I can't believe I'm sitting here at the keyboard right now. I'd much rather be in bed sleeping off a terrible hangover from our New Year's Eve party last night. The problem is . . . I can't sleep, even though it's barely 6 a.m. and I didn't go to sleep until nearly 4:00.
But there's one thing I need more than sleep. I need to be able to make some sense out of what happened last night. Oh, I certainly know WHAT happened. It's the WHY I'm not sure about. Putting things in writing has always helped me organize my thoughts. So, I'm poised at the keyboard right now, while the house is still quiet and dark, to see if by committing last night's events to writing (or to be more precise, digitizing them), I might see things a bit more clearly.
I should probably start by introducing myself. My name is Dan Roberts. I'm 32 years old, with a good wife, a good career and most of the other trappings of success. Just so you have the whole picture, I should tell you that I'm 6-0 tall, with a trim, athletic build, dark brown hair and brown eyes.
Before getting into what happened on New Year's Eve, you need a little background. My wife Cathy and I met a few years after we graduated college. She was working in the marketing department of a mid-sized company and I was the account executive for the advertising firm that managed their account. As it turned out, our jobs threw us together quite a lot, and over the course of a year or so, I fell in love with her.
It wasn't her looks that attracted me. Don't get me wrong, she was very attractive—still is, in fact) with dark brown hair that usually was done up in a professional-looking bun, and the biggest, most expressive eyes I'd ever seen. What really caught my eye was the energy and intelligence, both of which seemed much larger than could be contained in a 5-3, 110 pound package.
I was definitely the one who did the pursuing in the relationship. Cathy was so set on building a successful career that she didn't think she had much time for a personal life. But after several months of persistence, she finally agreed to go out with me.
As it turned out, we hit it off very well, and I didn't have to convince her to go out a second time. She'd enjoyed our first date as much as I had. We had the same wry sense of humor, were politically compatible (liberals in a very red state), and came from similar backgrounds. We'd both grown up in working class families in small Oklahoma towns. We even attended the same large state university, but never crossed paths, or at least neither of us could remember if we had.
That first date, we intended to have dinner and see a movie. The dinner part went well. We went to this intimate restaurant in the downtown entertainment district. I don't even remember what we ate that night. But I do remember the conversation. It was lively, intelligent and funny, and before we knew it, we were the only people left in the restaurant. Neither of us cared that we missed the movie.
I gave Cathy a peck on the cheek after that first date. It was easy to tell from her body language when I walked her to the door of her stylish condominium on the north side of the city, that anything more was not in the cards. That was fine with me. This was a woman for the long term.
We'd been seeing each other for a month or so before we (finally) had sex. Truthfully, I wasn't used to waiting so long for a woman to give the go-ahead. But Cathy was worth waiting for. It turned out that we were in sync in the bedroom, too. We'd been moving slowly but surely toward the "main event" for a couple of weeks. We'd proceeded from a goodnight kiss, to some serious making out very smoothly. We'd even brought each other to orgasm several times with hands and mouths . . . usually her hand and my mouth . . . but who's keeping track?
On "the" night, we returned to the little restaurant where we'd talked the evening away on our first date. I caressed her bare arm delicately as we waited for our meal, and we pressed our thighs together beneath the table cloth. By the time we got to dessert, I had lifted the hem of her full black skirt and was gently teasing the tender flesh well up on the inside of her thigh . . . so high up, in fact, that as my fingers inched upward a little farther, the back of my hand was gliding delicately over the outside of her lace panties. I was delighted to discover that they were already quite damp.
Cathy returned the favor by caressing and squeezing the bulge that was steadily growing in my trousers. She'd apply firm pressure for a bit, then release me and run the tips of her fingers up and down my length, so lightly that it made me want to lift my hips off the chair, press my hard cock into her hand and force her to increase her attentions.
Of course, I didn't do that. But by the time we made our way to the door of the restaurant, Cathy's hard nipples were clearly visible through her white silk blouse, despite the fact she was also wearing a bra. As for me, I had to walk very close behind her to try and shield my obvious erection from the view of our fellow diners.
The ride back to her condo seemed to take forever. As soon as I'd tipped the valet who retrieved my car, we were gliding through the busy downtown streets. By the time I'd merged with the freeway traffic, Cathy had unzipped my trousers, loosened my now-aching cock, and was moving her soft palm up and down the length of my shaft.
