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"...and he loves it when other men can see them." This was the last part of a sentence that I overheard Susan telling Megan as I joined them for lunch.
"See what?" I asked, wanting to join in on the conversation, and glanced at a menu I knew well while also waiting for Susan to explain what I had missed in the conversation.
"Uh, nothing," Susan seemed somewhat embarrassed, and she tried to redirect the conversation. "So, how did your work trip go this last week?" She knew that I traveled frequently for work and had spent the last three days in Dallas on business.
Megan, for her part, chuckled. Clearly, there was some kind of inside secret going on here which I was not privy to. This was upsetting to me. I knew these two women well. We were about the same age, in our mid-forties, and our children had been friends. Now, we were all empty-nesters and going through all of the adjustments that having a house without children meant. One thing we had all done together was to go to the gym, lose weight, and get back in shape.
"Ladies, secrets? Really? I thought we told each other everything?" Megan, Susan, and I had been getting together for lunch, without our husbands, at least twice a month and we seemingly didn't hold back on personal details. Now, information was being withheld from me. Some sort of secret.
"Uh, nothing, Janet, okay?" Susan again tried to redirect the conversation.
My salad arrived and I took a bite from it keeping my thoughts to myself. This situation was hurtful to me.
Megan looked at me and could see that I was upset. She said something that surprised me. "Janet, we love you as a great friend, but we feel there are things we can't discuss with you." Megan paused and seeing that I wasn't satisfied with this explanation, continued. "Janet, you are more conservative than we are, especially when it comes to talking about the bedroom. That seems to embarrass you and you seem to be pretty straight-and-narrow, in your thinking and preferences."
This shocked me. My friends apparently thought I was some kind of prude! Do I tell them that just the night before I had let my husband eat my pussy. That was different, wasn't it? So, after a moment's thought, I decided to be brave and told them this.
"Uh, okay, he ate your pussy. That's nice," Megan, a redhead who stood about five-foot-five was having a hard time suppressing a laugh. "Janet, what Megan and I talk about when you are not around goes way beyond having your husband do some carpet munching."
"Way beyond," Susan added. "You wouldn't approve. So, tell us about Dallas. Did your presentation go well?"
Now I was both pissed and hurt. I had told them about letting my husband eat me and they treated it like it was nothing. "Okay, dam 'it. This isn't fair! You need to include me."
"You won't approve," Susan said simply.
"Okay, try me. When I came to the table you were saying he likes other men to see them. Tell me about that, I really want to know. Really."
"Okay, you asked for it," Susan set her drink down and surprised me by undoing the top buttons of her black blouse. Her white skin and the swell of her breasts encased in a delicate blue bra were now partially exposed and provided a delightful contrast with the dark material of her blouse.
I was confused. Susan was partially exposing herself to me and, for that matter, anyone else who happened to be near our table. How was this an answer?
"He likes for other men to see my boobs when we are out dining or partying and such, Janet," Susan responded as she locked eyes with me. "Like this, but way more."