"What you guys are doing is gross. I don't get it and I never want to be part of it. I keep thinking we just need to end our friendship and if Bill doesn't stop bringing it up then I'll end my marriage as well."
Tara was angry that we'd brought dogging and public sex into the group friendship. We had been friends for a long time and now this. She had every right not to be a part of our lifestyle so I let her vent.
"You and Janey, what are you doing to yourselves? I don't understand what you're doing with these men! Letting them touch you and do things to you. Please tell me you're doing this to make Evan happy or some other warped reason. Tell me you really don't like doing this but got bullied into it. I'm sure there's a way out, I will help you. Please tell me you don't want to have sex with these men but they're making you."
"I can't tell you that because it wouldn't be true," I interjected, "I know it seems sudden and unexpected but this is who I am. The version you met and befriended was only part of me."
"It's perverted! I heard stories about you in college but I just thought you were a little wilder than some of us...no...I can't be friends with you anymore...I just can't."
She hung up the phone and while I was sad for the loss I couldn't go backwards to please her. If I molded in the image she wanted I'd be back to lying to myself and I refused to do that.
Needing to lose myself for awhile I got in the car and headed for the park we usually went to. Maybe there would be some daytime action, I didn't know.
I wanted to get fucked but I didn't want to be with anyone I knew. Complete anonymity. No judgement. I didn't even care what he looked like. Just fuck me and leave.
When I pulled in there was only one car and that left after a few minutes. I stayed for a half hour and was going to leave when another car pulled in behind me. Watching in my mirror a tall man wearing matching khaki shirt and pants got out and walked towards me.
"Are you okay?" he asked through the closed window. I nodded and he started to walk back to his car. I took the window down about two inches and said, "Wait!" He came back.
"Thanks for checking on me," I said, my fingertips gripping the top edge of the window.
"Sure. Just thought you might not know where you were in the park."
"Oh...I know," I said, biting my lower lip.
"You do?"
"Yes"
I rolled the window all the way down and unbuttoned the top three snaps on my blouse. He kept nervously looking up and around and back to me. I upped the ante by opening my blouse completely and giving him an unobstructed come on.
"Oh man..." He looked pained as if he might be caught and jailed at any moment for staring at my cleavage. Tearing himself away from me he checked the surroundings once again.
"Show me the rest."
Looking up at him I noticed for the first time the words 'Park Maintenance' embroidered on his breast pocket. I took off my blouse and undid the clasp on my bra, tossing it on the passenger seat. While I was doing that he had taken out his cock and manically started jerking.
"Are you worried?" I asked.
He ignored my question and reached for my breast. "Oh, fuck, your tits are beautiful."
I opened the door, swung my legs out on the ground and took his cock into my experienced lips. I sucked him and only took a break to unzip my jeans so I could manipulate myself at the same time.
"Can I cum on you," he moaned breathlessly.
"Yes but, first things first, I want you to fuck me, please?"
This was hardly a summit between great minds.
I leaned back on the driver's seat, kicked off my sandals and pushed the sides of my jeans over my hips. Then my Sir Galahad yanked them and my panties off, tossing them aside. I held my legs up with my hands, offering my pussy to him and he entered me.
I was so low with my back on the seat that from a distance it must have appeared like he was fucking a car.
I came quickly on his dick. I really needed, needed, needed the attention and loved the anxious energy he laid into every bang. I didn't ask and didn't care what his name was, I just wanted him to keep fucking me, it felt so good.
He was so charged. Probably from the excitement of other public sex acts he'd seen in the park.
"Like that don't you?" he asked in his lust filled haze. The car rocked as he held the door jam.
"Use me! Use my cunt!"
From his breathing I could feel he was close and part of me wanted his spunk in my public pussy but we already had a plan. I felt his cock swell and he got it to my mouth just in time to fill me up. I tried to swallow all of him but it was a bigger load than I could handle.
