This story is intended to follow "Joanie of Zurich," which in turn follows "Joanie Goes to Europe." Joanie of Zurich was accidentally listed under BDSM, instead of Exhibitionism. My apologies. Thank you for your feedback on my previous eight Joanie stories!
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I returned to college for my junior year still in a bit of a state of shock. What I had endured in Paris and Zurich during the summer was unbelievable. Just to catch you up, I was in love with two men at once. The first was Mike, who was one year ahead of me in college.
The second man was Philip. He was a banker in NY, specializing in private banking, which is providing special financial services to rich people within an investment bank context. We now know too that he arranges for his top clients to fuck his mistress. He is also Mike's cousin, and Mike had set me up to become Philip's lover, too. If you find this surprising, you can imagine how I felt.
Mike had taken my virginity my freshman year and then manipulated me into being both an exhibitionist and a slut. I liked exhibitionism as it turns out, but I do not enjoy being such a slut. It hurts since I was raised as a good Catholic girl, and I was one, and a virgin, before I met Mike. I am now what we call a lapsed Catholic girl.
What Mike had realized even before I did, the key to all my bad behavior is alcohol. When I am drunk I am a different person. I become an exhibitionist, and I am easy to manipulate into a man's bed. To fight this, I have forsworn alcohol several times, but Mike and Philip both have always managed successfully to sabotage me. They could succeed at this because for reasons I did not really understand, and still don't understand, I loved both of them.
In Paris I had been farmed out to a gangbang in a bondage setting in order for Philip to win more clients. Somehow (and I cannot explain it) my anger subsided after a month or so and I gave up being angry with Philip for having used me so cruelly.
But what happened subsequently in Zurich was even worse. There both my younger sister Sarah and I were blackmailed into agreeing to be sold into sexual slavery for 24 hours. What happened to us was brutal sexual exploitation to the extent that the horrors of Paris seemed tame.
The main culprit who blackmailed us with information about the dubious past of our parents was a man called Klaus Schmidt, a Swiss banker. He is now under arrest for embezzlement, something I helped to arrange using my computer skills. (I am a computer science major, specializing in hacking, and especially in protection against hacking. The best way to prevent being hacked is to have a talented hacker on your side. I'm your girl for that.)
Here is the bombshell: While hacking into Klaus' computer, I learned that Mike and Philip conspired with him to force my sister and me into sexual slavery. This ruined my love for each of them. There are some acts that are just not forgivable.
I do not know why Mike and Philip behaved that way; I am sure they had their reasons. I cannot imagine what they might be, and frankly, I don't care. I'm sure money is behind it. Money and sadism are what drive Philip. I don't know what drives Mike, but the part of it I have seen is not nice.
Indeed with them, as with most people, it all comes down to money; the details do not matter that much. I do however make it a policy never to let anyone know just how good I am at hacking into his or her private affairs. I think few things would freak people out more than that.
Now I saw my task as figuring out a way to dump both of them brutally without revealing how I obtained my knowledge.
I got an opportunity for the first step fairly quickly. When I returned to college, Mike expected to resume our relationship. He had no idea that I knew about his role in selling me into 24 hours of horrible sexual slavery.
Mike does love me in spite of his misogyny and cruel ways of showing it. I love him, too, but am now determined no change and no longer to love him.
For my plans to work, it was key for me to act normally so of course I agreed to go out with him when we both returned to college. It was easy to display my anger with him, since he had spent the summer pursuing his project of seeing how girls from different countries differed in bed, something that had made me angry and jealous, even though I was traveling with Philip and having astounding sexual escapades with him. Nobody ever said such feelings have to be rational.
Mike took me clubbing and did his best to get me drunk. He also tried to get me partially undressed in public. He succeeded in getting me somewhat drunk, and got buttons of my blouse undone to the extent that my bra was clearly visible. Since my bra supported my boobs from underneath and left them mostly uncovered, this was fairly risqué.
