It took me a long time to get to sleep that night. Night Junky kept playing through my mind, and my fingers kept creeping down to my pussy.
But the gradual escalation of my exposure over the last few weeks also creeped into my mind. At first I had initiated everything. But my brother had taken over, and I was in no doubt the boys were very much in control.
There was a rhythm to how things escalated. They would move things on a little. I wouldn't resist and so I'd be a little more exposed, a little less in control. That would keep us all happy for a few days. Then they'd escalate again.
Things always escalated on a Monday. They had the weekend away from me, but I have no doubt I was a hot topic of conversation. So they had time to plan.
But 5 days of the same thing, the same level, was too long. So there was an escalation mid-week too.
I had been so close to stopping it all when I was in my room, before we played Just Dance. But today had been incredible. I was hooked, an addict. I knew I couldn't stop it now even if I wanted to. I would ride this train all the way to the end. The boys would try and escalate in a few days. I had no idea what they would do. But I knew I would go along with it. I was powerless to stop it now. Then a few days later they would escalate again. And again. And again. It was a very scary thought, but also intoxicating and exciting.
Tuesday and Wednesday were the same level. I heard Night Junky enough times that I knew the words and the dance without looking at the screen. I was always without a bra, in a little top and little shorts.
Wednesday had been a little bit of an escalation, when I found Kevin had taken some more of my tops and shorts giving me even less option. But it wasn't a significant change.
The next proper escalation came on Thursday. I was expecting it, it was about due.
My wardrobe was two thirds empty these days. A small pile of shorts. A small pile of skirts. A small pile of tops and a draw full of panties. Everything else had been taken. The pile of tops looked smaller. There had been about 12 tops originally. Now there were 4 tops left. To be honest there wasn't much difference between them so this wasn't a big change. The big change was that the few tops were alone on the shelf. The skirts and shorts were gone. All I had left to wear were 4 shirts and a draw full of panties!
I dutifully dressed as expected. A pair of black panties and one of the shirts. The shirt was too short to reach the top of the panties. The other 3 shirts were the same. I realised that's why they had been chosen. All my panties are full, so my bump, hips and pussy were all well covered.
I inspected myself in the mirror. It wasn't really that different from what I'd worn before. The skirts flared up and displayed my underwear. The shorts were hardly any bigger than the panties, although not skin tight.
The top was one of my shortest. It stopped half way between my belly button and the waistband of my panties.
But symbolically it was a big step. While the shorts showed a lot off. I was still technically fully dressed. With my underwear openly on show, I wasn't fully dressed. This was going from wearing too small clothes, to a blatant display.
I knew I was arguing semantics. We'd gone past the point where anybody thought my displays were innocent. But we'd all stuck to the veneer of my total innocents. This took some of that away.