For all of her 20s, Jordan Petrenko had been a good girl. She studied hard and did her homework. She went to church. She went to bed at a reasonable hour. She wore sensible, conservative clothing. She went to an all-girls Catholic college. It was a stunning contrast to her teenage years, but the strict, disciplinarian methods of the nuns at college had seemingly conditioned her wild ways out of her.
When she graduated, she took a job as a biochemical researcher Mass Biotech. It paid well, though not well enough for the expensive area of New England she'd chosen and she realized quickly that she'd overextended herself on the picturesque old cottage she'd rented when the bills started rolling in. Matters were made even worse when her student loan grace period ended.
Babysitting and other small jobs failed to consistently cover her living expenses and loans and, in six short months she'd taken far too many cash advances on her credit card. Jordan considered quitting her job and moving back to San Antonio, but the told-you-so look she knew she'd see on her parents' faces made relocating a last resort.
She'd lamented her situation to one of the human resources assistants, Carly, and fumed when Carly revealed to her that Jordan was making little over half what the entry-level male researchers were earning. Carly had suggested she file a complaint with the Equal Opportunity Commission, and Jordan seriously considered it...but in the end she wanted the experience on her resume and feared rocking the boat might get her blackballed.
Something had to break sooner or later. Jordan's job was demanding, and the babysitting, housesitting, and part-time job as a barista were tiring and failed to make up the difference. That picturesque little cottage had turned into a ball and chain.
"I don't know what I'm going to do!" she complained into her ramen.
"Less than six months and your scheduled raise will kick in," Carly responded optimistically. "At least the raises are all the same. Everyone gets bumped up by six thousand after their first year. And your merit bonus will hit next month!"
"I won't make it that long, but it doesn't matter anyway. My credit card is maxed out. My second jobs are maxed out. The extra money will barely make a dent."
"Maybe you could borrow money from your parents?" Carly suggested, but knew the answer.
"They won't. They want me to move back to Texas. They'll refuse and tell me I have no choice but to move back."
Carly looked around and then leaned in, beckoning to Jordan to do likewise. "Have you thought about...a gentlemen's club?"
"What?!" Jordan nearly shouted.
"Shhh!" Carly gestured. "You don't want any of these nerds catching wind of what we're talking about."
"Seriously? Do I look like...well...like that kind of girl?"
"Yes!" Carly grinned.
"Oh, my God! What?!"
"Look at you!" she continued. "You're what, 5'8"? 5'9"? And you have a 23" or 24" waist? And you're a C cup, if not a D cup! You could easily pull it off. Probably make more than you make here. And in cash!"
"I keep all of that covered up under a lab coat and scrubs! And for good reason!" Jordan complained. "I'm not doing it!" I know what will happen, she thought.
"Then what about lingerie modeling? I know a guy in Dover who does photography for a few websites. He normally travels to do his shoots, but that's because Massachusetts girls are...well...Massachusetts girls."
"No," she quickly responded, but the look on her face betrayed her interest.
"It pays well," Carly teased.
"No," Jordan said more firmly. "That isn't any better. Instead of a few dozen drunk men seeing me naked, the entire world could see me half naked." ...which is better than the entire world seeing me entirely naked, like high school, she thought, then squeezed her legs together tightly and shuddered.
"With your makeup done right, no one would know it was you, especially as frumpy as you dress. And your hair is always up in a bun and you wear glasses, Clark Kent. Even if one of these nerds had a girlfriend, and she was the type who wore lingerie, and he happened to find one of the websites your photos were on, and he happened to find one of your photos, and he looked at your face instead of your boobs, he still would have no idea it was you."
"No," Jordan repeated, but conceded in her mind that Carly's points were well made. "How much?"
"When I did it, it was a hundred and fifty an hour for the test shoot and three hundred for the real thing. And more for some other things."
"Shut up! You did it?"
"Is that so hard to believe?" Carly asked, feigning insult.
"Not what I meant. Come on! Dish."
"Yes, I did it--for about a year before my boyfriend complained. I wish I was still doing it because I really miss the money, but I'm not in the same shape I was then and my boyfriend is still my boyfriend. He's not cool with it." Carly paused before adding, "But you don't have a boyfriend."
Jordan plopped a lukewarm blob of ramen noodles in her mouth and chewed silently before asking, "Is your photographer friend sleazy?"
"I wouldn't call him sleazy. He's not shy, though." Carly quickly added, "But he never touched me without my permission, and he never gave me a reason to not trust him."
Jordan didn't immediately respond. She could feel herself getting wet, and her nipples were tingling. She fought to stifle the memories that were tumbling into her brain. "There's no actual nudity?" she finally asked.
"Some of the lingerie is see-through. Some of the shots were panties only, or garters and stockings only, but I think you get to choose which ones you want to do. When my boyfriend started protesting, David agreed to shoot some at creative angles to show, you know, that I wasn't wearing panties but without showing anything. And there were other opportunities. I just did all of them. That's where my boyfriend had problems with it. He was okay with lingerie modeling that didn't show my nipples, but he wasn't okay with...the more artsy stuff."
Carly looked away for a moment before her eyes returned to Jordan. Jordan continued thinking and chewing even though the noodles in her mouth were a fine mush. She hadn't noticed.
"I made over twenty thousand in less than ten months," Carly whispered, and slightly paused before adding, "...and it could have been way, way more."
"What's his phone number?" Jordan whispered back, slurping another noodle, and ignoring the heat her body was shedding.
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"I'm sorry, really I am, but don't have any jobs for them right now. They bought the rights to a new line, but there was a problem with production and it's not shipping for months. I probably won't shoot it until well after Valentine's Day. It's shitty because that's their big sales season, but it happens sometimes."
"Carly told me that lingerie shoots paid more but I'm happy taking any gig. Student loans are horrible. Is there anything else?" Jordan asked, almost pleading.