The story is intended to follow the story Joanie Takes Revenge, but it can also be read independently.
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The orgy I organized with my friends Mary, Susie, Connie, and also 12 guys, was over the top. We recorded the entire thing. Mike's roommate John was in charge of the recording, and he used the security cams of the gym where we held it, as well as his own high definition video recorder. Mike then arranged for the recordings to fall into the wrong hands, those of the boys who had already circulated some secretly made and very compromising videos of us girls.
The computer virus I had designed did its job perfectly and erased everything, including all pictures and videos stored on their computers. Nevertheless before the erasures took place, quite a few guys at my college and who knows where else managed to see them, and I got a lot of looks walking around campus. More than a lot, truth be told.
I began to dress conservatively, often wore dark glasses, and swore off all alcohol. The last is because sober, I am a normal, somewhat responsible and conservative young woman, but drunk I am an exhibitionist, and much as it pains me to admit it, sometimes also a slut.
An example is that after Mike and I became lovers, I got very drunk, and "accidentally" let one of his three roommates, Steve, fuck me doggy style, while at the same time giving another of his roommates, John, a blowjob. It was the first time I ever had semi public sex, and the first time I had ever given a blowjob, and also the first time John had received one. (Also I am fairly sure it was the first time John had had sex of any kind with a girl.)
At the recent orgy, I finally let Tony, Mike's third and remaining roommate, fuck me. I knew Tony had lusted for me for a long time, but he was the boyfriend of my best friend Mary and for me he had been off limits. However my limits tend to disappear if I am sufficiently drunk. Also at the orgy I gave John another blowjob. The next day I was still drunk as it took quite a while for so much alcohol to leave my system.
John had some to my room where I had my friends Susie, Connie and Mary with me. Mary kind of arranged for the situation to get out of control, and at that time I let all three of Mike's roommates fuck me, starting with John, who I fucked for the first time. I think it was John's first fuck ever. But the point is, I was out of control.
I am now ashamed to enter Mike's abode, since I usually see some of his roommates who now have carnal knowledge of me. I can only imagine what goes through their minds when Mike and I have sex in his room. So I tend to drag Mike back to my place, rather than letting him take me to his.
I am also in love with my boyfriend Mike, and this is a problem because Mike is twisted in his sexual interests, and he has a strong desire to turn me into an exhibitionist (which he has already done much too successfully), and to keep me that way. Recently I have been resisting the exhibitionist angle, and even more so the promiscuous side, via my scrupulous campaign of not drinking.
This frustrates Mike. He has tried so far all sorts of maneuvers to seduce me into some more exhibitionism and even promiscuity, and he has failed each time, and I am quite proud of his failings. I am also a bit sad, as I really am an exhibitionist through and through, but I have found that I can control things so as not to be one. The enemy is booze.
A recent conversation, on a date at a restaurant went like this. Mike said, "Joanie, you look pretty tonight."
"Don't I always?" I replied.
"Well, sometimes you hide your beauty in some type of clothes a sister of the church would approve of. In the 19th century."
"But Mike, you know only too well what is underneath. I am saving it all for you," I replied.
"Joanie, that is like having a beautiful Monet painting but keeping it under a drop cloth, until the lights are out and we are both in bed, and then revealing the painting. Wouldn't that be a shame?" Mike replied. He knew a lot about art, as it was his passion.
I thought of a clever reply. "Think of me as a beautiful painting that was risquΓ© and at risk of being burned by the morality forces of the middle ages, and which an art lover over painted in order to save the painting from a cruel fate."
"And now I get to clean the painting?" Mike asked. "I like your analogy," he said, licking his lips. "Look," he continued, the least you can do for me tonight is to have just one glass of wine, and go to the bathroom and remove your bra." He kept this up for quite a while.
I actually did both that night for him. It took a massive amount of pressure from Mike. I loved Mike, wanted to please him, and did not want to lose him. First I drank the wine. I needed to, for courage. I silently vowed it would be only the one glass, but it became three.
