I Discover the Real Me

I discover the real me -- and I like it.

by Vanessa Evans

Before you read this part I strongly suggest that you read the earlier parts before reading this. It will give you the background that will make this part a lot more enjoyable.

Part 02

The alarm repeater went off and I realised that I had to get up and go and have a shower. I slowly got off the bed and to my feet and was pleased to realise that I felt okay, apart from my pussy. I looked in the mirror and saw that my hair was a mess. I spread my feet and pushed my hips forward and saw that my pussy looked okay, apart from being a bit red.

I grabbed my shower things and set off. Going down the stairs, slowly, I was passed by a young man who said that I had a cute butt to which I didn't respond.

As soon as I opened the door to the boys corridor I heard a male voice say,

"Naked girl in the corridor."

I smiled as I saw heads and bodies come out of rooms to see the naked girl and I started to feel good, so did my nipples and pussy and I felt them tell me that they were happy.

In the bathroom I looked around and saw one naked man having a piss at the urinals and another naked man rubbing his hair dry. I smiled again and my pussy contracted.

I hung my towel up and went to the same, curtain-less cubicle and turned the water on. When I turned round I saw the 2 naked men and 2 others watching me. I stood facing them as I started my routine and I watched the 2 cocks rise then point to the ceiling.

I'd found more confidence than the previous day and I stayed facing the audience as it grew in more ways than one. When it came to shaving my pussy I spread my feet and pushed my hips forwards and got on with it.

Then I decided that I needed a pee. I put conditioner on my hair as I decided what to do, did I just pee there, did I go out to a toilet cubicle or did I try to pee in a urinal? I eliminated the toilet cubicle straight away as it was too private. Then I decided that I didn't yet have the courage of confidence to try to pee into a urinal so I just spread my feet and let rip.

"Is she having a piss?" I heard one boy ask.

"Yep." Someone answered.

Shower, and piss over I picked up my shower bag and the audience parted to let me get to my towel. As I was getting dried I remembered what Ethan said about a webcam and I looked up. All that I could see was one of those little electrics metal box with metal pipes coming out of 2 sides of it and disappearing into the wall or ceiling.

Deciding that there could be a miniature camera in it I started thinking about my pussy. I soo wanted to give those guys a good look at it but I couldn't think of a way to do that without it looking way too obvious so when I was finished getting dried I picked up my towel and bag and left.

Three guys were coming down the stairs as I went up, I was in a bit of a hurry as I was eager to get my hands on my pussy and one of the guys said,

"Nice little rack, cute little wobble."

I smiled at them and hurriedly continued.

As I opened the door to the girl's corridor one of the girls was coming out.

"Hi Jenny." I said.

"Oh Hi Dani, where have you been like that?"

"For a shower."

"Where, have you been up to the fourth floor like that?"

"No, I went down to the first floor."

"The boy's showers, like that?"

"Yes, why?"

"Weren't there any boys in there?"

"Yes, about half a dozen."

"And you let them see you like that?"

"Yes, why?"

"But you're naked."

"And? Actually, it's a great turn-on."

"I bet that it is. I could never do that."

"That's what I thought, but here I am."

"Wow, you are one hell of a brave girl."

"Not really."

"Sorry, gotta go, I'm late as it is, maybe we could talk about it later."

"Okay, seeya."

I returned to my room and was disappointed to find that Ethan wasn't there waiting to fuck me. I flopped down on my bed, spread my legs and started to relieve the tension in my pussy.

My orgasm was just building when the door bust open and Ethan walked in.

"Stop that right now naked girl."

My fingers stopped and I looked up at him with a puzzled look.

"Get up."

I got off the bed and stood in front of him.

"Sit."

I did and watched Ethan unzip his trousers and get his cock out.

"Suck."

I opened my mouth not knowing what I was doing and felt Ethan's hands pressing on the back of my head.

"Come on girl, you know what to do."

I managed to shake my head sideways and Ethan pulled my head back.

"You must have given a blowjob before naked girl."

I shook my head sideways.

"You gave 3 last night. Oh wait, you were out cold last night. Lick it, suck it and take it down your throat."

