He loved Rebecca. John was 18 and just about to graduate from high school. He and Rebecca had known each other since they were freshman. He fell in love her almost immediately and never got over her. Unfortunately for him, Rebecca never considered him more than a friend. As frustrating as this was for John, he loved her so much that he would do anything just to be close to her, so he tried to content himself with being merely friends.
As they grew older they spent more and more time with each other became best friends. It got to the point where they did just about everything together, but for whatever reason John could never get Rebecca to have the same feelings for him that he had for her. Often times she would spend the night with him, in his bed, but would always make sure to keep her back to him and keep a healthy distance.
By the time Rebecca was 18 she had turned into beautiful woman. She wasn't a model or some smoking hot girl, but she had a girl next door cuteness that drove John crazy. She was about 5'6" maybe 120 pounds. She had beautiful natural platinum blond hair that she wore long down past her shoulder blades. She wasn't ultra skinny, but she wasn't fat. Her eyes were ice blue and when she wore dark eye liner, they would stand out so much that you couldn't help but stare into them. She had perfect breasts. They were about a 38c give or take. On her smaller frame they popped out like two flawless melons. John would have sawed off a finger just to get a glimpse of them.
John would try to meet other girls, spend time with the guys, pretty much anything to get Rebecca off his mind. John was a pretty average guy, but girls always told him he was cute. He had plenty of girls that were interested in him, went on dates and had some fun but he could never commit to any of them. No matter what he did the only girl he had true feelings for was Rebecca. It drove him crazy to be stuck in this situation where the girl of his dreams wouldn't be with him and he couldn't be with anyone else. She was the first thing he thought about when he woke up, that last thing before he fell asleep and usually what he dreamed about.
Rebecca however, seemingly always had a boyfriend or fuck buddy, but she went through them like disposable razors. As much as this destroyed John inside, he did his best to grin and bear it. Rebecca always came back to him for friendship and comfort and he always considered himself the most important guy in her life. John would always tell himself that if he just waited it out, made it through her being with other guys, that eventually she would see him for the great guy that he was and understand how much he loved her. Once she did, she would see that he was the man she should be with and his dreams would come true.
Towards the end of their senior year John and Rebecca decided they were going to go up to a local college town for some fun. They had a number of friends that were a year or two older than them that were in college up there and were throwing a big house party. So they made all the arrangements and headed up on a Friday afternoon after school. It was only about an hour long drive so they got there right around five o'clock and met up with their friend whose house they were going to.
Brad was a year older than John and Rebecca and a really good friend to both of them. When they were still in school together Brad and John hung out a lot and were good friends. He was a little shorter than John, about 5'9" and super skinny. Brad had a really long term relationship while he was in high school, but it petered out when he and his ex went to different colleges after graduation.
The three of them all hung out for a while catching up and waiting for all the other people to show up and start the party. John started to get very excited and anxious about the night. He didn't really have any experience with drinking, but being so close to graduation and college he figured he may as well start to gain some experience. More than anything though he thought maybe tonight something might happen with Rebecca. She hadn't dated anyone in a while and she and John had been spending almost all their time together. Add a little booze to the picture and maybe, just maybe, he might be able to make a move tonight. Even a little making out would make him feel beyond thrilled.
People started filtering in and by the time the party really got going there were probably 50-60 people at the house. John was having a great time. He was getting drunk for the first time, chatting with college girls and playing beer pong. Even with all the sexy girls at the party though, he could barely take his eyes off Rebecca. She had dressed for the party in a sexy ass pair of jeans that showed off her ass and a nice tight tank top that really showed off her tits. John couldn't help but notice that Brad had been staring her down too, and the two of them were talking a lot.
Later on when the numbers dwindled, the party mellowed out and everyone was chilling in the back yard around a fire pit. Rebecca was sitting between him and Brad but it seemed to John that she was inching closer to Brad as the night wore on. John tried not to let it bother him too much, telling himself that they're just good friends who haven't seen each other in a while and wanted to catch up.
Eventually both the fire and the party burned out and everyone either went home or found a place in the house to pass out. John and Rebecca found an empty futon and laid down together. Now John's heart really started to beat. This was his chance he felt. They were both pretty drunk, at a big college party away from home and laying together on the same futon. Rebecca was in her usual position with her back to John, but John snuggled up real close to her and started to stroke her arm. He kept it up for a while and then moved his hand down her body to her legs. She had shed her jeans for a little pair of booty shorts that she liked to sleep in. He skin felt so soft and good under John's hand that he couldn't help but get hard. Rebecca had to have felt him, but she didn't acknowledge it if she did.
Feeling drunk, bold and REALLY horny, John decided that the time to go for it was now or never. He slid his hand up her body and cupped a breast while at the same time he started to lightly kiss her neck. Rebecca's response was a kick in the gut to John. She moved his and away and simply whispered "John, no. I don't want that." John responded "Come on, let's just make out a little at least" but Rebecca was adamant. She told him she would leave if he didn't stop. John's heart felt like it had been ripped out, but he would have felt worse if she left, so he just wrapped an arm around her and waited for sleep to come.
Sometime later, John woke up in the dark needing to pee. He noticed that Rebecca was gone. He wondered if he had really upset her enough to make her leave. He got up to head to the bathroom and passed Brad's bedroom on the way. As he walked by his door he thought he heard some soft whispering coming from the room. In the back of his mind he already knew what it was, but something made him look. The door was cracked open just a bit so he went to the door to peek in. What he saw made his heart drop into his stomach and made him feel like his whole world had come crashing down.
Rebecca had snuck off and right into Brad's bed. The whispering he heard stopped when he saw them start to kiss. There was just enough light coming through the window that he could make out what was happening, but it was dark enough in the hall just outside the door that he couldn't be seen. For whatever reason, he cracked the open just a tad more so he could get a better view. As much as his heart was breaking, he couldn't tear his eyes away. The girl he loved more than anything on earth was right in front of him, in another mans bed and he couldn't look away.