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My name is Christina or Tina, which is what most of my friends call me. Not that I have all that many friends. I've never been popular, and really, I'm not very pretty, I've never had much attention from guys. I'm tiny, flat chested and pale, I have a big nose and funny lips and even though I'm 18 and a senior in high school, I often get mistaken for a freshman. I have thin, fine stringy ash blonde hair and I still have acne smattering my cheeks. My eyes are a pale grey, almost white, and I look almost like an albino, but I'm not. I'm 5'4" and weigh 90 lbs but I'm not anorexic or anything like that, I eat, I just don't like to eat a lot. Too much to eat makes me feel sick. I don't feel sexy, I've never had a boyfriend or anything like that, but I'm not a virgin. I lost my virginity to a younger boy when I was 16, he was 15 and I think at first he thought it was cool to hang out with someone who could drive. It happened one night in his parent's driveway and he never talked or even looked at me again. I was so ashamed, it made me think that he thought I was ugly or not sexy or something, he may have just been embarrassed but I have stayed away from guys ever since. I'm shy at school I guess and I only have a few friends, mostly dorky wallflower girls like me, but there are a few dorky guys who talk to me. I wear mostly loose clothes so people don't see how thin I am and the only makeup I like to wear is eyeliner. I don't even like to wear lipstick. But lately, I've been thinking about sex a lot, and I have been really horny. I had pretty much given up on guys in general, but I had been waiting to turn 18 so that I could go buy a dildo or vibrator.

That's what I had been fantasizing about when I masturbate, not even a real guy. So, the night after my 18th birthday, I told my parents I was going to meet my friend Darcy at the mall and go shopping or get something to eat, but really, I had found a little store across town that I wanted to check out. I look young, really young, like I could be 14 or 15. This was a porn store, obviously, and I wanted to try to be as inconspicuous as possible so I put my hair in a ponytail and tucked it in to a baseball cap, pulled low over my eyes and wore a pair of those yellow lens glasses. This place is a metal warehouse looking building off the interstate across town and out a few miles. When I pulled in to the parking lot there were a few cars, but not too many so I tried to find a place that was close to the door, but not too well lit up so my car wouldn't be noticed in case someone would recognize it. When I went in the door the desk clerk asked me for my ID. He was a man in his mid 20's or so, if I had to guess, with longish wavy brown hair wearing a blue t-shirt and blue jeans. He looked at my ID, then at me and said come in as he handed me back my license. I put my id back in my purse then he said to me, "Can I help you find anything?"

Embarrassed and a little bit nervous I looked around the place. It didn't seem to be as big as it looked from the outside. I didn't see any toys. "I'm looking for a toy." I said, not looking right at him. "For a friend." I added.

I didn't see him smile but I could tell he was from his voice. "OK, they're behind you to your left."

"Thanks." I said and walked away, in the direction that he had said. I looked up to find my way and caught the gaze of an older man, looked to be in his 40s or 50s. He smiled and said 'Hi." I said "Hi" back as I hurried by.

I was embarrassed to be there but I was also excited: the way that man had looked at me made me feel sexy: I could tell he wanted me. I found the toy section and started looking for one that might be nice for me. It was making me wet thinking about how each one would feel inside of me. I was getting a little bummed because I would have to wait until after my parents were asleep to try one out. Before too long, I noticed the man who said Hi to me had come in to the same aisle as me. I could feel him looking at me, I looked up and our eyes met. He smiled and nodded at me. I could feel my cheeks flush with embarrassment. He walked closer to me.

"Is this your first time in a place like this?"

I just nodded.

"It's OK, we're all here for the same thing."

His honesty and forthrightness put me at ease a bit.

"Sometimes I wish I was a girl, because you have all these neat toys to choose from. All we really have are our hands."

