Another long, endless day of dark sensual thoughts, of wet heated arousal!
As the key to my apartment door clicks into place, the door opens and I step inside - into my new, recently acquired den of a guilty pleasure. Coming home has never been such a hotly anticipated part of my day.
The silence of my private sanctum embraces me, takes hold of me pulling me deeper inside.
I switch on the soft interior illumination and walk straight through the spacious apartment, eyes focused on one thing... is he there?
Ohhhhh please let him be there...
The dizziness I feel from my restricted breathing makes my body only too aware of how addicted I have become to this part of my life.. to this man.
Drawing back the sheer window coverings, I stand there looking out into the night trying to focus on the building opposite mine.
My attention on one window in particular.
When did I become aware of my audience? When did my body start craving the indecent, depraved need I had to share myself with a stranger?
My secretive, shameful secret excites me beyond an acceptable level I know.
I have found a whole new life with him, because of him.
My eyes widen as a movement catches my eyes, yes he is there - he is always there!
Sitting in his darkened room, returning the scrutiny of my apartment window.
My fingers shake slightly as I lift them and unfasten each button of my blouse, my breath clouding the window I am standing so close, the soft silk of my blouse soon discarded onto the floor.