This is actually part of the first story I wrote. The chapters should be read in order in order to make sense. There are 11 chapters (so far) and they contain many themes of group sex, loving wives, incest, and exhibitionism. I will try to put them in the right categories.
You will notice that some of the chapters are almost duplicates of stories I've already published. That's because those stories were taken out of this one and edited to be stand alone pieces. They are:
Becoming a slut at my summer job
Becoming a hot mom
A girl needs comfort
Watching the pool party
Friends and family miss the playoffs.
In this context they are part of a larger narrative. Here those stories are longer and contain other topics as well. Enjoy.
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Wednesday
Next 2 days at work were busy. Julie asked me if I'd noticed Amanda's new style. I told her I had and that I kept complimenting her. Julie said she was also telling Amanda how good she looked.
Wednesday after work Cindy had called and asked me to drop a school book, she left at our house, off at her mom's house for her. I drove home, got the book, and headed to Cindy's house.
Cindy's mother had not remarried. She was nice enough, but always seemed unhappy. She and I got along, but didn't really have a relationship. Even though she wanted the divorce, she was very unhappy when Mark started dating my mom. I think she thought that he'd stay miserable too.
When I got there I knocked on the door. I prepared myself. I was still dressed from work and I was on the verge of slutty. I assumed I'd get some comment.
There was no answer. I knocked again and she opened the door. She looked like she'd been crying, I didn't want to intrude. I told her I was dropping off Cindy's book. She sniffled and thanked me. She said Cindy was at a friends.
I said thanks and started to leave. Her sniffling bothered me. I turned back and asked if she was OK? She assured me she was, thanked me for asking, and then burst into tears standing in the doorway.
I put my arm around her and guided her back in the house. We sat on the couch and she hugged me and sobbed on my shoulder. I finally got the story out of her.
She'd been dating a guy for two weeks. She'd thought it was going somewhere. This weekend she had sex with him. He'd just called and broke up with her. She told me that since her divorce, she had not had a relationship that lasted more than two weeks.
"What's wrong with me," she sobbed. "Am I that ugly?"
Actually, except for the unhappy look, she was attractive. She was about 5'6", 110, long hair, pretty face and skin. My first guess was she was a lousy lay or a pain in the ass to hang out with. I assured her she was attractive.
"Look at your daughter," I said reassuringly. "She's gorgeous and she looks like you."
She sniffled, "You really think so?"
"Absolutely," I responded.
She looked at me, thanked me, but still clung to me. I kept my arm around her. She kept sniffling. She started going through all her relationships. A lot of them ended right after she had sex with them.
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No wonder she's upset, I thought. I don't blame her for doubting herself.
She realized what she was saying and started putting herself down.
"I must be a lousy fuck," she said. "They fuck me and leave me. How can I be so bad."
Then she burst into the tears again, and cried into my shoulder. I felt bad for her and held her reassuring her. I told her she couldn't be that bad. For most men, even if you're just there they think the sex is good. She laughed.
I assured her she was gorgeous and sweet. I did say she often looked unhappy. I asked if she thought that might have anything to do with it.
She told me she was unhappy, but mostly because she was lonely. It was hard being alone for so long. She always felt she was missing something. She said her divorce from Mark was her fault. She always felt she could not connect even though she'd tried.
She started crying again. She was sobbing that she was ugly, a lousy lay, and something was wrong with her that she couldn't connect.
For my part I held her and told her that there was nothing wrong with her. That she was pretty and had not found the right person yet. She pulled away from me, looked at me, and thanked me for being so sweet.