**Note: This is part 3 of a multi-part story. I'd recommend reading parts 1 and 2 first. Enjoy!**
The next day, Jenny was having a hard time focusing at work. Every time she would look at her computer screen, her thoughts would flash to the previous night, and then her stomach would get tied in knots. Guilt washed over her. How could she have done what she had done? But then thoughts of what she'd actually done brought butterflies and arousal. That led to shame for being aroused. And finally, all of this bundled into a ball of conflict that sat in her brain taking up so much space she could not focus on anything else.
Luckily, her job wasn't very demanding, and focus wasn't essential to accomplishing most tasks. Jenny worked in the offices of a mid-sized construction company. Officially, she was the payroll manager. She made sure that all the employees got paid. Given that almost everyone was hourly, and no one worked normal hours, the job took more time than one would think. Still, she could mostly do that part of her job on autopilot.
However, as with most competent people, Jenny's tasks often grew to include other things that weren't strictly speaking in her job description. Her company was comprised of about 100 employees. The vast majority of which were workers, supervisors and foremen. There were maybe a dozen office employees, including herself.
It was a family owned business. Mr. MacGarry had taken it over from his father 25 years earlier and grown the business from a small business into a pillar of Greenville's community.
Mrs. MacGarry was the de facto "office manager" for MacGarry Construction, but she was often distracted by other pressing matters, such as making sure that the gardener had properly tended to her flower beds at home. Jenny usually picked up the slack.
Normally, she didn't mind. It gave her something better to do, and she didn't resent the woman. If she were in her late 50's and had Mrs. MacGarry's money, she probably wouldn't even show up to work.
Today, though, she was finding it hard to concentrate on her normal tasks, let alone handling the things she would normally handle for Mrs. MacGarry.
She was staring at her computer monitor, not registering what was on it when a knock on her door pulled her out of her reverie.
"Hey, Jenny. How's it going?" a man asked, not noticing the little start she gave when she heard his knock.
"Oh. Hi, Matt. Good. How are you?"
"Good, good. Listen, have you seen Mrs. MacGarry around this morning?"
"She left about an hour ago to run some errands. Not sure when she'll be back. I can give her a message if you'd like."
Matt looked uncomfortable for a moment, as he shifted his weight onto a different foot. Matt was one of Mr. MacGarry's supervisors. He was the youngest supervisor in the company, which was a testament to his temperament. He was a quiet, level-headed, dependable type of guy. In all the years Jenny had been doing the payroll at the company, she couldn't remember once having to pay out a sick day to Matt. But, prior to his promotions, she did remember paying out considerable overtime, as he routinely covered for colleagues.
In addition to being a nice guy, Matt wasn't bad to look at. He had the build of a young construction worker. That's to say, a man in his late twenties who went to the gym regularly and took care of his body. At first, Jenny had thought that construction must keep the guys in shape, but then she noticed a trend. All the young guys had Matt's build. But all the older guys looked like they had stopped trying at some point. While you could still tell these guys worked hard for a living, they didn't have the physiques to prove it. Or maybe they did, but they were just hidden under beer bellies and love handles.
"Actually, you know what, I think I'll just come back and try again later," Matt said.
"You sure? I don't mind. Maybe I can help you with whatever you need. I fill in for Mrs. MacGarry all the time, anyway," Jenny said, trying to be helpful, and hoping that maybe helping someone would focus her mind a little.
Matt bit his lower lip, and Jenny could almost see the hamster wheel turning in his head.
"Well, it's kind of a personal matter."
The MacGarrys helping employees out in their personal lives was not unheard of. She'd often advanced employees a few paychecks at her bosses' request when the employee was in a tight spot. She had even heard that occasionally, some of the guys would stay in the MacGarry's guest house.
"Since when has that ever stopped anyone around here? Why don't you come in and pull up a chair. You're making me nervous standing in my doorway like that."
Matt took two slow steps into Jenny's small office and pulled out one of the two chairs in front of her desk and sat down.
"So, what's up?" Jenny asked.
He looked no more comfortable even in his seated position. He was shifting as if he were trying to find a comfortable spot on a rock.
"Ummm... so, I need to take some time off," Matt said.
Jenny laughed.
