I first realised that exposing myself in public turned me on was when I was 19 and sharing a flat just outside London with another girl. I had left home after dropping out of university and Karen, my flatmate, and I had decided our future lay in the big city. We had been good friends at school and had grown up together in a small provincial town in northern England, sharing the same outlook on life in many ways. In fact we were often mistaken as being sisters as, not only did we have similar personalities and sense of humour, but also bore more than a passing resemblance to each other. If I describe Karen as blonde, vivacious with a figure that turned most menās heads I suppose I must seem conceited in saying I resembled her, but I promise you that Iām not. I looked after myself though and kept my 36 24 36 figure in trim with regular exercise and generally enjoyed making myself look and feel as sexy as possible, as did Karen.
All this was ten years ago though, but thatās when I began to keep a diary, especially of my exhibitionist activities, as they developed over the years, from single girl through to the present day as a married woman.
Oxford Street 1992
Karen wanted some new clothes so we went down to Oxford Street to browse the department stores. She didnāt see anything but I found a dress that I thought might be good for the summer so I decided to try it on. It turned out to be just a little too tight though so I called Karen over to the changing cubicle from where she was searching through racks of clothes to ask her if she would get me the next size to save me getting dressed again. As I glanced at myself in the mirror I noticed that I hadnāt pulled the curtain back properly so I could see past my reflection into the shop. I could also see that a man was casually leaning against the wall, presumably waiting for his wife or girlfriend while she tried something on. He was young and good-looking and looked very, very bored and, just as I could see him, he must have been able to see me. He mustnāt have realised that I was observing him though as I had my back towards him so he obviously thought it was safe to stare at me through the crack in the curtain.
Even so he couldnāt see very much, and I was still wearing my bra and pants anyway, but on an impulse I thought it would be fun to show him a bit more. Still with my back to him I unhooked my bra and turned to hang it up. At the same time I brushed against the curtain and moved it open a little so he could get a better view while being careful not to look directly at him and put him off. He must now have been able to see my tits quite well so I pretended to study myself in the mirror while I waited for Karen to return, and turned this way and that so that he could see me from every angle. I was really beginning to enjoy myself but just then Karen returned carrying the next size of dress and blocked my watchers view. I stepped into the dress, turning so she could zip it up and then stepping outside so she could give me her opinion. It was a good fit this time although very, very short, barely covering my bum, but all the better I thought, as I was now feeling very adventurous. The man meantime feigned casual indifference but none the less was studying me closely when he thought I wasnāt watching.
I stepped back into the cubicle and pulled Karen in after me, leaning close to whisper in her ear that I was being watched as I changed. She giggled and I had to stop her turning round to stare at my voyeur, although I could still see him casting occasional glances in our direction. I knew Karen wouldnāt be shocked as she was even more of a tease than me so I told her to go and find me something else to give me an excuse to continue the show and, just to keep him interested, she pulled the curtain back another couple of inches as she left. I slipped the dress off again and made a show of studying it as I stood in front of the mirror in just my tiny white pants, but as I turned round to face him again his girlfriend emerged and stood in front of him to show him the dress she was trying on. I could see he didnāt know where to look now. He should have been giving his undivided attention to her but I could see his eyes straying past her when he got the chance lingering on my bare breasts. I hung the dress back on itās hanger and pretended to study myself in the mirror again, running my hands over my tits and tweaking my nipples to make them stand out even more than they were already. I could tell he was paying almost no attention to his girlfriend now and she couldnāt help but see me too if she turned round, but just then Karen returned carrying a bright red bikini and stood in the doorway of my cubicle blocking the view again.