PLEASE SEE THE 3 PREVIOUS STORIES IN THIS SERIES TO GET AN UNDERSTANDING OF THE BACKGROUND AND HOW WE GOT TO HERE............
My mind was running on overdrive and not allowing me to sleep. I didn't want to disturb my partner lying beside me. Her regular breathing indicated she was fast asleep but I knew she was a light sleeper so I didn't want to toss and turn and wake her. I wanted to be alone. I wanted to relive the last few hours, even the last few days. Having met Jane on line and chatted with her, we swapped erotic pictures and I had seen her masturbate in front of me. I then came clean and admitted I had seen her on the same train as me. I didn't know how she would react, but she laughed and we had agreed to meet the following morning at the train station, which was now only a matter of hours away.
The girl, only a few years older than my daughter, wanted to meet me. She didn't freak, she didn't call me a lecherous old perv. She could have done all of that. Maybe she would meet me with her boyfriend. She claimed not to have one, but who knows what reality exists behind internet profiles and conversations. Would he be 6 foot 6 with muscles in his spit? Ready to flatten me out and make a scene in front of all the regular commuters. He would shout and scream at me and call me a dirty old man.
Or worse, would she meet me with a local policeman. And accuse me of what? Stalking? My life would be ruined.
"Oh God!" I sighed, myself wishing myself to sleep. Maybe I had nothing to fear. She seemed genuine and found the whole thing interesting. Entertaining even. Maybe she would just laugh and we would chat. I remembered my last comment to her was that I would cum on her tits. Jane had seemed totally non plussed by that! What would happen if she invited me back to her place? Would she want me to really do it? Really cum on her? Would she want more?
My thoughts were interrupted by my partner turning over. She remained fast asleep but her movement reminded me I was in a relationship. All these thoughts and issues shouldn't let me lose sight of the fact that if anything should develop I would be cheating. Playing away from home. Committing adultery. Call it what you will I would be a shit. A grade one shit. Unfortunately I had, in the past had a bit on the side. Not proud of it. But it was fun and I never let it affect my marriage. Well there was more than one time; but that's another story.
I must have eventually got to sleep as I was woken by the alarm. Having done my morning absolutions, I headed to the station. I couldn't think straight I still didn't know what to expect, what to say and what to do. I really hoped Jane would take the lead.
I noticed her car in the car park as I parked near hers. I walked to the platform and saw her standing beside the newspaper stand. She saw me and smiled. I smiled back taking in what I saw. She was wearing those jeans; the jeans where it all started where I saw her perfectly proportioned bum tightly enclosed in them. Her blouse had the top couple of buttons undone, just giving the slightest hint of cleavage.
"Hello," she said smiling at me. "How are you?"
"Fine," I replied. "You?"
She nodded. "A bit tongue tied, not sure what to say."
"Same here."
"This is a bit strange isn't it?" she said quietly looking around the platform.
I smiled. "Yes, you could say that. Strange, bizarre, spooky even. But I am glad I came clean if you know what I mean!"
Jane laughed. "Yes, I know what you mean," before adding "even if what we talked about and did was hardly clean!"
I felt my prick stir. "Yes, that's so true." I replied.
Our train pulled in and we silently headed towards the edge of the platform. The crush of morning commuters took place as we all pushed our way on the train. Jane managed to get a seat and I stood alongside her. Unfortunately my groin was level with her face. She looked up and me and smiled before getting her ipod out. As she set it up, she put one ear piece in and then as she did the other one, the one nearest me, her hand just brushed against me as she put the ear piece in. She had gently brushed against my prick, that immediately reacted but, thankfully, as she only touched it for a second in a sweeping movement, she probably wouldn't have noticed. Nobody else would have seen this, nobody would have cared. I looked down at her and caught her looking up and me smiling. Almost mocking me. She had done it on purpose. She was teasing me. She knew what she had done. It had been planned!
I turned away so that my side was now alongside her rather than my groin. I looked down and she made a face of disappointment. She was definitely teasing me. Aware of my budding erection I didn't want to encourage anything, but I was getting seriously aroused.
Before I knew it the train was pulling into the terminus where we would alight. As the passengers prepared to get off, Jane stood up and pushed in front of me. It looked like a typical case of pushing to get off the train. But she then took half a step backwards, backing her beautiful bum into my groin, before giving a little wriggle and making a half step forward. Again, nobody would have noticed unless they were studying us in particular, but all her movements were so gentle and precise anything could be misunderstood and perceived to be a genuine accident; a bit like when I touched her hand on the handrail in the underground train all those days ago.
We got off the train together and walked side by side towards the ticket barriers. Passing through them in the automated fashion perfected after far too many commuting journeys, Jane stopped the other side of them and looked up at me.
"Ok?" she said knowingly.
I nodded.
"Nobody saw," she smiled.
"I hope not!"
Jane laughed. "Too bad if they did!"
I smiled at her, unsure what to say.
"Anyway," she said with a wicked smile, "it makes the journey better. What shall we do going home?"
"Catch different trains?" I said laughing at the absurdity of our conversation.
"Oh, that would be what sad. Let's go for the 18.15 and see what happens."
And with that she was off. I knew what underground line she was heading for as I it was on the underground that I had first seen her, but her manner indicated she wanted to be on her own. It was a bit like being on MSN I thought. No prolonged good byes or anything where she said her bit and cut the connection.
The day went through its normal tedium and the time dragged until I could make the escape and leave the office.
I got to the mainline station just after 6.00 and stood by the announcement boards, waiting. Waiting for what I had no idea. Waiting for whom; I was waiting for Jane. Like a lovestruck teenager I was being dragged into her net. A net of exhibitionist activity. An activity that so far I was a willing but passive participant. Something that I had no idea where it was going but something I was more than willing to continue with.
My silent thoughts were interrupted by a female voice. "Hey wakey wakey. You look like you have been stood up. Well tough luck mister you haven't!"
Jane greeted me and leant forward to give me a chaste kiss on the cheek.