When the deed was done and he was putting his cock back in his pants he nonsensically told me what his motivation was for being in this notorious section of the park.
"I was picking up dead branches and got really horny. Didn't think anyone would be here. I usually come over at night. Would I be able to see you again?"
I gave some nebulous answer, "Ya, if I'm here," and drove away. I came for a good fuck and he interpreted it as a dating opportunity.
Men are useful and sometimes charming but have weird takeaways that only their dicks can understand.
***
When Evan got home I asked about his first day as a bigwig VP.
"Pretty exciting," he said, "but I'll tell you, the boss sure didn't waste time cashing in on my offer to set him up with you again. I'm trying to figure out the job and he's verbally jacking off over you."
"Well I am pretty amazing," I said lightheartedly
"It was Chrissy this and Chrissy that. 'I can't wait to see that wife of yours'. You've cast a spell over this guy."
"Same thing Samantha did to Mr. Tate. She fucked him before Darren got home and acted like it was magic he got a raise."
"Who's Samantha?"
"Never mind," I said, watching a good joke die. "Were you a little jealous?"
"No," he said, "but I'm trying to figure out what my job responsibilities are and he's on and on about sticking his cock in you. I'm sorry, how was your day?"
"I had a shitty conversation with Tara who has decided I'm an irredeemable pervert and doesn't want to be my friend anymore. I guess I get it, she just can't relate to this at all. But it still hurt. I felt so bad that I had to get away."
"Where'd you go?"
"To the park and fucked the park maintenance guy who spent half the time looking over his shoulder for his supervisor."
"You know, Chrissy, I never saw us as park people but finally our taxes are going somewhere useful."
"I know you're trying to make me laugh but that call from Tara really bothered me."
"I'm sorry you had to listen to that, honey, but being true to ourselves has set us free. If you try and be what other people think you should be, you just lug around constant low level disappointment."
"How well I know."
"By the way, Chrissy, I have a favor to ask. To bond with some of the execs I'm working with now I took the liberty of inviting them over to watch the game on Sunday."
"You want me to fuck all of them?" I said half serious.
"Well, for sure that would make me a very popular guy in the office but, no, they're serious football fans so just help me with snacks and drinks."
"Sure, babe."
"Thank you, now take your pants off and tell me the park story again!"
***
Saturday night was my 10 year high school reunion. I didn't think Evan would be interested in coming but when I asked him he gave me an enthusiastic, "Hell ya!," and so we got ourselves looking good. It was pretty obvious that Evan wanted to step out with the recently liberated Chrissy and see what happens.
I felt like a lab experiment but I assured him that this was a meeting of old friends and that I had no intention of fucking the entire male alumni. "We'll see," he said with that smirky tone he used when he was sure of himself, "I bet there's some old flames in the mix. C'mon, Chrissy, you were a cheerleader for god's sake."
"What does that matter?"
"As a former card carrying eighteen year old I can tell you it was a dream we held close to our testicles. The cheerleader fucking fantasy is as old as...as...as cheerleading itself! Don't ask me to explain it but it's some sort of good girl/bad girl with a uniform thing. All I know is there will be lots of guys there who fantasized about you in school. I guarantee it."
"Thanks for the insight, professor."
We arrived at the banquet hall a pinch early, the easier to establish a table and assimilate into the meet and greet. One by one my fellow cheerleaders and classmates trickled in and there was a lot of hugging and kissing and "You look fabulous!"
I could see that Evan was having the time of his life as the girls and I kicked around the endless stories of our naΓ―vetΓ©. I even said, "You can't imagine how entertaining this is for my husband." Everyone laughed as Evan did his charming routine, sitting there smiling and not saying a thing. It was Becky who changed the tone of the conversation. "You know, Chrissy, Don is here." All the girls in unison went, "Ooooooooo," as if they'd rehearsed it.
Pesky Evan finally spoke, "Uh-oh. Don? Should I be worried, girls?"