After I sent my nude pictures anonymously to Libby, and then confessing my ruse and speaking with her on the phone, and then posting a strip-teasing series of my own on the public boards at Literotica, and losing control with Libby as I did so and degenerating into some of the best (and most confusing) phone sex ever had in the history of the phone -- after all of that, I was sure I'd never do anything like it again.
But the next day, I couldn't keep my mind off it. I could hardly think about anything else. I was like a zombie. The kids could barely hold my attention for more than a couple of minutes, I was so distracted I sent them off to school with each others' lunches, and then in the evening I got Fahrenheit mixed up with Celsius (or vice versa -- bloody ovens) and burnt our dinners and had to take us all out for burgers and chips. My head was stuck firmly in the clouds; I was about as useful as a pair of wet socks.
I couldn't keep myself from reliving the thrills, the excitement, the utter abandonment of what I had done. That night -- the very night after my wickedness with the pictures and with Libby -- I had found a fairly shaky pretext for sending the kids to bed early, I was locked in my room with a heavy settee propped against the door, and I was back on the boards at Literotica, reviewing my work and reliving the night prior.
It was intoxicating; it was like the best drug ever invented, sprinkled over and mixed into the best alcoholic cocktail ever shaken-not-stirred. I went into my own thread and loaded up each of my pics, one by one, just like thousands of other people as indicated by the hit-counters; and I lingered, longly and deliciously over each one of them, rubbing my hands up and down my legs and sides most tenderly, riling myself up exquisitely.
I was nearing the end of my series, and I had only just barely slipped my fingers into my knickers to rub myself up yet again -- I was at serious risk of callusing, such was the frequency of my masturbation over those past few days -- when I received notice of a new PM. I groaned inwardly; either it was yet another unbidden declaration of undying love from some half-balanced perv to join the other fifty-five I had deleted out of my inbox, or it was Libby. And I simply wasn't prepared to deal with her again; I still hadn't quite figured out exactly what had happened between us the night prior, what it meant and how we could go onwards from wherever we were.
But I was wrong; it was neither Libby nor a love-struck puppy. It was aussie_101 -- my husband, Tom! "Well hello, 'misstralia'," he began. "I hardly even dare to say it, but you seem somewhat familiar to me...?"
My heart did double-summersaults of delight. Tom had no idea I had discovered Literotica and the amateur photography boards; he was still overseas on his book tour and would remain so for at least another week. Lord knows for what original purpose he had come onto Literotica (the naughty little boy), but he must have come across the thread that Libby had started, the thread that held my pictures. And as he went through the pictures, he may have recognised my surroundings as our bedroom... or he may have put two and two together, observing that Libby's "very good friend" had a body awfully similar to mine... or he may simply have recognised me by my tits. Heaven above knows he's stared at them for long enough.
But sweetly, having found my pics he hardly dared to hope, hardly dare to pray that it was me -- that I, Kelly his wife, was wicked and demonly enough to take nude photos of myself, and to share them with the world -- and share them with Libby, which on its own was a concept bound to get him all hot and heavy. "...you seem somewhat familiar to me," he had typed; just like him, to state with heavy understatement that which seemed so screamingly obvious, yet so unlikely and wonderful and terrible all at once...
"Hi Tom," I wrote in reply. "You and Libby have been awfully busy, haven't you?"
"OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG," he wrote back, making me laugh. "Holy shit! Holy fuck! Fuck a duck til it's dead! Kelly!!!"
"Yes, Tom," I wrote, with an enormous grin. "You're not the only one in this family who can work a tripod, you know."
"Oh shit oh shit oh shit..." he typed -- he was obviously having trouble believing it, behaving as though he had won seven lotteries all at once. "You're... you're into this?" he wrote. "You like this?"
I pondered how best to respond... "Fuck yeah!" I wrote. "It's the best thing ever! I never would have thought about it, never would even have considered doing such a thing or that I would enjoy it -- but then I found Firefox on your computer, and found all those literotica pages in your browsing history... and I found Libby's pictures and recognised her by her nurse's costume, and I went through all her photos and I just got so turned on!"
