Note: this series is sequel to the 'Libby's Liberation' series. It would be best (but not essential) if you were to read 'Libby's Lib' first, then come on back and read this one. Cheers -- aussie_101.
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How many stories must there be that start with "I'm not gay, but..."? I'm sure there's a ton of them out there, and at the risk of sounding unoriginal, here's how my story starts:
I am not gay, but there I was: trapped before my computer screen, cresting on a giddily-high wave of orgasmic ecstasy as I stared unblinking at a picture of my best friend Libby in the nude; and even as my fingers kept pounding in and out of my cunt, alternating to rub mercilessly at my gorging, sopping little clit, I found myself wondering: "well how the fuck did this come about?"
Well, there's only one man to blame for it all: my husband, Tom. Now I love my husband. Really, I do. But he can be a bit vexing at times...
He's an author, a rather successful one at that, and we live quite comfortably off the proceeds of his work. We have a large six-bedroom house in a semi-rural setting, half-way up a mountainside just outside a large town on the south-eastern coast of Australia; we have two beautiful young children together, and life is pretty sweet.
Our sex life is pretty sweet too. Tom's appetite has stayed healthy even after ten years of marriage, and he likes to have a crack at me at least twice a week -- sometimes more, especially when he's been writing. He must get a kick out of his work; I can usually tell when he's been writing a steamy love-scene too, because he has an extra spark in his eye when he prowls around the bed and pounces me. He's awfully good at writing those steamy scenes... and he's awfully good at playing them out in the bedroom too.
I have always been glad of our love and our life together, and always counted myself lucky to have such a faithful husband in Tom. I'll admit to not being the most slim, fit or toned of wives; I've got big boobs and a few curves but I do carry a some extra kilos, which I have blamed on working eight-to-five Monday-to-Friday and devoting my evenings to the kids. And Tom's success sometimes sees him rubbing shoulders with the odd celebrity-female, many of them younger and more nubile than myself. But I've never had cause to doubt his devotion. At least, not until recently.
Tom had to fly out on a week-long book tour, and so I took a week off work to stay home and mind the kids before and after school -- our usual routine when Tom's book tours fall between school holidays. I used to like going along on tour with Tom before the kids were born, but you get over them after a little while; his itineraries are so jam-packed he rarely stays in one city long enough to see anything or do anything, and he spends more nights trying to sleep on planes than he does in hotels. So I let him jet off on his little sojourns, and I take the chance to kick back around the house and relax.
On one lazy day in autumn -- too cool to recline by the pool, the sky threatening rain and dissuading any thoughts of riding the horses or going anywhere or doing anything else -- I found myself fooling around on Tom's computer. Having seen all I wanted to see on the Internet, and read all I felt like reading from Tom's up-and-coming and half-finished works, I scrolled idly through the list of applications on Tom's computer, looking for a game or something; a program called 'Firefox' caught my eye.
I'm not the most computer-literate person in the world; at the time I didn't know it was an alternative internet browser, so I clicked on it to see what it was and what it did. It loaded up the internet, and I sat there with a frown.
"Why does Tom have a different internet program on his computer?" I wondered aloud. A possibility occurred -- maybe he uses it when he wants to look at things he doesn't want me to know about. So I clicked on the History tab...
...and it was full of pages from literotica.com. "Oh Tom," I sighed.
When we first met and before Tom made the big time, he decided to tell me about his occasional habit of writing 'erotica'. He also told me about this site called Literotica, where he could post his stories and people could read them, rate them, wank over them, and so forth. He showed me one of his stories; it actually wasn't that smutty, it was quite evocative and arousing, but at the time I didn't know him that well and I felt uncomfortable giving it full praise. I also wasn't sure how I felt about this 'Literotica' place -- I didn't like that Tom was in contact with who-knew how many sexual deviants and fiends, and I told him so.
I could tell he was disappointed by my prudish reaction. I had instantly felt bad about it -- I'm not a prude, I quite enjoy sex and, especially these days now that I know and love my Tom, I don't mind getting kinky on occasion -- but before I could say anything he had already assured me he'd stop going to Literotica. It was done, it had been said and I hadn't felt at the time like I could take it back, and so it stood.
But now... Now it was clear my Tom was being a bit sneaky. He had been using Firefox to keep on visiting Literotica, so that when I used the regular Internet Explorer there would be no evidence of Literotica in the address bar or History tabs. "You cheeky little shit," I admonished -- as though Tom could hear me from wherever his book tour had taken him (I think he was in London that day, the poor unfortunate thing).
I wasn't sure how to feel about the discovery. What was Tom doing on Literotica? Was he still posting stories there? Was he talking to any sex-crazed perverts -- was he having cyber-sex or anything with any of them? Were there any pornographic pictures here? Was he looking at other women? I certainly didn't like the thought of that, so I started clicking on the pages he had visited that were still listed under 'History'.
He had been doing quite a lot there, as it turned out. Some of it -- private messages and such -- I couldn't access without his user name and password, which I couldn't guess. I instantly didn't like the thought of him messaging other people privately, intimately; was he talking to other women? Other pages in his History were stories, the bulk of them attributed to an 'aussie_101', and they were obviously Tom's stories, I could pick his style anywhere. "Aussie_101 must be the name he writes under," I deduced.
For the rest, it turned out that my Tom had indeed been looking at pictures of other women. Lots and lots of pictures, of lots and lots of women. My heart sank as I looked at picture after picture, because many of the girls were sexier than me. I was saddened to have the proof of what I had long suspected: of course Tom would eventually become bored with me. Of course he would want to look at other girls.
I fought to reassure myself that it wasn't that bad. Look at it from Tom's perspective, I told myself. It's not necessarily that he actually wants to fuck these other girls -- he's just looking at them. It's just a bit of amateur porn; these girls have just posted up a few pics of their tits, twats and arse for all the world to see, it's not like they took the pictures especially for Tom.
As I was running through those thoughts, I was still clicking away at links to pictures that Tom had checked out. I was just about to leave it alone -- I was on the verge of leaving the site, shutting Firefox, and heading off to the kitchen to find solace in half a bucket of ice-cream -- when the last picture I saw gave me pause.
It was a girl in the process of taking off a nurse's uniform. Not a real nurse's uniform, mind you. It was a costume-shop type, just a white button-down dress with comically-large red cross on the left breast, too tight and too short for day-to-day nursing work; it was just like one that my best friend Libby had worn to every costume party we've ever been to. "I wonder if Libby's been posting pics on Literotica?" I mused, idly, as a joke; despite my concern at Tom's secret web-browsing antics, I found myself lingering on the possibility.
Imagine if I had stumbled upon a treasure-trove of naughty pics starring Libby? She was an attractive girl. Very attractive. She had plenty of time for the gym; too much time in fact, she worked out and exercised far more than she needed to, but the result was a finely-sculpted body blessed with large breasts, nice tight curves, trim hips and a tight little butt to boot.