Ethan moved my head so that the tip of his cock hit my nose. I started licking and sucking and I moved my hands, released his balls and started fondling them. I knew that I had to push down so that his cock went into my throat but I was scared of choking.

Ethan helped me by pushing my head down and I panicked but Ethan held my head firm.

"Relax girl, I'll let you breathe when you need to."

I forced myself to relax thinking that if I died he wouldn't have a girl to dominate and fuck. As soon as I relaxed I started to enjoy it. It felt nice to have his cock in my throat. I wondered if I'd be able to see a bulge in my neck.

Ethan pulled by head back and I gasped for air and moved my head forwards again.

"Good girl, I'm glad that you are a quick learner."

Ethan was moving my head backwards and forwards but I was also doing it, As I gasped for air and felt my saliva running out of my mouth, Ethan opened his hands and let me do it on my own.

Ethan pulled me forwards by my shoulders, off the bed and onto my knees in front of him. I started to feel his cock jerking in my mouth and throat and he moved his hips back so that his cock came out of my mouth. I moved my head forward to take him again but he grabbed my head and held it just short of his cock.

"Look up at my face and open your mouth wide."

"I did, and was quickly rewarded by him shooting his load all over my face, some of it going into my mouth."

Still looking up at his face I waited for him to stop giving me little bits of his jism.

"Use your tongue to get as much as you can into your mouth then open it and show me how much is there. When I've seen it, swallow it then open your mouth to show me that you have swallowed all of it."

I did as I was told then Ethan pulled me to my feet and told me to sit on the bed. I did and he started talking.

"So naked girl, what do you remember from last night?"

"I remember you telling me to take my dress off then nothing until my alarm went off this morning Master."

Ethan laughed then said,

"I must remember your inability to hold your alcohol. After you got naked you tried to learn how to play pool, then the guys lifted you onto the pool table and all of them explored all of your body."

"Oh, what else did they do to me Master?"

"They turned you sideways on the table then took it in turns to ram their cocks down your throat and into your pussy."

"They gang-banged me Master?"

"I suppose that you could call it that except that you didn't tell any of them to stop."

"How could I, I was out cold."

"But you didn't complain or tell them to stop so they kept going. They all helped to make you cum, twice"

"I orgasmed when I was out cold?"

"Yes, and you didn't say stop so they kept going until all 3 of them had cum inside you."

"Oh my gawd, I orgasmed when I was out cold?"

"Yes you did, and seeing you cum on a table like that was amazing."

"So, you took my virginity yesterday morning and last night you let 3 of your mates gang-bang me. Oh my gawd, what has happened to me? I was an innocent, sweet little girl a couple of days ago and look at me now."

"You are now a liberated girl who know what she wants and goes out and gets it."

"I, I, I don't know, ... Master, I don't know that I want this."

"Tell me that you don't like it naked girl."

"I don't like it Master; wait, I do like it, it turns me on soo much."

"Yes it does naked girl and you love it don't you?"

"Yes Master, I do."

"Can you make me cum please Master? I want to cum soo bad."

"No naked girl, and from now on you can only cum when I tell you that you can. There's one exception to that, for now, and that's when you are showering in the men's showers and men are watching you."

"You want me to make myself cum when I'm having my morning shower Master?"

"Yes, that should please the guys as well as you."

"But it's so slutty and embarrassing Master."

"Yes it is, and you will love it."

"Yes Master."

"Now, for today, you have some sort of project work later this morning and a lecture this afternoon. You will flash a tit to 2 different men and flash you pussy to another 2 different men."

"No Master, please don't make me do that."

"Naked girl, you will do it."

"Yes Master."

"Two more things, tonight I will come here and administer your punishment for your indiscretions so far, and on Saturday I will take you shopping and I will buy you some more suitable clothes."

"I have lots of clothes Master."

"Are any of them see-through? Are any of the skirts and dresses so short that you can't even bend over slightly without revealing you bare butt and pussy? Have you a bikini that is see-through?"

"No Master."

"Then I will get you some. Now get yourself ready for your day. I'm going to my meeting now. I will see you this evening."

"Yes Master."

With that he was gone, leaving a frustrated me knowing that I couldn't cum until at least when I saw him that evening. I quickly washed my face, put a little lippy on then a skirt and loose fitting tank top. If I had to flash my tits I needed something baggy so that I could bend over in front of them.

