She opens his email and reads: "Look what our friend sent us." Attached to his email is a black and white photo of a woman, if she can be called a woman. She is twenty-one. He had told her about this young girl, that he had been messaging with her, making her cum in the bathroom of the hostel she was staying at, through his messages alone. She imagines the girl, fingering herself with one hand and scrolling up his messages with the other; sitting on the toilet, lid closed, legs spread and braced against the sink. But as she looked at the photo of this young girl, her eyes squinted. This girl did not look so young. She looked more like she was thirty. She wondered to herself if she was feeling jealousy. She wondered to herself also if she was feeling aroused.
In the photograph, the girl's long hair partially conceals her small breasts. Her nipples are small. Her skin is creamy, unmarred by sun, children, twenty more years of life. Her body is soft. It is clear that she does not work out. The girl is leaning back in a chair and has one hand in between her legs. This is something she never would have done at such a young age. There's something distasteful to her about all of it, though. And she can't quite formulate why, precisely. Is it that the girl seems dirty, in a way? A bit of a whore? Or is it that she feels her role has changed with her lover, now that he is sending her photos of each one of his new fixations, therein showing her she is unable to sate his appetite? Showing her, perhaps, that he is tiring of her, of seeing the same breasts, the same belly, the same pussy? Or is it because this one, this fixation, is twenty years younger than herself, and seemingly much sluttier, and maybe following, much kinkier.
She goes on to read the rest of his note, "I think that she is at that moment where she needs a tutorial on how to do things. First we will make her watch, and then we will see if she can follow instructions. If she doesn't do it right, she will need to start over and she might even get her pussy slapped, harder each time for each transgression."
Reading this and seeing the image of her lover's new paramour stirs in her an equal mixture of disgust and hunger. Any feelings that she is special to him in any way drain out of her instantly, and are replaced with what can only be described as instinct. An instinct to dominate them both. What that may look like even she does not yet know. She dislikes him immensely right now. But for some reason this makes her want him even more. It is as if that in killing the longing for him to want her, crave her, he has awoken in her a ravenous animal, an insatiable appetite.
She continues to read his note, "She gets turned on by older woman and men. If she watches and can't contain herself, she will be punished. We need to get her into shape and have a little respect for herself. Thinking that she just turned 21 and knows everything ... phhhhh. Her skin is so soft though and her little pussy is begging for experience."