Directing The Female Orgasm
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A loose continuation of several of my previous submissions. (A safer alternative?)
Disclaimer:
As with all of my submission, the reader must understand and assume (unless otherwise stated), that issues of consent between the characters is completely voluntary, informed, absolute and continuing from the story's beginning until its' end.
Chapter 1 -- Some Much Deserved Time Away From Life
Monday morning finds you at the beginning of a much needed holiday. The children are gone to stay with their grandparents for the entire week. Although you have nothing specifically planned you've grown quite desperate for anything other than work, managing a family or any concerns of money and mortgages. The world may truly be your oyster but unfortunately, that world has been severely shrunken by the latest covid lockdown.
You begin the day with a morning coffee and some sliced avocado with fresh lemon on toast. The sun has come out to show promises of a pleasantly warm day for the third week of April. At the moment, lounging in an Adirondak chair and surveying the backyard leads to thoughts of sprucing up the garden. Of course, there is a host of home repairs that also need attention. Mentally, you begin to make a list of jobs that need doing and try to pick one that would be easiest to begin. This thinking feels more like work than vacation but you know that a sense of accomplishment will be had with each item falling from the list. And given the restrictive covid regulations, it's not like you have many available better options in any event.
Making your way back inside you catch a glimpse of the mail carrier out of the corner of your eye. It's the first time you've seen him in shorts this season and you take a moment to admire his muscular calves that fit nicely with the strong arms and shoulders you have often admired. The idea of the fit younger delivery man tempts a quick trip to the shower as a pleasurable way to get the day moving. Already, your mind is conjuring up a fantasy where the mailman shows up to the door and your housecoat is accidentally revealing just a bit too much skin and you thrill at his reaction and the knowledge of the power your sexuality has over others. Yes, this would be an easy fantasy to create for your next solo adventure!
When you check the mailbox there is but one item. No bills. No government notices. In fact, the one item is a large and fancy looking envelope. Written in script on the heavy bond paper is simply your name. It is curious that there is no return address but that is perhaps less odd than the fact that your own address is also absent. A thought to call after the mailman is abandoned as you watch his strong gate round the corner and out of your view. And with his disappearance, gone is the only clue as to how the fancy envelop had found its way to your doorstep.
Chapter 2 -- A Partial Explanation
CONGRATULATIONS! You have been cast as the lead actor in what will be my directorial debut. Without question, you are the star of this production. If fact, you are the only actor. My direction to you will not be in person but I have taken great effort to explain the script and the development of your role. You, independent of my direction or the subjective influence of others will reveal the depth of your character. How much you choose to reveal must be balanced between comfort, imagination and a healthy curiosity to expand both. To be more direct, the character you will be playing should not be too difficult to pull off. The character is you.
Did I mention that there will be no audience? This is to be a one-time production. You may or may not wish to film your performance for posterity but the choice of if or who may ever witness this production is completely of your choosing.
But why you, you may ask? The answer is simple. I have chosen you as a woman of beauty -- perhaps the type of beauty that is often noticed by others moreso than you see it in yourself. But it is not just your physical beauty that enthralls me. Of equal measure, I see in you a beautiful mind that will be able to translate these directions into an imaginative performance that has the look and feel of complete authenticity.
As director, it may seem as though I am completely in charge of your actions. Most certainly, my control exists insomuch as I have written the script. From time to time, I will prompt you in different ways and will likely prod you in directions that you may not normally choose for yourself. But having said this, it is you who must choose this role and it is you that must find the determination to act at the direction of another -- of potentially, a complete stranger. And in these ways, you will come to realize that the actual control has been yours all along. Viewed through this lens, your production becomes an opportunity to explore your sense of your own sexuality while hopefully also coming to a clearer realization of how your sexuality is viewed by others. Only when the latter becomes clear, will you truly be able to harness the full potential of yourself as a sexually powerful being in this world.
So just what type of movie is this to be, you might ask? To begin with, it is a movie about sexuality. Your sexuality. In making the active choice to explore your own sexuality I will be leading you on a scavenger hunt of sorts. Given the subject matter perhaps it would be more aptly titled a Scunt, to borrow a phrase from the University of Waterloo Engineering Society. But this is not a search that will have you travelling through cities and forests in search of hard to find objects. This Scunt will find you searching only within the confines of your own imagination but the travel will require an examination of every inch of your physical form.
Now, before we can begin it is essential that you have at least 90 minutes uninterrupted. That means lock the doors (unless you are feeling quite adventurous), and turn off your ringer. Get you mind ready to perform. Open yourself to the exploration of sexuality of the female form -- of your form. Only then, may you turn to the next page and begin reading.
Chapter 3 -- Lights, Camera, Action
Find yourself in a comfortable setting within your home, such as your bedroom. You will need a sizeable wall mirror, any sex toys or aids that you possess and a bottle or two of liquid motivation may go along way. In addition to your floor and your bed, a chair is required. If you have decided to record your first ever 'directed performance' now is the time to set up the video camera and even better if you possess a tripod. Presumably, you have a ready supply of clothing which is essential as there will be numerous costume changes -- at least in the early scenes... Take a few moments if needed, to arrange the necessary movie props before you continue. Then, take a deep breath. Summon equal measures of curiosity and courage and get ready to begin!
Act 1, Scene 1
You find yourself standing alone in your room. Whatever you are wearing, it is time to change into bra and panties only. You may pick your sexiest or most comfortable, the choice is yours. Now stand facing your mirror as you no doubt have, countless times. Take a moment to scan your body dressed as you are, from head to toe. Turn for a moment to the left and to the right. Reposition your arms or legs and look some more. Now the backside as best you can. Perhaps an over the should view. Maybe a full bend over at the waist. Of course, there is nothing you haven't seen many times before. BUT, in this production it is not your view but rather that of the audience. Repeat the above poses in the mirror but this time I want you to examine your body not from your own perspective but as an observer would view you. Imagine the mirror as a window you are looking through with your body and the expressions you display as the sole focus.
As you continue reading you will follow my directions. Your 'lines' will appear in bold type. You may speak them silently to yourself at first if necessary to build comfort but remember that this is for the audience and the camera is rolling so it will enhance your performance to speak these words aloud.
Now as you continue to view yourself through the window of the mirror look at how your clothes fit and touch your body. Is it an everyday look that you have chosen to present -- this is how you would see me on any typical moment? Or did you chose something more revealing, something that says the clothes I am showing you are most certainly about sex?
Turn as you did before and examine the curves of your panties. Are they boy shorts that paint curves over the cheeks of your bum or a thong that disappears between the crack of your ass? Does the front of your panties tightly hug your mound and is the material taught enough to frame your lips below? And what about when you pull at the middle of the waist tugging the material higher. See how your lips are framed and devilishly displayed with only the thin protective layer of fabric to maintain the tiniest bit of modesty. Do your panties reveal more of your sex as you move or hold different poses? How much can the audience see?