I did however manage to resist his attempts to show me off too much to strange men. Still, I was sorely tempted to let him. Exhibitionism remains to this day a serious weakness I have. Maybe it's my biggest weakness. There's a lot of competition for the honor of being my biggest weaknesses. I am not a moral person.
I also managed at the same time to get Mike drunk, and that is what I was after. At the end of the evening we went to a 24-hour MacDonald's for coffee. In the quiet there we talked, and I casually asked him if Philip's wife was working, or not. I had no idea if Philip was even married, but I was suspicious because he had never invited me to his home. He always fucked me in my hotel rooms.
Mike said, "No, she stopped working after the birth of their first child." After he said this, Mike realized quickly how he had been tricked into letting me know not only that Philip is married, but also that he has at least two children! Otherwise, why would he have said "first child?"
I asked Mike, "Was Philip married when you asked me to pose as his girlfriend for his boss? You do know that was a set-up to get me to fuck his boss so that he could get a promotion, right?"
Mike tried to change the subject, but I would not have it. I finally got him to admit it: Philip's wife had refused to do anything remotely related to those antics, and Mike had proposed me as a solution. He was the architect of my sexual degradation and humiliation, of the entire scheme.
I was working on a MacDonald's coffee that Mike had bought me, and it found its way into Mike's face, followed by the most vicious slap across his face I could manage. "Fuck you, Mike," I said, in a moment that lacked all poetry. The coffee was no longer hot enough to burn his face. Too bad.
I arose from the table at MacDonald's and staggered a bit due to the booze in my system as I went for the door. I was stranded, however, it being 3am and far from my apartment. I tried for Uber, but had no luck. Few Uber cars were cruising at that hour. A young Black man in MacDonald's had overheard and overlooked what happened and he offered to take me home. I accepted readily.
He was really nice, and walked me to my door, waiting to see if I got into my apartment safely. He was handsome, too. I gave him a sloppy and drunk kiss, and thanked him profusely. I got his name, which is Mark.
Mark said, "You are a lovely woman Joanie. And if I may add, you have lovely breasts."
"Thank you Mark. Thanks too for the ride and being so sweet. As a reward, you want to see more of my boobs?" I replied.
He said, "Sure. Who wouldn't?"
Then to his shock I took off my blouse and my bra, right there outside on my doorstep.
"Wow. Joanie you are something," Mark said as he fondled my boobs. "But you are drunk. I would like to see you again when you are sober." Then he kissed me again and left to return to his car. I stood there topless on my stoop and watched his car drive off.
What a man, I thought. I realized Mark was one of the few gentlemen I had met while in college. I car drove by and his headlights lit me up, so I quickly opened the door and slipped back inside.
The next morning I woke with a headache but knowing Mike was toast, and I had solved the Mike problem. Philip was a married man, a small little detail he had never told me. I had my reasons to end it with both of them, and now there was no need for them to know of my computer hacking. What I did not know yet was how to exact revenge. That would come, I knew, with patience. Fate had a way of presenting me with opportunities for revenge.
I once again foreswore alcohol and led a chaste life my junior year in college, giving me lots of time to devote to my studies, and no more hangovers. Mike tried to seduce me a few times. It was hard to do, but I resisted all of his attempts. I was sexually frustrated but happy. He began to realize that he had crossed the Rubicon, and there was no going back. He had lost me.
Then in the spring semester came the bombshell. Two friends I had made via my times with Philip were the lovely Odessa, a girl from Kansas who is a few years older than I am, and Steve, another private banker and friend and colleague of Philip. Indeed, I had even had fleeting sexual relations with both Odessa and Steve the past semester. Well, the bombshell was that the two of them were getting married.
I was invited to the wedding, which is of course how I learned of it. Steve was a close friend of Philip (and doubtless had known all along Philip was married), so it was a lead pipe cinch both Philip and his wife would be at the wedding.