All persons in this story are at least 18 years of age.
If you are reading this, you are probably guilty. At some point in your life, you have lusted over an image of a model with her clothes off. You likely studied every exposed inch of her, and if she really excited you, then you searched for more nude material of her. Undoubtedly, you pleasured yourself while looking at her naked body. Wanting touch her, wanting to be with her, wanting to fuck her!
Did it ever cross your mind that she might have a boyfriend, a fiance, or even a husband? Did you care that she had someone that loved her and wanted her just for himself? Chances are, she had a significant other. I know, because I am that guy that you probably never thought about.
I had just graduated from college in South Carolina, with a degree in marine biology. While I did not live that far from the Atlantic Ocean, the best job offer I received was from a research center on the west coast in California. So I moved to a small town just outside of San Diego. The cost of living was higher than I expected, so I lived on a modest budget. I still had enough money to pay my bills, and even set some aside for savings. I had to commute to work, but my truck was paid off so I didn't mind.
Being new in town, I tried to meet people. It was sometimes lonely, and I hadn't had a steady girlfriend since my junior year of college. I went to a few clubs but the women I met were not like the southern girls I was used to. They would often hear my southern accent, and instantly assume I was a dumb hick. Everyone at these nightclubs seemed so phony and fake, both inside and out. I started worrying I would never find anyone special.
As the new guy at work, I often got stuck with doing the "grunt work" for the research lab. This included; making coffee, picking up lunch, and running various errands. That last one changed my life.
One day I was tasked with picking up orders and stationary from the big branch office supply store near us. This would be the day that changed everything for me.
I walked into the store just after lunch, and went to the customer service desk in the back of the store. One of the things I was picking up, was a box of new business cards that had been printed with my name on them. The girl working the counter had to find several different boxes of stuff we had ordered.
I watched her and noticed how cute she was. Her name-tag said "Katy" and she was dressed in the standard employee attire of a store polo and khakis. She was somewhat short, maybe just a little over 5 feet tall. Her straight blonde hair was pulled back into a ponytail. Her work clothes were a little baggy, so it was hard to tell much about her figure, but I could tell she was not overweight or too skinny. She was not flat chested, but it was hard to tell much under the polo that was too big and her posture. Katy wore glasses, and they were kinda nerdy, not in the hip way people wear them now, but clunky frames that covered too much of her face. She didn't have on much or any makeup either.
Katy was the type of girl that lots of guys might overlook. As soon as she smiled at me though, I was hooked. She rang up the order, and when she handed me the slip to sign for it, our hands touched. She smiled at me again, and I sheepishly smiled back. I left the store and went out to my truck. I sat there for just a minute, thinking back to the fake club girls. I went back inside and went back to the counter.
"Hi, I'm John and I was wondering if you would like to have dinner with me?" I wasn't shy.
"Yeah, I saw your name on the business cards and when you signed for your stuff. Yeah, dinner would be nice. I'm Katy." her posture seemed better, and her chest seemed larger.
"Yeah I saw it on your tit....tag! I meant tag... name-tag on your top there...!" I stuttered.
Luckily she laughed at my poor attempt of speaking English. Katy gave me her phone number and address. We went on our first date that weekend. It was perfect, she was perfect.
Three weeks went by before we slept together. It was the most amazing sex I had ever had. Her body, that been so well hidden in her work clothes, was better than I could have imagined. She had nice sized breasts, that looked big on her small frame, a narrow waist, and nice round and firm butt. Her legs were toned from standing and working at the store. Without glasses, her blue eyes combined with that pretty smile, made her the most beautiful girl I had ever seen.
Katy's apartment complex was nice on the outside. Nothing fancy really, but more than I figured she could afford on her salary. The inside, much like Katy, was not what I expected. It was exceptionally well furnished. Everything was new and very modern. Katy told me that her parents had died in a car crash when she was a baby. Her grandparents had raised her, and when they passed away a few years ago, she had been given a small inheritance. She was finishing college while she worked at the office supply store. I didn't question anything she told me.
A few months into our relationship, Katy called me at work and told me to come over that night. She said "we need to talk." I did not like the sound of it. I moped around work the rest of the day, knowing she was about to break up with me that night. At least she was doing it face to face, and I would have the chance to plead my case.
When I got there, we sat on the couch together and not knowing exactly what was wrong, I let her talk.
"So we have been going out a while now. I haven't really been in nay kind of relationship that I feel like could be...more. I mean, I feel like this has some real potential to be a thing, as in long term." she seemed a little sad while saying this.
"Katy have I done something wrong? I am not sure what's happening here." I explained.
She got up and went to her bedroom. When she came out, she was carrying a men's magazine. I thought for a second that she was about to accuse me of being the owner. She sat down, handed it to me, and told me to look through it. I felt like this was all some kind of trap and I was in trouble. When I still lived at home, my mom had found one of my magazines and confronted me with it. This felt very similar. I hesitated to move or do anything.
"Just look through it, cover to cover." she insisted.
I had a few nude men's magazines, but all of mine were more mainstream. I only bought respectable porn, if there was such a thing. This magazine she was having me look at, was a little dirtier than what I was used to. There were no advertisers for any product that could be shown on television. Every page had x-rated ads, dirty cartoons, or letters from readers. All except the three pictorials.
The first pictorial was a blonde washing her car outside. Each pic showed her with less and less until she was washing herself with the hose and wash bucket. The second pictorial was a brown haired girl, trying on various lingerie in her bedroom. There were very few pics with anything actually on, just lots of taking off whatever it was to show her nude body. The third and last pictorial was a couple having sex, in and beside a swimming pool.
When I finished looking through it, I put it on her coffee table and looked at her. I did not know and would have never dreamed what I was about to learn.
"Well, what did you think?" she asked.
"I have seen stuff like that before, but if you think I hadn't, I am sorry to tell you I have."
"Did you notice anything?" she quizzed me. "Anything that shocked you?"
"Um, no, was I supposed to be looking for something?" I replied.
Katy picked up the magazine, flipped a few pages, and handed it back to me. It was open to the brown haired girl trying on lingerie.
Katy exhaled, "That's me." her words were said so soft, but they hit me so hard.
It was her. Her hair in the pictures was brown with curls. She had lots of makeup on, heavy dark eye shadow, and bright red lipstick. Her naturally blue eyes, were concealed with contacts, brown like her hair. The pictures had a warm glow to them, that seemed like a dream almost. I had just seen these same pics a few minutes earlier, and had not recognized my own girlfriend. This is what she had called me over to tell me. She had done nude modeling.