I had needed the wine for courage because my blouse was transparent. It was one of those blouses where some women wear with a thin but opaque companion piece, and some just wear with a non-revealing bra. This was my situation, which was OK because my bra was opaque. But without my bra, my breasts would clearly be on display through my thin gauzy blouse.
The blouse did have pockets over the boobs, so there was a double layer of gauze there, and it helped. Just not enough, since my bust runs on the large side, and it pushed against the thin fabric, so you could still see my nipples as well as the rests of my breasts. Fortunately the light was low in the restaurant, but still.
Once I had liberated my boobs, as Mike likes to say, I got seriously aroused as men looked carefully at me both as I walked back to the table, and also while seated at the table. A waiter, seeing me in my new state, almost dropped the tray of plates he was carrying. This made me wet. As for Mike, he was completely turned on by the situation.
After the meal, Mike wanted to take me dancing. I said I would go only if I put my bra back on. He tried hard but I would not budge. Then we compromised and we went for a walk downtown with me still braless, and I got an enormous number of stares and surreptitious looks, which I believe I did an excellent job of pretending not to notice. But of course I noticed every single one.
Mike however made it clear I was his slut, as he put his arm around me and then let his hand drop to my ass, and fondled my ass through my short skirt. Once he even stuck his hand underneath my skirt, and fondled my ass while lifting my skirt. I was wearing panties of course, but they were transparent, and so anyone who looked when he did that would see my entire ass and possibly my slit as well.
He even took it further, and while my skirt was lifted with my ass on display through my panties, he stuck his hand under my panties and fondled my ass. I was worried he would push down and off my panties, right there on the city street. So I squirmed and moved and his hand away. Fortunately, Mike did not try that again.
That time was one of the few times in my new nice girl period that I weakened and succumbed to Mike's pressure. But even then I had tried not to drink more than a glass of wine, because Mike always pushed farther and farther. Sadly though, I did drink three, and have just described to you the consequences.
My best friend Mary had a conservative Catholic upbringing, but in spite of herself she was a closet exhibitionist. This only appeared when she was drunk, and if she was drunk enough, which was rare, she had shown herself to be capable of semi public promiscuity, just like me.
It was nice for me to have a friend with the same problems, even if mine were there to a much greater degree. Her boyfriend is Tony, one of Mike's roommates. Tony finally was able to have his way with me at the orgy; Mary already long ago had let Mike fuck her; indeed they did it right in front of me. My reaction to Mary's semi public display had helped me to discover I was an exhibitionist.
I mention all this because it will explain what happened next. One of Mike's roommates, Steve, belongs to a fraternity that does a lot of charity work, and it was having an event to raise money to benefit the homeless. The idea was to create a French fin de siècle casino inside the fraternity. The decorations would be fairly authentic, as they had art students and theater set students working on it. (Our college has a renowned theater program.)
Mike and Tony took Mary and me out one evening on a double date, and the boys jointly told us girls about it. We both said it was a great idea, and it sounded like a lot of fun, and that we looked forward to going to it with them. This was not what they had in mind, however.
Mike explained that Steve had told them he needed some "French maids" to act as cocktail hostesses during the party, and also to substitute at the card tables when needed. They seemed reluctant to ask us.
"What's the catch?" Mary had asked.
"Why are you so scared to ask us?" I added.
Mike said, "If you agree to do this, you would be wearing a French maid's outfit when you did it."
"And?" Mary and I asked together.
Tony replied, "The French maid outfits can be very revealing. Very. You will almost be spilling out of them. They won't cover much of you."
Mary and I excused ourselves to go together to the ladies room. There we talked it over. I was excited, as I would get to indulge my exhibitionism and do it piously, for a good cause. Mary was not. She pointed out that many of the patrons of the casino might well have seen the videos of us at the orgy (where Mary alone fucked four men successively, and I took on three at once), and she would be continuously embarrassed, humiliated, and shamed.