This is my seventh story about Joanie's highly eventful freshman year of college. This story has exhibitionist as well as incestual elements and could be in either category. We meet Joanie's first cousins, her younger sister Sarah and learn some disturbing information about her mother and her mother's twin sister. This story can be read independently of the six Joanie stories that precede it.
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I had just returned from my second trip to New York where I had fallen hard for Mike's cousin Philip. I was now in love with two men at the same time, and they were cousins. How messed up is that? My head was spinning constantly and I had no idea what to do about it.
It came as a relief when I got the call from my Mom to come home. She and my Dad were organizing a family based party for my grandmother's birthday, since she was about to turn 65. My cousins were coming from St. Louis, and I always enjoyed them, especially Ramon. Ramon and I were first cousins and only a year apart (he was the older one) and we had always had fun playing together whenever they visited when we were children. I had not seen them in a long time.
I am 19, and since Ramon is two years older, he must be 21 years old. I wondered what he looked like. I quickly checked Facebook and found him. He was a hunk! My cousin was completely gorgeous. I asked to friend him, and only minutes later we were Facebook friends.
I had an exam coming up, but as soon as it was over I found a ride home and went. Knowing it would be a few hours in a car to get home, I dressed casually, in shorts, a tee shirt, and sneakers. I got in the car of the boy who had answered my post on the electronic ride board and sat in the car. I realized that my shorts (like all my shorts) were very short, and rode up a bit in my crotch.
The boy's name was Carl. As I sat in the passenger seat, I saw that my legs were very nicely displayed to him. Fortunately my bra and tee shirt were correct, and most girls wore shorts like mine, so I was not concerned. I did however notice that Carl had trouble concentrating on the road and a bit too often he looked over at my legs.
After an hour or so, we stopped at a roadside coffee shop, mostly to use the bathroom, but we also had a nice cup of coffee, and since we had not talked much in the car, we used the occasion to get to know each other a little. It turned out the person we knew in common was my boyfriend Mike, as Carl and Mike were in classes together.
Apparently Carl already knew all about me, having often spoken with Mike. This made me a bit nervous, since Mike was not always the most discrete person in the world. But at the coffee shop he also told me that he had bought a drink from me at the Casino party, when I was a "French maid" cocktail waitress.
He also said I looked great dressed as a French maid, and he loved it when I curtsied after he left me a tip. I knew that when I curtsied the skimpy French maid outfit would billow out, exposing my entire boobs, including the nipples. I was drunk, randy, and out of control at the Casino party.
"You mean I looked hot, don't you?" I said, trying to get him to put his cards on the table.
"Well, yes, since you put it that way," Carl replied. "Especially at the end, when you went topless."
I blushed. "Oh," I said. There was silence for a while. "You were there for that, I guess. I was drunk, and it was Mike's doing, and I am quite embarrassed."
Carl said, "I understand. Don't worry about it. You look just as pretty now, and actually just as hot today, all properly dressed."
That remark did in fact make me more relaxed, and I do respond well to complements. I said, "Thank you, Carl. Shall we resume the driving, now? Would you like me to drive?" I was hoping that he would let me drive, since for safety's sake he seemed too distracted by my legs during the first leg of the trip.
"Actually, I have a proposition to make, and I hope you will not get offended," Carl said.
I was already offended in anticipation. I do not know why people are so stupid to say such preambles to what are invariably offensive remarks to follow. "Out with it, Carl," I said, wanting to get it over with. My tone of voice had an edge to it. What he said surprised me a lot.
"If you ride topless for the next hour of the trip, your share of the gas will be nothing," he said.
"Carl, that is extremely offensive, and not something you cannot just out and ask a girl, at least not one you respect," I replied, trying hard not just to slap him. It did occur to me that perhaps he did not respect me, given my past outlandish behavior.
Again I wondered how much Mike had told him. Had he told him I was an exhibitionist? Or that when I'm drunk I am much too easy to get into bed? I decided I had to be careful with Carl.
"Offering money to me to get me to ride topless is treating me like a whore," I continued.
"I'm sorry Joanie," he replied quickly. "I would never have asked were it not for having seen you that way at the Casino party. I have not been able to forget it, and I think about it all the time. And now here you are here with me in the flesh and in my car and it is driving me nuts. I'm so sorry I offended you."
