Few days ago, I experienced a great pain. My heart was biting as a crazy, my ribs were aching, every of my move only added to pain. Happily, I found a good position when I laid on my bed and experienced less suffering. But it wasn't a life I wanted. Especially in summer. Summer vacations, summer holidays, one can't stay at home during this time of a year.
I'm not old, I'm not even 30. But inside I feel like an old grumpy man. I don't like this feeling but I can't overcome it because I really think that I've been missing something all my life.
Spending those few days at bed really made me wish to move, though every time I got up from my bed, pain returned. Painkillers didn't help me much, instead lying for few hours gave me impression that I'm already healthy and ready to move. But every time I went out of my house and walked even for few minutes, my pain returned even stronger, than it was before. Still, I had my wish and while ignoring the pain, I decided to take a ride by bus to a local park on Sunday.
My walkout on Sunday happened as every of my walking before that. My pain rose again, not rapidly, but in small steps. I didn't feel much pain when I got to a bus stop. Sitting in a bus almost relaxed me and I again believed in myself. But I really shouldn't do it. Before I got to a park, my heart was biting too much to bear and I desperately need some sort of a bench.
Sitting at a bench, I begin to watch people around. Well, not all people but women.
Why I love summer is that during this period of the year women don't wear too much clothes. Well, they have enough clothes to leave something for imagination but it's much easier to imagine when you see their bare hand and legs. And nowadays, they (women) don't make much attention to transparency of their shirts. You can easily see their bra and they aren't shy about that. Or when they incline, their jeans (or shorts, or skirts) get low and you can definitely see some part of their buttocks. It's lovely.
Of course, not every woman is a candy for your eyes. Some of them weight too much, others have disgusting make-up. Recently too many girls dye up their nails into bizarre colors. I've never liked that. The most beautiful nail color is its natural color.
And their cloth choice maybe be too hard to understand like why some women wear a sort of slippers with fur. It looks like they've been at home but later decided to go outside. If there are clothes that look sexy, then these clothes are one of the most unsexy. But better let's pay attention to more interesting subjects than discussing one man likes and dislikes.
Sitting on the bench, I'm looking at girls, trying not to gaze but at the same time trying to catch their image if I'm interested in the way they look. I wanted to say "like" but then, I think, "like" isn't the best word to describe my feelings. Because there can have look which is definitely not in my like but at the same time it really catches my attention and makes me to want to see them more.
There she goes. A girl with red hair. Her hair is short, almost boyish but she's not a tomboy. Her clothes are screaming: "Just take me right here". She wears top bra (which is actually more like bra without any shirt), ripped jeans (even denim shorts cover more) and flip-flops. She has good skin, it's quite bright, she's not sunbathed a lot. I close my eyes for a moment. If I were her boyfriend, I would like to hug her and take off her bra with one move. Her breasts aren't big but being topless is so good for her look. I see a number of her freckles and funny small sharp red nipples. She looks like her character is rebellious and then it's interested to tame such girl. No, I'm not a woman hater. When I say "tame", I just mean flirtatious way. Not a man dominated.
Taking off her jeans, there are just very thin pants. They don't cover much her pussy (which is definitely waxed) and her buttocks are clearly seen. When I touch her buttocks, I feel how much elastic they are. I slap her buttocks, she's giggling, take off her pants thus being completely nude, kneel down and begin to unzip my jeans. I have put my hand into her hair. It's short but it's so funny feeling to touch it.
We are in a room with white walls and a big bed. I'm standing at the wall, preparing for her to suck me and then have a cowboy sex. Such girls really like to be on top. They just want to take all up and downs on your dick. They also really like to grab dicks wishing them to be very solid.
Another wave of pain made me to stop my dreaming sequences. Pain mixed with hot summer sun -- what could be worse?
Then I see another woman. She's not alone, there's her husband. How do I know that the man, with whom she holds hand, who is more than a boyfriend? Because they are holding hands and she's deeply pregnant.
They look like they are 25 and wear quite the same way, both are in T-shirts, short denim shorts and flip-flops. Both have good body shapes. But his face doesn't show much of intelligence. I think that he really fucks her in a way of just moving his penis in and out using maximum acceleration. Surely, he can't be creative. But do we need to be creative? He has a girl and I don't. But who knows what that girl really wants? Maybe she really wants just to be bareback and do it like some animals?
Her face also doesn't look much intelligent for me. She has dyed blonde hair, a bit below her shoulders, but I've never connected someone's hair color to intelligence. For me, she just wanted to loo glamorous, having a contrast of her dyed blonde hair and deeply tanned body mixed with polished nails in light pink. And while I still prefer her nails not to be colored, this color isn't so bad choice.
Do you like how pregnant women look like? For me, they are beautiful. Of course, pregnancy could be hard. But if she keeps herself good, then she looks lovely with her so unusually big belly and other parts of her body being fit.
I would like to take photos of her. When I say photos, I mean "nude photos", watching her bare body but without something explicit. What's the real beauty? It's when you can imagine a beautiful girl walking nude. She doesn't have to open her legs, normally girls don't do that. Just imagine how she does casual thing without clothes.
But there are nude couples' photos, of course. What am I thinking? "Abort, abort", I tell myself smiling. This pain and heat really make me sick. That's the joke.