This made me giggle and I looked up at him. He had short cropped salt& pepper hair and hazel eyes, he was about 5'10" with a little bit of a belly but with thick arms and hands. The fact that he was standing here talking to me was a bit embarrassing but also turning me on. He asked me about my age and I told him I was just 18 then he asked me about my school. I told him I was still in high school but was going to graduate next May. He asked me about boyfriends and if I still lived with my parents. I told him no boyfriends, but that I still live with my parents.

"Yeah," he sighed, "That's why I'm here too."

I looked shocked.

"Not that I live with my parents, I mean, I do, sort of. My mother lives with me, so rather than get caught, I just come here to take care of myself. I like to watch movies."

I was puzzled. "What do you mean?"

"Well, I like the preview rooms. There is a theater, which is open like a theater, so it's too public for me, then there is the arcade, which takes dollar tokens and winds up taking too much money for me, but there are preview rooms – you pick out a movie and you can preview it in a private room for like six dollars."

"Oh, well that's a good idea."

"You probably still live with your parents, huh?" He asked me.

"Yes." I said.

"Well, I'll pay for your preview and throw in a little extra to help you buy your toy if you promise to stop in and say hi while I'm watching my movie. There's only 4 rooms back there. I'll leave the door cracked a little bit, I'll probably be the only one in there anyway."

He pulled a $20.00 out of his pocket and handed it to me.

"Take it in any case, it's my pleasure to help out a sweet young lady."

I blushed and took the money.

He walked off toward where the DVDs were located.

I kept looking for my toy and heard him pay for his preview and he walked back and was buzzed through a door. I found a nice pink squishy one that looked about right, then I went and picked out a DVD, which was the first one I saw. I had never watched a movie like this before so I figured it wasn't like I needed to be too picky. Besides, I didn't want him to think I was just going to leave. I knew what he was going to be doing in there and it turned me on. I was hoping to be able to see. I never saw a guy do that before, but thinking about it was always something that turned me on.

I took my DVD up to the counter and asked to preview it. The clerk asked if I was going to pay for my dildo. I said sure, he rang me up and I paid him. He told me I was in room 2. I put the dildo in my purse and went back to where the door was for him to ring me in. My heart was pounding as I walked through the door, and I could feel the wetness growing between my legs. I didn't know people did this kind of stuff! It was so exciting! There was a small hallway with 2 doors on each side. The first one on the left was open some and said one on it. There was a little red light above it that was on. The one next to it also had the light on and said 2. I walked over to number 2 and opened the door. Standing there, I could see in room one, where my new friend was sitting on a loveseat looking up at me. He smiled and said 'Hi'. I stood there with my hand on my door for a second. I waved and said 'Hi'.

"Can I see what you got?", he asked me. "You can come in for a sec if you want."

I walked in to his little room and he scooted over on the loveseat while pulling up his pants. I caught a glimpse of his hard cock for a second but not too much to really see it.

"Close the door." He said to me.

I closed the door and sat down next to him.

"I'm curious to see what you got, do you mind?"

"No." I said and pulled the package out of my purse.

"Wow", he said. "That's pretty big. I didn't think it would be that big."

It was long, almost a foot, but I could get my fingers around it, so it wasn't really too big around. It was squishy, so I figured I would need a lot to hold on to.

"Can we open it?" He asked me. I looked at him and said "Sure." I realized that I was looking at his unzipped pants the whole time and blushed and just said "O.K."

He handed it to me and I pulled off part of the clear plasic wrapping over it and pulled it out. He held out his hand and said. "I can throw that away." He put it in a little trash can on the floor. He held it in his hand. "Nice" he said stroking it some, then handed it to me. Then he sat back and looked at me and grabbed his hard dick. I couldn't help but watch him, and he could see.

"Do you like watching me?" he asked. I nodded, "Yes I do."

"Can I watch you play with that? Please? I just want to watch."

I didn't know exactly what to do. I wasn't sure about taking off my pants in front of a complete stranger, but I mean, here I was watching him. Well, he didn't have his pants all the way off, I could do the same. It was really only fair.

"OK, just for a minute." I said.