"You did?" Tom asked -- and even from ten thousand miles' distance I could see his optimistic grin.
"Well, not like that -- not how you're thinking," I corrected him. "I was turned on by the concept, not strictly by Libby's tits; the idea of getting your gear off, slowly, shot by shot, with hundreds of people watching on ... it got me quite hot and bothered, I can tell you."
"I know what you mean," wrote Tom. "I'd always wanted to involve you in this, you know? I've had so much fun on this site, it's such a blast -- but you've always been against pornography and erotica and all that sort of stuff, and then me and Libby were kinda sorta dilly-dallying a little bit and I was afraid how you'd take that..."
"Yeah, you two have been a little bit naughty, haven't you?" I wrote, but with a ;) on the end to show it was okay. "Tom: I want you to know I appreciate that you never actually crossed the line with Libby. I checked through all of your posts, and you were never anything more than warm and supportive and just a really good friend to Libby. I love you so much Tom. Thank you for being so good to my friend :-)"
"Aww, don't you worry about it," Tom typed, shortly. We both knew there was a little more to it than that -- Libby had told me about the phone-sex she and Tom had had; but he wasn't going to mention it, and I was actually glad of that because it meant I didn't have to mention the phone-sex that Libby and I had had only the night prior. All of that was something Tom and I could address another time; right now I was just glad to have him, and to have the rest of it out in the open.
"But Kells -- these pics of yours..." Tom went on. "They're just so, so... hot! But still tasteful, and demure, and alluring all at once... it's like you've been posing nude for the camera all your life, you're such a natural! What have you been up to behind my back, eh? Who you been posing for?? ;)"
"Just the postman," I typed. "And the milkman. And all the various visiting plumbers, electricians, carpet-cleaners, pool-boys... you know: the fathers of our children..."
"Yeah yeah," Tom replied, unimpressed at the old joke that I liked to hit him with from time-to-time. "But damn, Kells -- you've got such a huge following already! You're gunna make poor old Libs jealous, you've hijacked half of her fans. You got any more pics of yourself, perchance?" he added, hopefully.
"I was just starting to think about shooting a new series..." I typed, truthfully; while looking over my photos, the urge to pose again was almost overwhelming. An idea occurred: "But you know, I'm not sure I really want to... maybe you should take some pics too, to inspire me... ;)"
"Sounds like a challenge!" Tom typed with obvious glee. "Tell you what: how about we sign off for an hour or so; set up our cameras, do another strip-tease; and then we'll send each other our pics, one-by-one."
"I'll go you one better," I replied, with a wicked grin growing upon my face. "We'll take our pics... go to my thread... and we'll post them up there, one-by-one."
"For all the world to see?"
"What's the matter?" I goaded. "Scared??"
"Hot damn but I'm loving this new exhibitionist in you," Tom told me. "Are you sure you're my wife of ten years? Who is this? What have you done with my Kelly?"
"Oh, so you want the old, prudish, no-nudie-pics Kelly to come back, do you?"
"No no, no no no!" Tom retracted. "No, you tell her she can stay away. I want Kells the Soft-Porn-Star to stay!"
"I thought you might," I grinned. "Okay, see you in an hour. And I'm telling you this now: your boner better be bigger than the one Libby's pics gave you in your last series, or there'll be hell to pay."
"Honey, honestly: your body bangs ten times harder than Libby's," Tom promised me. "I'd fuck you before I'd fuck her any day."
"Good to hear!" I cheered, joyed at the rather forthright news. "Now go get naked, take some pics!"
"I will. You too!"
So we broke off for about an hour. I double-checked that my bedroom door was good and properly braced against the ingress of children, set up the tripod and camera, and got to work. On finishing I put my pics on the computer and did the usual trimming and cropping, removing my face from each shot for the sake of safety; half-way through I got a PM from my Tom, "All done over here -- let me know when you're ready."