I first realised that exposing myself in public turned me on was when I was 19 and sharing a flat just outside London with another girl. I had left home after dropping out of university and Karen, my flatmate, and I had decided our future lay in the big city. We had been good friends at school and had grown up together in a small provincial town in northern England, sharing the same outlook on life in many ways. In fact we were often mistaken as being sisters as, not only did we have similar personalities and sense of humour, but also bore more than a passing resemblance to each other. If I describe Karen as blonde, vivacious with a figure that turned most menās heads I suppose I must seem conceited in saying I resembled her, but I promise you that Iām not. I looked after myself though and kept my 36 24 36 figure in trim with regular exercise and generally enjoyed making myself look and feel as sexy as possible, as did Karen.
All this was ten years ago though, but thatās when I began to keep a diary, especially of my exhibitionist activities, as they developed over the years, from single girl through to the present day as a married woman.
Oxford Street 1992
Karen wanted some new clothes so we went down to Oxford Street to browse the department stores. She didnāt see anything but I found a dress that I thought might be good for the summer so I decided to try it on. It turned out to be just a little too tight though so I called Karen over to the changing cubicle from where she was searching through racks of clothes to ask her if she would get me the next size to save me getting dressed again. As I glanced at myself in the mirror I noticed that I hadnāt pulled the curtain back properly so I could see past my reflection into the shop. I could also see that a man was casually leaning against the wall, presumably waiting for his wife or girlfriend while she tried something on. He was young and good-looking and looked very, very bored and, just as I could see him, he must have been able to see me. He mustnāt have realised that I was observing him though as I had my back towards him so he obviously thought it was safe to stare at me through the crack in the curtain.
Even so he couldnāt see very much, and I was still wearing my bra and pants anyway, but on an impulse I thought it would be fun to show him a bit more. Still with my back to him I unhooked my bra and turned to hang it up. At the same time I brushed against the curtain and moved it open a little so he could get a better view while being careful not to look directly at him and put him off. He must now have been able to see my tits quite well so I pretended to study myself in the mirror while I waited for Karen to return, and turned this way and that so that he could see me from every angle. I was really beginning to enjoy myself but just then Karen returned carrying the next size of dress and blocked my watchers view. I stepped into the dress, turning so she could zip it up and then stepping outside so she could give me her opinion. It was a good fit this time although very, very short, barely covering my bum, but all the better I thought, as I was now feeling very adventurous. The man meantime feigned casual indifference but none the less was studying me closely when he thought I wasnāt watching.
I stepped back into the cubicle and pulled Karen in after me, leaning close to whisper in her ear that I was being watched as I changed. She giggled and I had to stop her turning round to stare at my voyeur, although I could still see him casting occasional glances in our direction. I knew Karen wouldnāt be shocked as she was even more of a tease than me so I told her to go and find me something else to give me an excuse to continue the show and, just to keep him interested, she pulled the curtain back another couple of inches as she left. I slipped the dress off again and made a show of studying it as I stood in front of the mirror in just my tiny white pants, but as I turned round to face him again his girlfriend emerged and stood in front of him to show him the dress she was trying on. I could see he didnāt know where to look now. He should have been giving his undivided attention to her but I could see his eyes straying past her when he got the chance lingering on my bare breasts. I hung the dress back on itās hanger and pretended to study myself in the mirror again, running my hands over my tits and tweaking my nipples to make them stand out even more than they were already. I could tell he was paying almost no attention to his girlfriend now and she couldnāt help but see me too if she turned round, but just then Karen returned carrying a bright red bikini and stood in the doorway of my cubicle blocking the view again.
āHow about thisā, she said with a grin because she knew that Iād have to strip completely to try it on, but I didnāt hesitate in my haste to get completely naked and slipped my pants off while she continued to stand in the way. The girlfriend by this time had turned and walked past us back into the changing room unaware of what was going on and leaving her man standing no more than six feet away facing Karenās back. However as soon as I was naked, instead of handing the bikini to me, she stepped back away from the cubicle, at the same time pulling the curtain right back. I was now fully exposed to the manās hungry gaze and he made no attempt to hide the fact. I stood naked in front of him and my nipples became fully erect as I enjoyed the sensation of his eyes as they took in first my breasts and then flicked down to the blonde hair, which did nothing to conceal the lips of my pussy. I even parted my legs slightly so that he could see me better before casually leaning down to pick up my pants so that my tits fell forward and swayed slightly as I moved. Then for his final pleasure I stepped right out and took the bikini out of Karenās hand before stepping back into the cubicle and drawing the curtain behind me just as if it was in a theatre.
My heart was thumping and I felt elated as I absorbed what I had done and I couldnāt help letting my hand slip down between my thighs to gently stimulate myself. Then Karen stepped in beside me again and I hastily withdrew them from moist crack, but she must have seen the wetness shining on them and guessed what I was doing, although I think she was probably as turned on as I was anyway. She told me that the girl had re-emerged just as I concealed myself with the curtain and dragged her man away as she wasnāt getting any sensible opinion from him. I reluctantly dressed again without trying on the bikini, although I decided to buy it even though it had only been an excuse for me to strip off completely. I couldnāt resist the dress either, as it was so short and sexy. We looked for my voyeur on the way out of the shop but he was nowhere to be seen although considering the state he was in when we last saw him heād probably gone straight home and shagged his girlfriend!
Hyde Park and the London Underground.
After our adventures yesterday, Karen and I decided to go back into town. I like Sundays in London as, although itās still busy, itās much more relaxed with people just sightseeing or wandering through the parks rather than rushing frantically around like the city workers do during the week.