I sat the toy between us, unsnapped and unzipped my jeans, lifted my hips off the loveseat and pulled my jeans down to the middle of my thighs. I looked at him and he was looking at my panties. They were just some blue cotton flowery panties, nothing sexy at all. I noticed him get bigger and harder. I looked back at him and he was looking at me and I smiled. He could tell I was nervous.

"It's OK if you just want to sit like that for a while it will be fine. If you get nervous, you can leave, it's OK."

This kind of put me at ease, then he sat back some and started watching the screen. I just kind of started watching it too. There was a girl in pigtails giving head to some guy on a park bench. He then stood her up, flipped up her skirt, pulled her panties down and started doing her doggie style. I looked over at my friend who was stroking his cock. I could tell he was trying not to pay attention to me. I couldn't believe I was here, I felt so bad, like I was being really nasty, but it felt good and I was super turned on, more turned on than I ever had been in my life, I think. I started to rub my pussy through my panties. I couldn't believe how wet I was! It didn't take long to soak through my panties. Then I stuck my hand down my panties. He was watching me now and I could see that he was really hard. I lifted my hips and slid my panties down. Then I suddenly got embarrassed. I wondered if he thought I would have a pretty pussy so I closed my legs. He must have seen my face turn red.

"Are you OK?" he asked.

"I can't believe I'm doing this." I said. "Do you think I'm pretty?"

"You're gorgeous!" He said. I don't think anyone had ever called me gorgeous.

I was so turned on I started rubbing my legs together, then I spread them some and slid my fingers down my slit and started rubbing my clit. Then I slid my middle finger in to my vagina and started sliding it in and out, then slid my ring finger in too. I was hotter and wetter than I had ever felt myself before and I wanted that new toy inside of me in the worst way! I reached over with my left hand and grabbed it, then pulled my fingers out and started to rub it against my clit and lips, getting it wetted up some to slide it in. With my pants and panties up on my thighs, it was awkward to try to get a good angle with the long toy, so I pulled my pants and panties down past my knees and they slid to the floor around my ankles. I was basically naked from the waist down, watching a dirty movie with a strange man and masturbating with a 12" rubber toy. I felt so dirty and excited! I spread my legs to let my lips wrap around the toy and began to push it into the opening of my vagina. It felt so good in there; I could feel my pussy pulsing in excitement.

"Oh my, you have a beautiful pussy." He was looking right at me now, with my new toy sticking in my most private of places. I had never thought about how pretty my pussy was before. I wasn't sure what someone would think of it, and to be honest, I hadn't ever really looked at it too closely.

"Why do you think that?" I asked him as I kept sliding the toy deeper and deeper inside of me.

"You have a nice big clit that's pretty and pink and sticks out, and gorgeous thick, pink and smooth inner lips."

"You like my pussy?" I asked him looking at him, feeling like a naughty little girl.

"Yes I do, can you toward me some so I can get a better look?" As he said that he shifted on his hip to face me better and let his pants slide down some.

I turned sideways to face him and slid my foot out of my pants and panties then leaned back against the arm of the loveseat. He scooted over some to make room for my leg. I pushed the toy in as deep as it would go, maybe a little more than half way and started to move it in and out in long strokes. A couple of times it hit his arm. He would move his arm so it would touch the end of it, so I guess he liked it.

"Can I hold that?" he asked me. I just nodded and he grabbed the end of it moving along with my strokes.

Pretty soon his hand was touching mine and we were fucking my pussy with the dildo together. "You can let go, I want to use it on you all by myself, OK?" I let go and started playing with my clit with both hands, rolling it between my fingers.

"You have a beautiful clit, I like the little cleft on the underside of it, and the way it sticks so far out."

He started pushing it in to me as far as it would go, thrusting a little harder with each push. Pretty soon his hand had slid up and I felt his finger touch my left inner lip and I let out a gasp. It felt so dirty and nasty and good for this man who was older than my dad to be touching my hot little pussy.

"Does that feel good? Is that OK?" He asked.