My day went well, if well was flashing my tits and pussy to different men and getting very frustrated. I managed to let 2 of the guys working on the project look down my top and I got to the lecture hall early and sat on an aisle side seat at the front. With such a short skirt and not crossing my legs I was sure that some of the male students going up the stairs next to me saw my pussy. So did the lecturer, I didn't cross my legs and he walked up and down as he talked. At one point he stopped in front of me and I saw his eyes go from my face to my bare crotch and back. I so wanted to cross my legs but I didn't and he came back and stared for a couple of seconds before walking away.

By then I was so horny that I really struggled to keep my hands away from my pussy.

When I got back to my room I got naked and worked on my project and wrote up my notes. Anything to take my mind off my pussy.

Ethan walked right in just before 7 pm and told me to get dressed.

"What shall I wear Master?" I asked.

He went through my wardrobe and selected a tube top and a blouse.

"I don't need the tube top if I'm wearing that blouse Master."

"The tube top was to wear as a skirt but if you're happy to go out bottomless then that's okay with me."

"No, no, pass them to me. ... Master."

I put the blouse on first and Ethan told me to undo all but one button just below my tits. Then I stretched the tube top as it slid up my legs. I looked at myself in the mirror and decided that I was going to have to be careful, very careful.

"You finally done naked girl?"

"Yes Master."

Ethan took me to a nice restaurant where we had a great meal, the only problem was walking there and back. With every step that I took the 'skirt' rode up exposing my butt and pussy. On the way back to my room Ethan told me to leave the 'skirt' to do whatever it wanted and I was glad that it was dark because it was up to my hips by the time that we were on my floor. Fortunately none of the other girls were in the corridor.

In my room Ethan told me get naked and that it was punishment time.

"Will you fuck me first please Master, I really need to cum."

He ignored me, instead going to a backpack that he'd brought to my room earlier and left there whilst we went out. He told me to turn my back to him and put my hands behind my back. Before I realised what was happening my wrists had handcuffs on them.

"What are you doing Master?" I asked.

"Getting you ready for your punishment."

"Oh."

Then Ethan got out a collar and leash, put the collar round my neck and attached the leash to it.

"Come on naked girl, let's go."

"What; we can't go anywhere with me like this Master."

"Yes we can." he replied and pulled on the leash.

I had no choice, I had to follow him. Out in the corridor one of the girls saw us and giggled.

Ethan led me to the end of the corridor and out onto the stairwell.

"Where are we going Master?" I asked.

"To find an audience."

"What, no, you can't."

"I can and I will, you need to learn a lesson and what could be better than you getting spanked in front of an audience."

I pleaded with him as he almost dragged me down a flight of stairs and onto the boy's corridor. My pleading was heard by boys in their rooms and by the time we got to the Common Room there must have been over a dozen young men watching us.

Ethan pulled one of the arm chairs to the far wall and turned it so that the back was facing the room, then he pushed me over it and told me to spread my legs wide.

I was a mixture of annoyed, embarrassed, humiliated and horny. Then he lifted a hand for silence.

"This girl, Dani, has been a naught girl and I am going to punish her. She needs to learn a lesson. Just in case you are wondering, this is the girl who used the boy's shower yesterday and today and she will be using it at the same time every morning from now on so if you want to go and watch please do. She may even masturbate for you but don't you dare touch her while she is on this floor. If you do you will have me to answer to and believe me, you don't want that. Showering was not her crime and I won't bother you with the details. Suffice to say, her crime warrants this punishment. Get comfortable guys, you are about to see a very red girl's butt.

Dani, after each swat you will count the swats and after each swat you will say out loud, the swat number and thank me. Do you understand?"

"Yes Master."

There were a few cheers and I tried to bury my face in the folds of the chair's material.

Then it started. I screamed as the first swat landed on my butt and some of the guys cheered.

"One, thank you Master."

There were 9 more swats in relatively quick order and after each one I managed to say what Ethan expected, but the pain was excruciating and I had started crying.

Ethan paused for a few seconds and he started gently rubbing my butt. His hands went between my legs and I felt a finger invade my vagina. I gasped quite loudly and could vaguely hear some of the young men talking, presumably about me.