"Matt, you may not know this, because I don't think you've ever taken any, but you're entitled to two weeks paid vacation per year in addition to the holidays."
Matt wrung his hands.
"I might need a bit more than that."
"Okay. How much more?"
"I don't know."
"Ball park? Are we talking three weeks or three months?"
"Probably closer to the months," Matt said, without needing to think about it.
"I see. Is everything okay?"
"Oh. Yeah. I just need to get to the west coast for a little while."
Jenny tried to think back to what she knew about Matt, but couldn't recall anything about him being from out west.
"Okay. Well, um, I guess I can give the message to Mrs. MacGarry, but between you and me, she's going to want to know more about why you need more time off. In fact, if it's personal and you don't want anyone prying, you might want to talk to Mr. MacGarry about this. You know how Mrs. MacGarry can get a little on the... uhh... inquisitive side."
Matt shook his head.
"No, it's fine. I'll just come back later and talk to Mrs. MacGarry myself. Sorry to bother you," he said, standing and pushing his chair back.
Jenny stood as well and leaned over her desk to place a hand on Matt's arm to restrain him. She wasn't sure why she did it. It had been a reflex.
"Matt, wait. If something's wrong, you can talk to me about it. You know that, right?"
Matt looked unsure for a moment, but eventually sank back down into his chair.
Jenny caught herself regretting that she had to break contact with his strong arm, and immediately chastised herself. She really needed to get her mind out of the gutter. What was coming over her?
"Okay. Well. No harm in telling you, I guess. Might be good to get a woman's opinion. Remember how I went to California last Christmas?"
"Sorry. No. Not really," Jenny said, genuinely sad that she was already starting off saying no to him. The company closed down for the two weeks around Christmas and New Year, since no construction projects were moving forward during the holidays. During that time, most of the older guys spent time with their families, and the younger guys usually used it as a kind of adult spring break. They would take off for a week to go somewhere fun.
"Well, I did. A bunch of the guys convinced me that I should get out of Greenville and have some fun. They were headed to San Diego and LA for a week, and they thought I should go. So, I did."
"Sounds like fun," Jenny said just to contribute something to the conversation.
"Yeah. I guess. It was a bunch of guys drinking and partying. I don't think you would have enjoyed yourself very much. Anyway, while I was there, I met a girl."
"Oh. That's sweet, Matt," Jenny said, thinking she understood where this was going.
"Uh. Well, not really. There wasn't much sweet about our meeting."
"Sorry, not following." Apparently, she didn't understand.
Color rose in Matt's cheeks.
"Oh," Jenny said. "Never mind. Forget I said anything. I do understand."
She expected Matt to continue his story, but now he was just looking down at his feet. It was a strange sight to see such a strong specimen of a man look so shy and frightened. It made Jenny want to wrap him in a big hug and then... she chased away the thoughts that came at the end of that sentence.
"Matt," Jenny said to get his attention back. He raised his head and looked her in the eyes. "It's okay. There's nothing to be embarrassed about. Consenting adults have one night stands all the time. Heck, I think I saw one last night. But something must have happened for you to bring this up now. What? 8 months later?"
As the last sentence left her lips, realization crashed over Jenny and she felt like an idiot for saying it out loud.
"You saw a one night stand last night?" Matt said, apparently having caught on to a different part of her spiel.
She wasn't sure if she was relieved that her last words hadn't spooked him, or if she was mortified that she had let slip that tidbit about the one night stand.
"I meant that I saw someone get picked up and I thought it looked like it was going to end up in a one night stand," she said in an attempt to cover.
Matt nodded slowly.
"So, yeah. You're right. It was one night. And I thought that was it. It turns out that couldn't have been further from the truth. I mean, I just feel so stupid. I'm not that guy. I've never been that guy. I've never had a one night stand before. But all the guys were ragging on me, and they were all picking up girls, and I don't know... I guess I just caved to a weird sort of peer pressure. And alcohol. It was so fucking stupid."
"Matt, like I said, there's nothing stupid about it. It happens all the time. You shouldn't beat yourself up about it."
"Yeah, well, maybe other people can get away with it, but the one time I have a one night stand, I somehow manage to get the girl pregnant."
"When did you find out?" Jenny asked.