I threw my clothes over to another lounger, so that I would have to get up to re-dress... And if my wife or an unexpected guest arrived, there would be no mistaking that I was lying outside naked, it felt fantastic, daring and exciting. .
As I lay out, the sun shining on my exposed penis for the first time I felt so free, confident and happy that I had made the leap into being in my natural state. It felt right.
I laid there for about 20 minutes, then it was time for a dip. After my nude swim, I stood to dry myself. It's quite private but a few houses definitely have a view through to the pool area. I knew I had to embrace my nudity and was proud of myself, so I dropped the towel and just stood there taking in the moment. It felt incredible and exciting that I could be seen.
I can't wait til the summer when I hope this becomes my morning routine. Next steps are to ask my wife to join me, probably when she catches me. Could I be brave enough to carry on with my new found start to the day when we have guests I wonder?
I hope to try and visit a nudist beach this summer too, there are clothing optional beaches near La Rochelle I believe and feel ready to try social nudity. I'm going on my own soon to do some jobs while my wife works in London. I plan on being nude the whole time and one day when the sun is shining, I'll be off to the beach. Can't wait to be nude, be fully exposed, walk, talk and swim with nowhere to hide.