"Are you going now? I thought your call time wasn't till 1."
Emily looks around, at the boxes of books and papers, clothes and linens, and all the other things she had taken with her to college — all sealed and ready to be moved. "Yeah. I want to talk to someone before I'm actually called."
"If you have to stay, your cousin will come by and get your stuff, right?"
"Yeah. He'll call first."
"So, what's your cousin like? Is he cute?"
"Eew. He's 26 and pudgy. Sarah, if you want to come to my family reunions you can just ask."
"Ha. Hey, some of us can't be as picky as you." The difference between Emily and Sarah usually was an unstated truth in their friendship — Sarah was plump with square features, while Emily had a slim, but not flat figure, a cute oval face, and long, golden-blonde hair. Neither had been surprised when Sarah came back after her evaluation. Without saying so, they know Emily is much more likely to be inducted.
"Well, you can definitely do better than Tyler." Emily looks around one more time, and checks to make sure she has her wallet, phone and charger. "Hey, can you take a picture of me before I go? This might be the last one like this for a while."
Sarah smiled, said "Sure," takes Emily's phone and motions Emily against the wall. She takes a few snaps, and then says, "You know, they won't let you keep the jewelry with you. Are you sure you don't want to leave them?"
Emily reaches up and touches her small stud earrings. "Oh, I wasn't thinking." She takes them out, removes her thin gold chain from her neck, and places them all inside the closest box. "Thanks."
"Sure."
"Well, I'm out of here. Thanks again." Emily reaches to give Sarah a hug, and holds on a little longer than she expected.
"Hey, Em, don't worry. You're so strong. They might not take you, but if they do, I know you'll be able to get through it."
"Yeah," Emily says, smiling weakly. "Thanks again. Gotta go. See you... whenever, I guess."
"See you later," says Sarah. Emily walks out into the dorm hall and closes the door behind her.
Yesterday morning, Emily was still worried about her Econ 102 final. Now that she's taken it, school is the last thing on her mind. She's avoided thinking about today for weeks, but now she's having to face it.
She walks out of the dorm into the San Diego sun. The "May gray" fog hasn't come yet, and so it's warm as she walks over to the trolley stop. She had deliberately worn her oldest t-shirt and the shorts with the curry stain, and a pair of cheap flip-flops, thinking that if she has to give something up...
She gets on the trolley, takes a seat, and pulls out her notice one more time. "Selective Service System / Order to Report for Evaluation and Possible Induction. The President of the United States, to EMILY A. ANDERSEN. Greeting: Having reached the age of eighteen years and ten months, you are hereby ordered for evaluation and possible induction into the Uniformed Services of the United States, and to report to the Service Selection Center (Female), 880 Front Street, Fourth Floor, San Diego, CA, no later than Thursday , May 14, 2020, at 1:00 p.m."
Emily rereads it over and over again. She doesn't even notice the woman who sits on the seat across from her, until she hears her speak. "Got your draft notice, huh? Wow, I remember that. Seems like a long time ago now."
Emily looks up at the woman. She looks to be in her mid-thirties, busty with a Mediterranean complexion. She's wearing a pink blouse and black slacks. "Yeah. Did you end up in the Corps?"
"Yep. They put me in Tactile. Ended up doing six years active duty."
"Six years? I thought they only made you do two!"
"Oh, I re-enlisted for the last four. I had a choice -- go home and do four years of uniformed reserve, or stay in and get my choice of duty station, and when I was mustered out, a full ride at whatever school would take me. I never could have gone to USC otherwise."
"Oh. Did you have trouble getting a job, having been, um, ..."
"A 'tactile entertainer'? No — people were more interested in my degree and my internships, and later my work experience, than in what I did before school. Of course, I don't usually go around advertising it, but I'm not sorry I did it."
"I can't imagine, doing it with all those men..."
"You know, after a while, it starts to become a job like any other. You're trying to keep the customers satisfied, as they say. It was hardest, and yet best, at the beginning... My first assignment was enlisted duty at Bagram in Afghanistan, and we saw a lot of guys just before they got sent on missions. Those guys were stressed out and frightened, and we kept their minds off of their troubles. Too many of them never came back... I felt like showing them a good time was a pretty small sacrifice for my country, compared to what they did."
"Hmm. I guess so."
"Yeah. Of course, most of it wasn't like that -- except for that first year I wasn't stationed near active combat. And that last year before discharge I went to Hawaii and was detailed as a personal to a vice admiral, which was pretty sweet. Not a lot of work, and lots of perks."
Emily looks down again at her paper again. "I wonder what will happen to me."
"Well, you never know. You might not pass evaluation, or pull a high number. But I knew a lot of girls who got drafted and we all made it through and got to go home at the end. You couldn't say that about men who were drafted."
"Hmm."
The trolley pulls into the last stop at the downtown San Diego train station. The woman says "Well, gotta go. Good luck. I'm sure whatever happens, you'll be OK."
"Thanks."
They both get off the trolley, and the other woman walks away toward the center of town. Emily looks over at the concrete shed that is the train station. She notices a historical marker, commemorating the historic Santa Fe Depot. "In September 1964, the U.S.S. Antietam, berthed across San Diego Harbor at North Island Naval Air Station, was the target of the second biggest non-nuclear explosion in history. Shrapnel damaged many buildings in Coronado and San Diego, and destroyed the historic Santa Fe Depot, originally built in 1915 to serve the Panama-California Exposition."
Emily has a little time before her appointment. She walks west to the harbor and looks across the water at the Antietam Memorial on North Island. Of course, she's been over to the memorial before. There had been a visitor center, showing films: Vice President Lodge touring the site just after the attack, President Nixon's speech denouncing the North Vietnamese government, and Congress voting to declare war.
Both Emily's grandfathers had joined the military shortly after the explosion, eager to fight against those who made the first foreign attack on the American mainland since the War of 1812 (if one ignored a few insignificant Japanese potshots off the California coast). Although the attack was horrible, it brought Americans together in ways nothing else could, uniting the people in the fight against the North Vietnamese and Communism worldwide.
And later today, Emily is going to be a part of that fight... sort of. Maybe. She wonders what her grandfathers would think.
Emily checks the time on her phone and realizes it's time to go to her first appointment. She heads inland to the federal building and takes the stairs to the fourth floor. But instead of entering the door marked "Service Selection Center (Female)," she finds the office marked "Social Health and Entertainment Corps Recruitment," and heads inside.
Emily finds herself in a small waiting room, with a bench. There's a locked inner door with a telephone. Emily looks up the name of her recruiter and dials the number given for "SSgt. Tiffany Bell." Sergeant Bell answers and asks her to wait a few minutes.
Emily sits down, noticing the paper towel dispenser next to the bench. Looking around, she sees a number of posters, advertising the Corps. "Don't Hide Your Light — Let It Shine," reads one, with a photo of women in Corps uniform, and the Visual Branch insignia in the lower right corner. Another just has words — "If we do not lay out ourselves in the service of mankind whom should we serve? — Abigail Adams" — and the insignia for Tactile Branch.
But it is the smaller poster in front of her, labeled "SHE Corps Uniform and Grooming," that she can't turn away from. She's confronted with the reality she's been trying not to think about. Under the title, it reads, "The SHE Corps working uniform consists of the livery necklace with rank insignia, the branch insignia earrings, the handbag with badge display, and heeled sandals." In the center is a full-length photo of a woman in Corps uniform, standing with her arms behind her: wearing these things, and absolutely nothing else.
Around the edges, notes are printed, with lines leading to relevant places on the body of the woman in the photo.