This is the story of how I learned that I was an exhibitionist. Before this I was just a normal girl (what's normal, though, really?) who thought that girls who show too much skin are skanks or sluts and that respectable girls wait for the right time and place. Well, now I guess I've changed my definition of the "right time and place," because I think it's pretty much any time and place. The more public, the better, I say.
I love to turn guys on; that's what really turns me on. I guess I sort of knew that all along, because I've always been a flirt, but this one day at the beach opened my eyes to a whole new world. This is the story of my first time as an exhibitionist - both accidental and on purpose. It's kinda short, but it's true, so I don't wanna mess it up by adding in any fantasy to it. Anyway, here it goes.
It all started the summer after I graduated high school. I was at the beach with a few friends (three other girls) trying to work on our tans. I was wearing my smallest, sexiest string bikini to try to avoid tan lines. After lying out for a while we went into the ocean. The other girls just cooled off and got back out, but I love the ocean and I stayed in to ride the waves and swim around. The beach was pretty crowded; there were tons of families there and a bunch of kids, too.
I was standing in water up to my waist and facing the beach looking for where my friends were. When I turned around a huge wave hit me head on and knocked me over and I was rolling around under the water. I totally got water up my nose and when I finally stood up I was coughing so much and I was so disoriented that I didn't notice that my boobs were totally hanging out of my bikini. I have 34C boobs so it was pretty noticable to everyone around me. I was just coughing and trying to catch my breath though, so I wasn't even aware that I was exposed.
I stood up and wiped my hair out of my face (I have very long blonde hair), and then I realized that there were all these people staring at me. I saw a mom with a little boy cover his eyes and turn him away. Closest to me was a guy about my dad's age who was just staring at my chest. I thought he was going to start drooling. I put my boobs back in the bikini and started to swim away. I was kind of embarrassed, but I was also kind of turned on. I started thinking about how all those men probably got hard looking at me. I started imagining them jerking of later and thinking about me when they did. It got me very excited. I decided that I liked turning guys on by showing off my body and I wanted to try an experiment.