: 'Thank you.'

Not much later, Loki was sleeping in Laura's arms. Every now and then she became restless in her sleep. Laura would stroke her back for a moment and then she would calm down again. Her head shot from one thought to the next. She hadn't been aroused for a long time. She felt so bad that Loki had already been through so much at her young age to hurt her. Some of the scars on her wrists were bigger than others. Probably because at one point she had wanted to end it all. At that moment Laura swore to herself that she would always be there for Loki.