I thought that after her night with me, Amanda would want some distance for at least a few days. But the very same morning she left my home I got a call from her saying that she'd made it home safe. She said,
"As much as I would love my body to remember last night, I need a shower and a sleep." Not long after that, I got a call from Katrina, asking me what I'd done to Amanda.
"She called me just now and told me that you β in her words β 'fucked her harder than humanly possible'. What did you do to her?" She sounded on the verge of hysterics. I tried to calmly and rationally explain that I had double fisted her, without using that exact terminology. It was a rather uncomfortable experience for me.
As the discussion continued, I received the impression that Katrina was worried that she'd turned Amanda onto an unpleasant, maybe even painful, experience. Again, trying to be soothing, I explained that Amanda had just called me and seemed to be in a state of relish. I think my lack of comfort transferred over to Katrina as she started apologising for being nosy. I realised that Katrina was quite possibly jealous of Amanda's experience.
Anyway, Katrina eventually begged off, promising to continue "spreading the good word" as it were. Immediately after the phone went down, it rang again. It was Amanda. She seemed somewhat mellower than she had five minutes prior. I must have answered quicker than she expected, as she seemed on the verge of hanging up.
"I'm sorry," she started," it's just that I suddenly realised that calling so quickly might seem clingy or dependent. That's the same reason I just dumped my boyfriend. But then I realised that I needed someone, just as much as he did. Only I didn't show it like him. I'm sorry," she finished, and hung up.
Stupid me. As unusual an experience this was, spending nights pleasuring beautiful girls from my school days, I had blinded myself to the fact that I hooked up with Katrina in a time of personal crisis. Sure, spending time with Katrina and Amanda was fantastic, but they were at potential turning points in their lives. I reminded myself then, that I was a relief system. These girls were coming to me for something they wanted.
With this small revelation in mind, I set about trying to return to normal life with the memory of two great young women behind me.
It was not to be. That evening after returning from work, and looking forward to a nice meal after a shower, I was greeted with a telephone call. I was suddenly becoming very popular.
"Hi, it's Amber. You know, went to school together since we were kids?" Amber. While she could be remarkably civil at times, she never seemed to like me very much.
"Hi Amber," I said tentatively," how can I help you?"
"Are you busy right now? Are you doing anything tonight?" she asked rather quickly.
"Well actually, I just got home and was looking forward to a shower and dinner." I really had no idea why Amber would want to see me.
"Okay," she said," what are you doing for lunch tomorrow?"
"Uh, nothing that I'm aware of," I replied, still unsure.
"Great, can you meet me?" She seemed to be a little excited at the prospect of seeing me.
"Sure, just give me details." Great, now I had lunch plans with and old colleague.
"I'm really looking forward to seeing you," and she hung up. I don't know what it was about the way her voice sounded, but it aroused me. If pleasuring two beautiful young women didn't get me erect, why was I raging at the possibilities implied by Amber's tone of voice? I decided that it was time for a very cold shower.
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The following day, I was dressed to impress, and growing impatient. Amber was late to lunch. I don't see how she could have been; she chose a cafe that was close to where she lived. When she did show up she was dressed rather normally. I don't see why I bothered dressing nicely for her.
There she was, just a short-sleeved black t-shirt. A tight one too. I was quite surprised to see her in a skirt β black, knee length β because she used to prefer pants. Then again it had been a couple of years. Long enough for her taste in clothing to change.
Not long enough for her to change her hairstyle though. She still kept it pinned back, so that the back of her head was covered with short curls, while everywhere else it was pulled tight. By pinning it back, Amber created channels in her hair, little canals that went from forehead to crown, showing her scalp in thin white lines in her light brown hair.
I drank in the differences and similarities while we greeted, sat, and ordered lunch. We didn't talk much while we drank and ate. I had a steak sandwich with chips that went down rather nicely. Amber had some kind of salad with chicken. She ate slowly, so I had time to observe her.
I just don't know how someone can seem so big and yet so small at the same time. Amber was not large, only slightly taller than Amanda, but with a similar build. Not fat, but not athletic. Her fingers seemed to be quite fine and slim, but they looked like they were used frequently. Amber wasn't ugly, but she didn't leap out at you like Katrina or Amanda did.
Suddenly realising that Amber was finished and returning the scrutiny, I wondered why I was thinking about Amber's looks. I must admit, I blushed a little. But just from slight embarrassment.
"Like what you see?" she said. I blushed again and she laughed. She didn't do that very often. The way her cheeks made slight dimples and scrunched her flight freckles was disarming.
"Sorry, if I stared," I mumbled.
"That's okay. I like the attention." She smiled again. Then, remembering that this was Amber I was talking to, I got to the point.
"Amber, why did you want to see me?" She continued smiling for a minute before responding.
"I bumped into Amanda yesterday." Oh my God. I don't even believe in God, but nothing else quite captures my surprise and shock. I tried to remain cool.
"You did huh?" I said, trying to be nonchalant.
"Yes," she said. Her smile said more though. It said, "you horny devil you!" Not to mention the fact that it would mean she knew about Katrina too. She just kept smiling, and behind it, the knowledge was obvious.
"I see," I said. I was getting nowhere. "And?" Amber's smile broadened.
"Andβ¦I want some too." I tried to play the ignorant approach.
"Some of what?" I said. She laughed.
"My house isn't far. You want to come?" If that wasn't the most obvious thing I've ever heard!
"What's the deal?" I said. The longer I could delay, the better chance that reason would overcome the strange urge to go with Amber. She glanced around, looking for observers, and then she leaned in closer.
"I have something of a professional hobby," she laughed at her own oxymoron," and it keeps me in comfortable living, while also providing enjoyment." She leaned closer," I make movies," she whispered. Amber was a porn star! Well, not quite.
"I've made a few amateur films, and they've sold very well, so I'm doing okay. But I need to have something a bit different, to maintain the interest in my products. When I met Amanda, it seemed like fate almost. That's why I want you."
She sat back and allowed that to sink in. In all honesty, I thought she was playing a joke, but so many things were running through my head that I couldn't be sure which thought dominated. I must have looked dubious, because Amber leapt in with an additional offer.
"I can pay you," she said," five hundred for a scene. You don't have to of course. If you'd be willing to make a longer feature, I could pay you more. I'm doing quite well with my movies." She sounded very proud of that.
Too many thoughts in my head: run away screaming, run away with Amber, run away andβ¦. I was so screwed around, so I said the dumbest, most inane thing possible.
"How long is a scene?" There you have it! My crowning achievement in stupidity. Apparently that meant that I had agreed.
"We'll discuss that at my place," she said smiling again. With that lunch was over. We paid our bill and marched off towards Amber's home. Or her studio. As we walked along, she spoke.
"To answer your question: I can't be sure. You see: scenes are as long as they are, I don't try for certain lengths. I think the longest I made was just over half an hour. That was continuous though. I don't do much in the way of editing." I had to satisfy my considerable curiosity.
"What do you do in your films?" I asked, choking.
"Well, so far I've made two long tapes, but they were just compilations of scenes, no story or anything. And I made this hour long 'day in the life' thing, where it showed me getting ready in the morning, and coming home later. All the in between stuff was sort of difficult, 'cause I was pretending to be working, but I wasn't at work.
"Anyway, like I said: I just need something a little different than me masturbating, or shaving, or showering."
"So what do you want me to do?" I asked. By that stage we had arrived at Amber's place. We were inside and she offered me a drink before answering my question.