The next day Jamie sent an edited version of the video to me and Trevor both. She told us both to give her an OK or tell me what we wanted changed, if anything. Separately she told me that she would wait another twenty-four hours either way before uploading it, just to give me one last chance to change my mind.
I'll be honest: I didn't actually watch it all the way through. I tried, but almost as soon as I started it I saw Jamie and me side-by-side and I lost all my confidence from the previous night. Jamie was so beautiful, so graceful and sexy. I, by comparison, was awkward-looking, chubby and not someone anyone would find attractive, much less hot. At least that's what I thought at the time. And I knew that if I watched more, I might find it so bad I'd ask Jamie to delete it and forget the whole thing. So I pretended I'd seen it and told Jamie I was OK with it. This was stupid, but hey, it was my first time. She replied she'd upload it evening next day.
That day came and went. At seven in the evening, her usual upload time, my phone buzzed.
>Last chance now hun, u 100% sure you're OK with this going up?<
I typed quickly, before I could change my mind
>I'm sure. do it<
No reply. A minute passed. Then another.
>Done. It's up< I sat down so I didn't fall over. There was a video of me up on the internet jerking off someone. Me. Beth from Botaka. Good girl, never-got-in-trouble Beth. There was a video of me jerking a dick. Kissing it. Getting cum all over me.
Holy crap.
I thought, scared. Then:
I wonder what people will think of it?
I sat there, waiting, thinking, hesitating. After a while I fished out my phone and went to Jamie's website. The video was there. The thumbnail showed me and Jamie standing side-by-side. Its title was "My new friend helps me take care of T's huge, throbbing cock and ends up taking a big load all over herself".
Well
, I said to myself.
it's up. May as well watch it now, I guess.
Watching the video back was weird to say the least. Seeing yourself jerking someone off from their point of view is a strange feeling, and watching in the light of day was very different to going through it; I still hated the way I looked in it, the way my body was shaped, my scared expression early on and my fumbling hands. Jamie looked gorgeous as always and I again found myself drawn to her breasts. And Trevor, well -- what little of him was in the video looked great, in my book. Jamie had done a good job editing; she'd cut out the more awkward moments and mine and her little asides. I watched it start to finish and found myself watching the end again and again. No, I didn't like how I looked and briefly wishedI'd had had the confidence to take my top off, too, but there was one moment when I thought I looked good: At the end, waving at the camera, with Trevor's semen all over me.
Damn, but I looked hot as hell like that, I thought. Finally, I glanced down at the bottom of the screen. The video had been up for maybe twenty minutes, but there already three comments. Heart racing, I clicked the little speech bubble icon that would show them. Even as I did, the number changed -- there were six now! I read through them:
"damn that girl was HUNGRY for his cock looked like she was starving -- I love chubby girls who are desperate for good cock"
"I would let either of you go to town on my 10 or both ;)"
"shit who is she i need to see her swallow a cock"
"plz do one with just the two of you <3"
"would kill to have that new girl sit on my face for ten minutes"
"new contest for a chance with both of you WHEN?!"
I put the phone down. I couldn't believe it. People had watched it. People had watched me do... that.
Me!
And they liked it! They thought it was hot they thought... they thought
I
was hot! They wanted more videos with me. On my bedside table my phone buzzed. A text from Jamie.
>Pretty good traffic so far, hun. You alright?<
>Im ok. any donations?<
>Not yet, give it a little bit.< So I sat and waited. Part of me wanted to go over to Jamie but another part was anxious. I kept checking my phone every few minutes, looking for more comments. The initial deluge slowed down pretty quickly, but they kept trickling in. After a few hours there were maybe two dozen comments, and they mostly shared the same theme as the first six. There were some who commented on my appearance in comparison to Jamie's, but more that said they'd hope to see more of me. Obviously, many were extremely explicit which left me feeling strange, but in a good way. Eventually I decided I needed to stop refreshing the page constantly and went to sleep.
The next day was a Saturday and I woke up to my phone buzzing.
>Hun, u up?<
>yeah<
>Donations blew up during the night, hun! I've got 14 donations so far, the highest one for $25!< I stared at my phone for a whole fucking minute.
>yore kidding me<
>No! Girl you made nearly $100 last night!< I sat up.
A hundred fucking dollars?
I'd made more money than I would have made working an entire day at Bart's -- even on a good day, tipping-wise!
>Wanna come over and read some of the comments?<
>I read som last night<
>No I mean the donation ones< I remembered Jamie telling me that when you donated to her site, you got to leave a comment directly to her, and that she tried to respond to each one, to encourage more donations in the future. My heart leapt, but I replied saying I'd shower then be right over. My head was a whirl as I showered and got dressed.
A hundred dollars for just one video.
Okay, in the grand scheme of things a hundred bucks wasn't that big a deal -- a tenth of my rent, or there abouts. But hey, if I did more...
I didn't even bother properly drying my hair I was so eager to get over to Jamie's. When she opened the door her face was beaming; she hugged me and kissed me on the cheek.