Dinner had actually turned into one long foreplay session, and I was already aroused to the point that precum was beginning to ooze from my now exquisitely sensitive cock. Every now and then, Cathy would stop stroking for a moment and use her thumb to spread the sticky liquid around the swollen purple head. When she lubricated the sensitive underside of the head in that manner, my hips lifted involuntarily from my leather bucket seat.
"You'd better slow down a little," I warned her, "or we're going to have a mess in the car. And besides, I don't want to wait to get hard again. I plan to fuck you as soon as we get to your place."
By now we had exited the expressway and were less than ten minutes from Cathy's condo. The inside of the car was illuminated only by the soft amber glow from the instrument panel and the occasional passing streetlamp. But when I glanced over from the corner of my eye, I could tell that Cathy was a little taken aback by my directness. Ever since we'd started dating, I'd been the perfect gentleman, allowing her to set the pace with regard to sex . . . even when I felt as if the pace was a bit slow.
But things were going to be different tonight, and I think she sensed it. "That's just what I want you to do," she whispered. "Can you drive any faster?"
By the sound of her ragged breathing, I could tell she wasn't kidding. I'd never seen her so aroused. By this time, she was stroking my cock with her left hand and pinching her nipples with her right. She was slumped down in the seat, her knees spread wide, her skirt hiked up so far that I could now see that the lace panties I felt back in the restaurant were white, matching her bra. She was rolling first one nipple, then the other, between her thumb and finger. Her eyes were closed and she seemed to be somewhere far away.
But she was quickly alert again when I stretched my right arm as far as possible . . . just far enough to enable me to press the wet lace of her delicate undies between the swollen lips of her pussy. I traced her length with my middle finger, pressing the fabric inside each time. I paid special attention to her hard little clit, which I could clearly feel on each upward movement.
Finally we were in her driveway, then on the porch. By the time she got her key in the door, I had already dropped to my knees, reached beneath her full skirt and jerked her panties down to her ankles. I steadied her as she simultaneously stepped out of them and opened the door. In our haste, we didn't realize we'd left the panties on the porch to bear silent testament to our lust.
Cathy was anything but silent. "Get over here," she panted, motioning to a spot next to her on the carpeted floor of her living room. When I turned instinctively to check to see if the door was locked, her voice was sterner. "Now!" she hissed.
I quickly lay down beside her there on the floor, and she proceeded to undress me, fumbling with a couple of buttons before finally jerking my shirt up over my head. Of course, I was returning the favor, quickly disposing of her blouse and skirt, leaving her in nothing but the lacy white bra that I'd been fantasizing about all evening. Actually, I'd been fantasizing about what was under it. But that's beside the point.
Already shirtless, I stood up to step out of my trousers. But as soon as I had loosened the belt, Cathy raised up on her knees, thrust her hands inside my waistband and jerked my slacks and boxer briefs down in one swift motion. It was so swift, in fact, that I hadn't even had time to kick off my loafers and the trousers and underwear were tangled together with my shoes. But only temporarily.
In another moment they were off and I was left with nothing on except my socks. I just hate the image of a man having sex while wearing socks. It reminds me of an old porno movie that a high school friend once pilfered from his father's sock drawer. It was my first taste of hardcore porn and I liked it a lot . . . except for the socks. There was nothing sexy about a man wearing socks while fucking.
But I knew better than to take time to peel them off this time. Cathy's patience had run out. So had mine. We both needed to fuck. And we needed to do it immediately!
She lay back on the carpet and I quickly dropped to my knees between her legs. I moved my legs farther apart to open hers further to ease my entry. Cathy was looking up at me with those big brown eyes, only this time I saw a fire that I'd never seen before. I leaned toward her and pressed my lips to hers, fiercely parting her lips with my tongue. In the same motion, I pushed her bra upward until it was almost around her neck, giving me access to her firm breasts, which were rising and falling rapidly with each panting breath.
I reached down and guided the swollen head of my cock to her entrance and traced it up and down just inside her swollen lips. And then it hit me. "Oh shit," I swore. "I don't think I have a condom with me. Shit, shit, shit!"