I was now fairly sure Mike had told Carl a lot about me. For all I knew, he had offered me the ride just to get me in his car with him for a few hours. Perhaps he had even discussed it with Mike and Mike had coached him on ways to get me to have sex him. I knew Mike had done such things in the past. I was on my guard.
I have no idea why, but I said, "That's okay." Then I compounded my stupidity with a reassuring tone of voice and a smile. Carl exhaled, and I realized he had been holding his breath. I began to think the whole thing was cute and even felt sorry for him a little.
He was just yet another awkward teenage boy, and probably he had often masturbated to memories of me at the Casino party. That thought made me happy, actually. I liked the idea of men fantasizing about me. I wondered if he had ever even been with a girl. I decided he had not yet taken the leap.
I took his hand, pulled him up from his seat, and led him outside around to the rear of the coffee shop. "Let's get rid of the tension, for the sake of safe driving, OK?" I said. Carl nodded, sheepishly.
I pulled off my tee shirt and removed my bra. Carl just stared and his mouth fell slightly open. Then I pulled him toward me and gave him an open mouth kiss. He kissed back and we held the kiss a long time, our tongues mixing with each other's. "You can fondle my breasts if you want," I said.
Carl stepped back and fondled my breasts with a soft touch; it was more like a caress. When I dressed in the morning I had applied perfume to the undersides of my breasts, and he inhaled deeply and sighed. Then he kissed them and sucked a nipple. This tends to drive me crazy, and this time was no exception.
It's not that my breasts are erogenous. They are not. It's more the psychological pleasure of having a man be so sexual with them. As he kissed and fondled my breasts, after a few minutes I put my hands on his pants and discovered he had a major hard on. I love it when I give a man a hard on. It makes me feel powerful and desirable. "This is enough, time to get back on the road," I said.
Carl ignored my words and reached to undo my shorts. I pulled away and said, "Carl, do not take advantage," but said it breathlessly, revealing my arousal. I pulled farther away and put my tee shirt back on, leaving my bra off, and put my bra in my purse.
"Compromise," I said. "I'll stay this way for the next hour, if you let me drive." Carl nodded. As we left, I noticed there were two truckers who had walked to the truck parking behind the coffee shop and who had been watching my short-lived topless display. This got me a little aroused, I smiled at them as we walked back to the front of the coffee shop.
Back in the car with me driving, Carl out-and-out stared at my legs, being liberated from the necessity to watch the road ahead. He put his hand on my right thigh and began to stroke it softly, barely touching me, tickling the tiny hairs on my thigh. This is quite erotic, actually, and I removed his hand. Five minutes later it was back.
I removed his hand a second time, and five minutes later it was back again. The fourth time he put it on my thigh, I gave up and let it stay there. As he stroked my thigh, it began to get to me. Not just his hand, but the memory of having just been topless outdoors at the back of the coffee shop, and the looks the truckers gave me, especially when I smiled at them.
His hand began to move closer to my crotch, until it was right at my cunt, which fortunately was protected both by my shorts and my panties. It was getting difficult to concentrate on the road.
He removed his hand and I heard myself exhale gratefully. But it was short-lived, since he next pushed up my tee shirt up over my boobs. He was taking unfair advantage of the fact that I was driving and therefore I was not able fully to fight back. But of course it was easy for me to use one hand to pull my tee shirt back down, and I told him, "Enough, Carl. Game time is over. I'm driving and it's not safe. Hands off me, please."
It was a mistake to use the word please. That made it a request, not a command. Carl would not give up, and after a repetitive struggle, I ended up driving a good 15 miles with my tee shirt above my boobs, and with Carl fondling them. Several motorists passing us got good looks, and a couple of pick-up trucks ended up driving parallel to us in the left lane so the driver could enjoy the view, even while driving. I smiled at them. This of course turned me on.
I finally pulled my tee shirt down when we entered the county of my parents' home. I drove to within a half hour of my parents' home, and then we stopped again at another roadside coffee shop. After our coffees, I led Carl again to behind the coffee shop.
This time there was no truck parking, but the back of the coffee shop was not a solid wall, but rather had windows with people sitting at tables looking out at the woods a short distance away.
We stood at the beginning of the woods, partially hidden by a few trees. But I knew we could be seen if people wanted to look. This time Carl was more confident and more aggressive. He wanted a full frontal. I said no, he could only see my boobs when I put my bra back on.