"Hey Tammy, it's me."
"Hey. Are you still coming to visit?"
"Yeah, I'll land at 5:00pm on the 28th as hoped. Can you pick me up at the airport still or do I need to go ahead and rent a car?" I asked of my long time best friend, even if we hadn't shared more than a phone call in the last year.
"No, I'll be there; I look forward to seeing you and having you stay with us."
"I look forward to it , too. You sure Jake wont mind?"
"Jake will be gone most of the time you're here. Work keeps him busy, so for the most part it will be just the two of us. However, I will be gone some times during the day as well. I tried to clear this week but then a woman I work with emergency and will be out of town. I said I would work half shifts if they needed me to cover. Knowing my boss he will work me some."
"No problem. I should be able to come up with something to do while you're away, maybe some sightseeing. Sorry but I do need to let you go and attempt to tie up some of the lose ends around here before heading your way."
"Okay. If I don't talk to you before I will see you when I pick you up next week. Don't forget to bring your bathing suit. It's been hot as hell here, you'll need it."
"Thanks for the warning. Take care."
"You too...and have a safe trip."
Tammy and I said our good byes and hung up and I went to work making a list of all the minor details that I needed to make sure I dealt with before my trip. While working my mind over details like, what to wear, making sure I had a good book to read during the flight, and taking my cell phone charger; I also thought about how different my life was from Tammy's.
We were the same age and had attended everything from Kindergarten right on up through high school together. We both went to different ways then, though we still kept in touch. I had went to college and she moved further away and married Jake. I had only dated a few different men and certainly not anyone I wanted to marry. I focused on work and it has been over a year since my last boyfriend. Tammy and Jake have been happily married (except for when work kept him away so much) for the last two years. Still no kids, but Tammy said that they had decided to concentrate on their careers, him as a carpenter and her as a manager at a local grocery store.
Tammy and I had been talking about the huge Fourth of July celebration that occurred there every year. "The city has a parade, and entertainment, a little bit of everything, just a day of fun." was the way that she explained it. I admit, I wanted a change of pace and now was a good time for it since I had been laid off from my job as a secretary due to the company needing to cut costs. A vacation was what I needed. After I said I should come see it, Tammy's became excited by the idea and it took on a life all its own and we quickly decided that I would schedule a flight out the next day.
I'm not one to do spur of the moment things. I am more laid back in my approach to life, so I surprised myself by going through with our new plan. I couldn't have realized at that time exactly how many other surprises I would find during my week long vacation.
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The day of my flight saw me hurrying to finish all the last minute details. I was filled with an excitement that I hadn't known for quite some time. In just a few short hours, I would see Tammy for the first time in almost a year. And, with nothing tying me here, maybe I would find a new beginning there.
I stepped off the plane and true to her word, Tammy was there waiting on me. She had changed slightly from the way I remembered her, as we all do over time, her hair was longer and she had lost a little weight, and she looked very happy. I couldn't help but envy her slightly considering she had everything I could want.
Tammy and I hugged in greeting and said of how great it was to see one another again and how it had seemed like a lot longer than a year since we had been close enough to say "HI." without needing to pick up the phone. We complimented each other on the way our appearances had changed as we rushed around looking for my luggage.
On the drive to her house, we continued catching up. We talked about how she was happy with Jake and thought they had a great marriage when work didn't interrupt them. How great her job was. How her parents had been by to visit last month and they had a wonderful visit but her mom wanted to know when they could expect news of a grand child coming into the world. Tammy confessed to me that though they both wanted kids neither of them were ready to give up their careers or the privacy that is lost with kids in the house. She spoke of many other things and though most of the topics had been covered on the phone, they seemed to take on new meaning now that we were face-to-face. The hour-long ride, was filled with conversation and through it all I enjoyed her happiness. I let her guide the conversation, not mentioning that my life was a mess right now.
We walked into her house through the kitchen and was greeted by the sound voices coming from the livingroom. I assumed that one of them was Jake and Tammy told me that the other voice was Trevor, their next door neighbor. Jake was sitting facing toward the entrance to the livingroom and I said my "hellos" to him. The other man turned to face in my direction, my heart skipped a beat, it took a minute to respond when Jake finished the introductions.
Trevor stood up to his full six foot height and took a few steps toward me holding out his hand and saying it was nice to meet me and I stuttered out the same while taking in his appearance. He definitely fit the bill for tall dark and handsome. He was wearing shorts and a t-shirt, arms and legs were tanned, and he had the dark wavy hair that any woman would love. His smile was friendly, but what really caught me were his eyes. His eyes had little lines out to the side, giving a small hint to his age and though there was nothing remarkable about the brown eyes there was warmth to them. As if by looking at you, he could see deep inside you where all your secrets are kept.
I knew when Tammy asked if cooking out hamburgers was good enough for me tonight for dinner and Jake questioned if I had a good flight in that no one noticed my response to Trevor. Even Trevor apparently failed to notice my response to him as he began talking about how great it was to finally meet me since he had heard so much from Tammy about me. "What did she tell him about me?" I wondered silently and I could only wish that she had mentioned him to me as well. She should have warned me that her neighbor was every girl's fantasy and filled me in on the details about him, most importantly "Was he married?"
"Trevor, would you like to join us for dinner?" Tammy questioned of him.
"Sure, beats dining alone." He said without missing a beat.
"Great, it will give Jake someone to talk guy stuff with while we catch up on all the girl talk." She stated giving me a quick wink.
"I'll start on dinner, and you must be drained from your flight." Tammy said to me before continuing with "These guys will take your bags to the guest room upstairs." glancing at Trevor and smiling warmly at Jake. "Take as long as you need to freshen up" she continued talking to me, "and put on your bathing-suit. While Jake is grilling hamburgers, you and I can jump in the pool for a little bit."
I had to smile at her mothering attitude. Remembering how she had always been the one to decide how things were going to go when we were growing up how when she had decided on something being done that was the way it was going to be. With that knowledge, I decided that she wouldn't take "no" for an answer so I asked, "Where do I need to go to freshen up?"
"Oh, the guest bedroom upstairs on the right, left is my room. Each of them has their own bathroom, though yours only has a shower. I will get these two heading that way with your luggage. You go on up."
"Okay." I said still smiling as I headed toward the upstairs bedroom.
Once there I realized that I really needed to use the bathroom. I considered waiting until my bags were there, but the urge was a bit too strong to resist. When I was almost finished washing my hands afterward, I heard someone enter the room and I called out, "Just put them anywhere." I finished washing and pulled open the door and as I began through, I bumped right into Trevor who had just finished putting my biggest bag onto the bed. He had turned around just as I walked through the door and due to the close proximity, a collision was inevitable, and I felt myself bump into him. I felt my chest against his stomach and then his hands on my shoulders to steady us both.
I stuttered out, "I'm sorry" even as he said the same, and I mistakenly looked up and into his eyes and felt them once again burning into me, as if he would kiss me now, and I found that I hoped he would.
A kiss or anything else wasn't meant to be because at that time, Jake walked in carrying my other bag. Trevor and I stepped back away from one another quickly as if we were two naughty teenagers who had been caught in a forbidden embrace, quickly saying "sorry about that" to one another again. Jake, I noticed, was smiling as if he saw us as those two teens that were caught and trying to pretend innocence. I could tell that my cheeks flamed in embarrassment so I turned quickly towards the bag on the bed and began to open it, dismissing both men in one movement so that neither of them would see my now reddened face.