For the next several weeks, the young couple made love almost every day, as both were lifted by a combination of excitement and nervousness around what had occurred. During those encounters, Lynsay admitted bit-by-bit all the things she had seen and felt. Mike was wise enough not to act judgmental and only expressed his concern about her personal safety. It was an understandable message for the young wife, and helped relieve her of guilt.
There was of course the issue of dealing with Tucker and his ongoing presence. For the most part, Lynsay was able to steer clear of him and when they did interact, he never broached the subject. Mike on the other hand was in daily contact with the carpenter. At first, he felt very strange about the interaction the man had experienced with his wife. While there had been no physical contact, and no exposure, it still seemed like a shared intimate act. At first, he hoped the man would stay silent on the subject, but as time went by, his thoughts shifted, and he found himself hoping that he would say something to start a discussion. He knew it didn't make sense and he wasn't sure about his motivation, but it was real and he even went so far as making comments about Lynsay's opinion in the hopes of prompting a response. None was ever given, which made him wonder if it was due to the man's gallant attitude or complete indifference.
They were at the dinner table, three days before her next scheduled appointment, when the subject came up about using Connie.
"I'm not sure about it," she said when he asked about her plans.
"It will likely be awkward...very awkward..." Mike replied.
"I know..." Lynsay responded, but after a short pause added, "But, she's very nice. You know I do like her."
He could see in his wife's eyes confusion, but also a pleading look, as if she were seeking his approval.
"You could make an argument either way, I guess. Just do what feels right," he told her.
Lynsay approached the door with great trepidation wondering how they could possibly engage in a conversation. She expected that the older woman, like her, would be nervous and somewhat embarrassed, so she was shocked when she was met by a lively hello. It seemed that Connie didn't feel any shame whatsoever concerning her decadent sexual activity.
"Hi, Connie," Lynsay answered, struggling to maintain a clear voice.
"How have you been?" the woman asked.
Soon, they soon were engaged in a causal conversation just like on previous visits, and the young wife was surprised how quickly her nervousness had been extinguished by the woman. She clearly had a way of connecting with people, and Lynsay had mostly forgotten about the sex act when Connie suddenly went to it as she worked on her feet.
"What'd you think, honey?" she asked.
Instantly, she knew what the woman was asking, but being caught off guard, she stumbled for an answer, "What do you mean?"
"Last time, with Bo," she responded.
"It looked like you were...enjoying it...but you know...maybe I shouldn't have been there," she answered.
"Yeah, I'm telling you...I thought Tucker was nuts, but damn if I'm not liking it now," she admitted freely, and then continued with, "Bo is really good."
"Connie!" she replied in shock as she blushed deeply.
"You shouldn't have left. It was just getting started," the older woman stated.
"I was too nervous to stay," Lynsay replied.
Connie chuckled for several seconds and then said, "Nervous or horny? Did you tell your husband?"
The young wife was stunned by her blunt questions and the fact that they were very similar to her husband's. She was left speechless for several seconds before she answered.
"I told him," she admitted.
"What'd he say?" she asked as she continued to work.
"He got a little mad, but mostly because he...he was worried," she replied.
"Worried that you were going to do it, too?" she responded.
"No! No, Connie, he was worried about...my safety," she explained.
"Oh, sweetheart. Bo's a big teddy bear and Tucker just wants to watch," she laughed in her raspy voice, and there followed several minutes of silence before she spoke again, "You had wild eyes."
"What?" Lynsay responded in confusion.
"I looked over at you and you had a wild look in your eyes," she said, and then pointedly asked, "Did you get hot?"
"Shit, Connie," she gasped in profound embarrassment.
"I'm just sayin...from what I saw..." she started before Lynsay interrupted.
"Connie!" she cried out.
"Did you?" she asked in a matter-of-fact voice.
The seconds ticked by before the young wife finally decided to answer, "I...I...never watched anyone before."
"Meaning you did?" she pushed.
Lynsay wasn't sure why she answered as there was no real reason to, but somehow, she felt connected to the older woman, and in small voice said, "I guess...some..."
"Did you see how big he was? You ever been with a guy that big?" Connie asked, now getting specific.
"No!" she fired back, and then after a moment her curiosity got to her and she asked, "Did it hurt?"
"Bo knows what he's doing. He knows to start slow," she answered, and then she added, "He sure liked you there. It made him more excited. He was disappointed you left."
Lynsay was unsure how to take the comment, so she merely exclaimed once more, "Connie!"
"Did you tell your husband the details and get him worked up?" she asked, unfazed.
Instantly, her thoughts went to the torrid sex they had shared for the past several weeks driven to a large degree by her descriptions, admissions and responses. Somehow, the older woman had guessed what had occurred, but it wasn't something she wanted to discuss, so she put her off.
"Okay, no more talk of these things," she stated.
"I guess I have my answer," Connie cackled.
Soon, she finished and started putting her things away which relieved Lynsay from any further obligation to comment. She rose from the chair and pulled the money from her purse to pay just as the woman turned back and when they made eye contact the older woman's face exploded in a big grin. Despite her nervousness and concerns about what had occurred, she found herself returning the smile.
"I'll let you know about the next time and you can come by," she said, maintaining her look.
"No, Connie, not again...no," Lynsay said while shaking her head, suddenly losing the smile.
She didn't share the information about the invitation with her husband despite his pestering questions when she returned home from the appointment. For several weeks after she informed him of the voyeuristic episode, he had brought it up often during their lovemaking. She had to admit that at first it had been arousing, but she worried it had become a central theme. Her husband's initial shock at her participation had quickly turned into an obsession and he often would return to it in bed, probing for her motivations, feelings and reactions. He had long abandoned any anger or concern, and it seemed to her that on occasions he was actually encouraging more.
Lynsay's own thoughts and feelings were equally, if not more, complex. She certainly felt a level of shame at her actions and prayed that no one would ever find out. She knew that the other three present could tell one other person, and so on, which would create a geometric progression that might spread like wildfire. It terrified her and the impact in the small community would be devastating. Her only solace was the fact that those involved had an equal, if not greater level of guilt and risk, which should help maintain their silence. Then, there were the disturbing flashbacks that would sometimes hit her when she least expected them. Often, it was when she was driving or watching TV and her mind was relatively clear. They were always with her sitting in the chair watching, and the sights and sounds before her would make an excited shiver run through her body. She had kept this information from Mike, too embarrassed by the meaning to share.
Several months passed, and on occasion her husband would bring up the encounter during their time in bed, however it had diminished to the point that she felt comfortable. Similarly, her time with Connie was in a good place, as the older woman had stopped discussing her sexual play, rightly sensing that it was making her too uncomfortable. The only thing she couldn't rid herself of were the flashbacks, but thankfully, they were usually brief.
"Honey, I'm going to have Tucker redo the mantle," Mike announced to his wife one evening.
"Tucker? Why him? Can't we get someone else?" she asked with a look of distress.