Then Ethan started rubbing his hand up and down my pussy. To my horror I realised that I was very wet and as horny as hell. I started to question how that was possible but my thoughts were interrupted by the eleventh swat landing on my butt.

"Eleven, thank you Master." I said.

Nine more swats landed on my butt and I have to say that my butt must have been going numb because they started hurting less. Ethan stopped again after the twentieth and started rubbing my butt.

When his hand slid down to my pussy and touched my clit an orgasm exploded out of me. It had been building all day and it finally exploded with a great force. It was a good job that I was bent over the back of that chair. If I had just been standing on my feet I would have been a crumpled heap on the floor.

It was only when I started to regain my composure that I thought about our audience. If my face could have go any redder it would have. If I could have got any more embarrassed I would have. If I could have got any more humiliated I would have. I just wanted to slide over the chair and disappear into the cushions; but I couldn't move. I wasn't even sure that I could stand up.

But my ordeal wasn't wasn't over.

When the cheers and comments died down Ethan asked if anyone wanted to help him out. Unsurprisingly, nearly all of them did and Ethan told them to line up and when they got to the front of the queue they could land 2 swats on my butt then feel it to see how hot it was.

Oh my gawd, Ethan was inviting all those young men to fondle my butt, and no doubt, my pussy as well.

My tears may have dried up but I was still terrified and in total shock. How could Ethan do that to me? How could I let him do that? Then after a few seconds I realised that I had been looking forward to it. Oh my gawd, I hated myself.

As over a dozen young men, one at a time, spanked my butt then groped my butt and pussy I still very annoyed at Ethan, but my pussy was begging for more. My butt had stopped hurting and the swats had no effect on me; but the fingers that groped my pussy certainly were having an effect on me. As the number of different finger in my pussy increased, so did my arousal.

I had 2 more orgasms before it was over. As things started to calm down I heard Ethan tell everyone that the show was over

Ethan told me to stand up straight and it was a big effort to do so, especially as I couldn't use my hands. I looked at him smiling at me and burst into tears. I put my head on his chest and sobbed as he pulled me to him.

He let me cry for a few minutes then pushed my shoulders back to arms length.

"Tell me Dani."

The crying was starting to end and I said,

"I'm so pissed off with you. I never told you that you could do that to me. It hurt like hell and I certainly didn't tell you that you could invite dozens of men to finger fuck me."

"True, but you want to find out what you like and what you don't like don't you?"

"Yes but ... "

"But you enjoyed that didn't you?"

"No, yes, damn you, yes I did. How many times did I cum?"

"Three."

"Wow, 3 orgasms

I was disgusted with myself, how on earth could I have allowed that to happen to me but Ethan was right, I had enjoyed it, all of it, the embarrassment, the humiliation, the pain, the fingers, and especially the orgasms. I wanted to thump Ethan, but instead I went up onto my toes and kissed him.

"Thank you," I said when I finally broke the kiss. "I would have hugged you but my hands are still cuffed behind my back."

Ethan smiled and replied,

"And they're staying that way until I've fucked your brains out naked girl. Things go back to normal now and I'm your Master."

"Yes Master, just where is this fucking taking place?"

Ethan didn't answer me, he pushed me down onto one of the sofas, lifted my legs high and wide and took me right there and then.

It was difficult getting into some of the positions that Ethan tried to fuck me in because my arms were cuffed behind my back and a leash hanging from my neck was getting in the way but we still fucked like the proverbial rabbits for ages. Half way through I noticed a couple of the dorm boys watching us, but I didn't care. If anything it pushed my arousal up a notch.

When we finally stopped fucking we got to our feet and got some applause from the watching under grads. Ethan got dressed and led me by the leash back to my room. There were 2 girls returning from a night out and they saw us. One asked if I was okay and when I said that I was she replied.

"Well Dani I never expected you to be into that sort of thing, but okay, whatever rocks your boat."

I heard them giggling as we got further apart but right then I just didn't care.

Back in my room Ethan removed the cuffs and the collar and told me to go to bed. Before leaving he reminded me that I still had to shower at 8 am in the boy's shower on the first floor.

I went to sleep a happy and well fucked girl.