When five o'clock rolled around I scrambled out of work as fast as I could, anxious for a Friday afternoon pint, following a long and tedious work week. When I arrived at Whiskeytown for my favorite happy hour, my friends were already there. Our little group met most weeks at one time or another for an after work drink.
Jim was an old college roommate, who now worked in finance at an office near Wall Street. Though we worked in different departments at an ad agency, Wendy was a soft-spoken Chinese girl who was a coworker of mine. I knew Jim had a serious crush on her. Likewise, I was enamored with Julie, or Jules as we called her; a gorgeous, tall brunette with striking eyes and a beautiful smile. She worked with Kat, a feisty Italian girl who never passed up an opportunity to make a wisecrack. Kat was a real troublemaker and, little did I know, she was about to complicate the situation with our crushes.
"Hey guys!" I exclaimed, settling onto the empty stool they had reserved for me. They all greeted me excitedly, as I exchanged a smile with Jules, then began pouring over a long selection of craft beers. Jim and Kat were in mid-discussion.
"I'm just saying... there's no way he'd get away with anything like that at literally any company in this country. They'd terminate his ass so fast," Kat was saying.
"Yeah, but you know... this is a corrupt government we're talking about," Jim replied.
"Guys, guys... just call your congresswoman already. Enough politics for now," Jules laughed.
"Seriously," said Wendy.
"Yeah, I don't want to hear anything except what you're drinking, or what you're doing this weekend," I joked.
"Oh! My friend has open studio in Brooklyn this weekend," said Wendy, "If anyone wants to check it out."
"Yeah!" said Jules.
Suddenly Kat's eyes lit up. "Oh! Guys!"
"What?" we all asked, as our drinks arrived.
"I just remembered..." I could see a devilish grin forming on her face. "Have you heard the news about that new midtown spa?" We shook our heads no. "Well... apparently people are all up in arms because they're doing this new thing since last week..."
"What new thing?" asked Jules, her curiosity piqued.
"So- you know the place, right? Spa Garden. The multi-floor one with all the different kinds of saunas, and the rooftop pool?" continued Kat, "They've started this new thing where on Sunday evenings from six to ten, part of it goes clothing optional! Or rather, nude I guess."
The waitress did a double-take before she left. Everyone started smirking and staring at Kat in disbelief.
"Like... it's still same-sex though, right?" asked Jules.
"Nope!" said Kat proudly. "Men and women together, letting it all hang out!"
We all laughed nervously.
"Well I know what you're doing this weekend, then," chuckled Jules.
"Totally!" exclaimed Kat, who didn't seem as anxious about the idea as the rest of us. "Who wants to join me?!" she added.
We all laughed again, not taking her seriously. Wendy shrunk in her seat.
"Jim?" she asked, casting him a glance.
"Don't look at me..." he said, lifting his glass to his face to hide behind it.
"Adam?" she said, looking at me.
"Um..." I said.
"Come on guys!" said Kat, "Stop being such prudes. Jules, you'll come with me, right?"
Jules threw her head back and laughed. "I dunno if I could do that!" she admitted.
"It's easy! You just strip down to your birthday suit and go sauna hopping as you normally would. It'll be fun!"
Jules was still laughing and turning red. She snuck a nervous glance at me.
Kat continued sarcastically, needling at Jules' embarrassment, "You're telling me you don't want to see a bunch of young, muscular dudes roaming around with their thick shlongs swingin' about?" She kept nudging her excitedly.
Wendy's jaw dropped as everyone burst into full on laugher.
"Um... when you put it that way..." Jules said, trying to hold back another laugh. I perked up, wondering if she was serious or just joking. She glanced at me as if to check if I was jealous.
"Great, that's one, who else wants to join us?" asked Kat. Jules looked surprised, realizing that her comment didn't really amount to an agreement. On the other hand... she didn't protest.
I wondered if secretly Jules was curious and wanted to go, but didn't want to admit it to anyone. I started to panic. If she really was going, there was no way I could decline. I'd never forgive myself for passing up an opportunity to be naked with Jules. I was hopelessly curious about what her body looked like. But if she really didn't have any intention of going, then I risked offending her by actually agreeing.
I decided to offer to join them, and then pass it off as a joke if Jules showed any sign of disappointment.
"I fear Kat's wrath more than public nudity, so I guess I'm in too," I sighed.
"Yes!" shouted Kat.
Jules' eyes widened and she looked at me with a smirk, still saying nothing. I gulped. I thought: Was this really happening? Was I going to go to a co-ed nude spa with Jules and Kat?
I quickly looked at Jim, feeling like I needed his support.
"Uh... I guess... I'll try it?" he said hesitantly.
Jules and Kat were grinning, then all heads turned toward Wendy. She had been silently cowering off to the side, hoping the conversation would in no way turn in her direction. Her eyes darted around at all of us, in particular Jim. It was no secret that they had sexual tension, any more than it was about Jules and me.
"I- dunno..." she said, as if she was about to cry.
"Please come, I don't want to be the only one of us girls scared shitless..." Jules whispered. Instantly I knew that Jules really was serious about going, whether she originally intended to be or not. My heart started racing.
"O-kay...?" Wendy whimpered.
Jim and I exchanged a glance. Neither of us could believe what was happening. We'd probably both dreamed about seeing Wendy or Jules naked a thousand times, but never imagined we'd ever hang out as a group of friends together, without any clothes on whatsoever. It was as frightening as it was thrilling.
"Perfect! The gang's all in!" Kat squealed, with satisfaction. "If you thought we knew each other pretty well already, just wait until Sunday night rolls around!" she added with a laugh.
We all laughed nervously, then sipped our drinks in silence, each of us wondering what we just got ourselves into.
That night, I could think of nothing but the moment when I'd see Jules' nude body for the first time, and when she'd see mine. The only antidote to the sheer terror that I felt was reminding myself how excited I was. My already potent curiosity about her body became suddenly relentless.
I wondered what her boobs looked like, reminding myself of how they looked bulging from within her clothing. I wondered what I'd find down below. Was she shaven or trimmed? Full bush? I obsessively worried about what she'd think of my body. Was I fit enough? What would she think of my penis, once it was there exposed in front of her? I was churning with excitement and anxiety, and barely slept.
The following day it was still like a dream. I went through the weekend trying to not think about it. It wasn't real yet. But it was about to be.
Sunday afternoon came around and I lingered at home nervously. I texted Jim to make sure he was still going. He was. I began to panic, wondering if Jules would chicken out and bail on me. I had to go to the bathroom over and over, due to sheer nervousness. The minutes crept by like this, until finally the clock stubbornly noted that it was time to leave. I hopped in a cab and off I went.