I've always considered myself to be rather shy. Never trying to stand out or put myself in the center of attention. I can always blame my parents for that. They were strict with me, as they were also with themselves. Never showing affection in front of the children, and never letting us be free with our feelings. Everything had to be "the proper way" and I guess this mentality had stayed with me as I grew up.
When I had a boyfriend, I never liked to kiss or hold hands in public, and of course not in front of my parents, or his. I don't think he had ever seen me naked. We would have sex in the dark, and I only took my pajamas under the blanket. My first boyfriend once said to me something about wanting to see me naked, I was so shocked and replied "what do you think I am!".
Well, I guess you don't really know what's in you, until you get to test yourself.
It has been a few weeks that Rob and I have been dating, he was very cute, and even though he was only my second, I thought he was very sexy. We only had sex one time (as I said, I was shy), but that time had surprised me in more than one way. When we got to bed, my cute Rob had changed his skin. He was very rough, even somewhat aggressive, something I didn't see in him before, nor in my other boyfriends. He was actually ordering me what to do:
"get down"
"show me your cunt"
"suck my dick"
he was completely in control over me. But my bigger surprised was how much I liked it. Being under his control was something I didn't experience until then, and it made me feel more free with myself in bed. And so, I waited eagerly to our next date.
We where on our way back from the movies. Rob was his usual sweet self, and I waited to get home, and see if what we had the last time would be again as good as it was. On our way, Rob tried to kiss me but there were people around us, and I was too shy. He seemed dissapointed, but kept quiet. But then, we passed in a rather dark side street, and when he bent to kiss me again, I had no excuse. So, we started kissing and Rob was making out with me, touching my body in all the right ways, making me so hot, remembering our first sex. We were alone in the street, and I could almost forget where we are, and let Rob get on with it. And he did...
Rob reached his hand and grabbed my ass, and as he did, he lifted my dress letting one half of my ass stick out. I was going to say something to him,
"someone might see"
but I didn't want to break the moment, and kept quiet. My only fear was that someone might pass there and see me like that. Even in the beach I didn't like so much this feeling of exposure. Of course, while I was thinking about this, someone did pass, a couple actually. "What a slut" I thought I heard the girl say. But instead of feeling bad and trying to hide, I arched my back, letting my exposed ass stick out more. From where this reaction came, I don't know. I just thought that I actually liked being a slut. This was a new feeling to me, and I could feel my excitement building up.
Rob had to feel that, because he reached his other hand, and lifted my dress completely. The couple was giggling, as they walked away. I was relived, seeing them go, but actually waited to see if anyone else will pass by. By now, Rob had his hands inside my panties, pulling them down, and I could feel the cool air in my exposed skin. My hands got busy too, and I felt his cock hardening in my hand. Rob pulled down my panties, and they slipped down to my ankles. I was completely hot, and didn't mind that anymore. In fact, this added a new spice to my excitement. Rob was in control, and I liked it.
"Take out my cock"
he whispered to me. and I started stroking him, while his hands where opening my ass, and a finger slid towards my cunt.
"I guess I am a slut" I thought to my self, "Never knew I had that in me".