Following our trip away with Paul, Liz was gaining in confidence and stature. She realised that her confidence caused me to be even more turned on, so she was really taking on the role of dominant wife.
I had also changed a little. I hadn't really thought about it until our trip with Paul, but being made to wear Liz's knickers had added to my humiliation and, therefore, my ultimate pleasure.
One time when we were at a sex shop searching out something for Liz to wear for Paul, I found myself inwardly plotting things that I might wear to get that humiliation rush. Liz's new confidence stopped me from sharing my secret desire at this stage, so I resolved to come back later and explore on my own.
A couple of days later, work took me in that general area, so I took the opportunity to go and have a look in the sex shop on my own. I'd identified a couple of possibilities, but when I asked the lady behind the counter, they didn't have my size in the store. She said I could order them online, but I didn't want to leave a paper, or electronic trail for Liz to catch me out.
In the end, I found a couple of full body stockings, which I bought.
I did a bit of a double take on myself, wondering where this new territory was taking me. I knew I wasn't into blokes and I didn't want to try and look more feminine, (not that there's anything wrong with either option, if it's what you desire) so what was I doing? No - I felt reassured - it was the humiliation of wearing the clothes, making myself vulnerable and humiliated that got me going.
I didn't get a chance to wear the body stockings straight away as Liz was always around, but a few weeks later, some of Liz's colleagues set up a Friday drinking club. This meant that she was late in on that evening and that the house was empty.
I quickly got in the habit of getting home on a Friday, stripping naked and putting on one of my body stockings. I had to modify the crotchless bit, as it needed to be slightly higher up for comfortable wanking. I would read Literotica stories, then cast some hot wife gangbang porn from my tablet onto the TV and sit happily playing for an hour or more.