"Yes, it's OK." I said to him breathlessly. Then he grabbed the toy with his other hand and pushed my fingers aside as he began to rub at my clit. He shifted his weight some and I could feel his hot hard cock touch my calf, and I couldn't help but to rub against it.

"Oh that feels good," he said, "do you want to touch it?"

I reached down and grabbed it. It was hot and hard and much bigger around than the toy. I could barely get my fingers around it. I started stroking it as he pumped my pussy with the toy which was now so wet and throbbing I could hear it squishing with each thrust. Then he slid down with his knees on the floor and took my other hand and placed it back on his cock.

"I want to taste your pussy." He said and bent down cupping his mouth over my pussy, sucking my inner lips and clit into his mouth and started rolling my clit with his tongue.

"Oh my God, no one's ever done that before! Oh my ..." I couldn't take it anymore, I could feel pussy start to throb and contract uncontrollably as my legs started shaking and wave after wave of orgasmic bliss took over my body! When I had calmed down he lifted his head up and looked at me smiling.

"Did you like that?" he asked me.

"Oh my God, that was awesome!"

He slid the toy out of me and I could feel my juices flow out.

"Oh my, you're dripping wet, girl." He scooted back some stroking his hard cock and turned me to face him. I looked at him stroking himself right in front of my pussy which was now swollen and dark pink. I started to rub my clit while watching him stroke off.

"Do you want to touch it again?" He asked me.

"Yes." I said looking at him as he scooted forward and I grabbed him and started stroking him. He was so close to my pussy now and started thrusting my hips up to grind my pussy against my wrist as I stroked him.

"Can I rub this against there? I won't put it in if you don't want."

"Yes, I want to feel it."

He put his hands under my hips and pulled me out further on the loveseat, then put the head of his cock right on my clit and started to rub it back and forth. It was so hot and firm, and it felt so good and I felt so dirty and slutty and good for letting him do this. Then he pulled my t-shirt up over my bra and reached around me and undid my bra, pushing it up over my boobs.

"Oh my, look at those pretty nipples, they're so pink and puffy." Then he cupped my boobs in his hands and started rolling my nipples between his thumb and fingers. That felt so good, and I reached down and pressed his head against my clit and he started thrusting up and down against my pussy slit and I could feel his balls against my ass when he thrusted.

"Oh my, you're so wet." he said letting go of my boobs. He straightened up some and took hold of himself and started back and forth against my lips, working down toward the opening of my vagina. My pussy was throbbing again by now, feeling him right there. Then he looked up at me.

"Do you want me to put it in you? Do you want me to fuck you?" I didn't even say anything and he pushed his head into the opening of my vagina and started thrusting in to me. I let out a gasp of pleasure. He was thick and spread me wide open, wider than the toy and I felt filled up.

"It is OK?" He said. "Does that feel good?" He was thrusting deeper and deeper in to me now, and he pulled my knees up by my shoulders and leaned forward thrusting his full lenght inside of me and I could feel his balls against my ass. I felt like such a dirty little slut, it felt so good for this old man to be fucking me in this place. I couldn't talk, but just kept moaning in pleasure as he started fucking me harder and harder as his cock swelled up inside me and finally started pulsing as he thew his head back and let out a gasp and pumped his load of cum deep in to my pussy. I felt like such a little whore, so dirty and nasty and slutty. It felt wonderful, and then I came again thinking about how I let this man, this old man whose name I didn't even know fuck me and cum inside me. I started to shudder again and I could feel my pussy pulsing and his cock throbbing. He pulled out of me as I was still shaking and my pussy was still pulsing and it pushed his hot cum out and it ran down my ass and dripped on to the floor.

He stood up and pulled up his pants. "Thank you, that was the best thing that's happened to me in a long time." He said. "I hope to see you again sometime." Then he walked out the door.

I got dressed, put my toy in my purse and left too, trying not to look at the clerk. All the way home, I could feel his cum still dripping out of my pussy reminding me of how good and nasty and slutty it felt to act like such a little whore.