19
Steph was gone.
We had shared one last amazing night together, and a couple days later she was off to college, and out of my life as an object of love or lust. At least for the time being.
I was sad to see her go, but thrilled to have ever had the chance to experience her the way I did. However, as understanding and agreeable as our split was, I knew it was going to take me a while to fully move past it.
The first obstacle was waiting for me when I got home the following morning.
"How long have you and Steph been fucking?" my step sister Alex asked as I passed her in the kitchen. She had been waiting for me. She was not happy.
My brain still ablaze with hormones and racing thoughts, I wasn't totally sure how to answer that question. We had only been having full on penetrative sex for a few weeks, but we had been regularly experiencing each other physically for much longer than that.
"Since I took her to my prom," I said, making the timeline as simple as possible. I think there was probably a little bit of spite built in to my exaggeration as well. My affair with Steph had been a dirty little secret for so long, one that Alex laughed off as impossible, that as I stood there, my cock still sticky with her best friend's juices, her womb still full of my cum, I felt the need to make it land with a bit more of a punch. Our relationship was no joke - it was real, and it was passionate, and it was messy.
"Jesus..." she said, in clear disbelief, "...why didn't she tell me?"
I chortled at this question. "Are you serious? You wanna know why your best friend didn't tell you she was fucking your step brother?" It was hard to believe Alex could be so dense.
"Yeah...you're right," she said, spacing out, still in disbelief.
"Listen, Alex," I began, trying to get through to her, "Steph and I...we had something nice, but it's over now. She's leaving for school in a couple days, so we decided to part ways. She and I are cool, but I think you need to talk to her before she leaves."
"Why would I want to talk to her about fucking my step brother?" She said with a grimace.
"No, you need to talk to her about you guys. There's something going on between you two, some sort of distance, and I think you need to sort it out before you both go back to school."
Alex's face grew somber. She knew I was right. "I never asked her to go to the same school as me, you know. It was her idea."
"Well what's the issue? I thought you guys were best friends?"
"We were...are...but we..." her voice trailed off as she parsed out her feelings. "...I guess part of me just wants to have my own life. My own friends. My own relationships."
I understood what she meant, but I also knew that Steph was really hurting. "Well you need to tell her this. You guys need to work it out. She loves you, Alex, and the way you've been cutting her out is killing her. She's vulnerable right now, heading off to college a year behind, and she needs her best friend. Ok?"
"Wow," Alex said, taking in the first real, deep conversation we ever had, "who knew my dumb step brother could be so wise?" She smiled, and got up to leave. "You could have told me, you know," she said, "I wouldn't have liked it but...I think I get it now."
She turned and went to leave.
"Alex?" I called after her; there was still something I needed to know. "How did you find out?"
She paused, and swiped nervously at her hair.
"When I got home last night, I went to drop your keys off in your room...and I heard you two. Through the floor." My cock twitched in my pants. "Unless that was some other 'Timmy' she was begging to fuck her..." She said with a sarcastic smirk.
I felt my cheeks begin to redden. "Nope...that was me."
She flashed me an awkward thumbs up and left the room.
Yeesh, what a morning.
I got a glass of water and headed off to my room to get some sleep. Lying in bed, I pulled out my phone and replayed the dirty video we recorded. My cock was quickly hard again, but I didn't feel the need to jerk off. I knew I'd be jerking it to this video plenty, probably for the rest of my life, but for right now I just wanted to relive the experience. Those blue eyes looking up at me with my cock in her mouth, the big, open smile as I showered her in my cum, and the rapturous orgasm she had as I slid inside her for the final time.
Closing the phone, I dozed off, and tried to imagine what the rest of my summer was going to look like.
My first week of summer work was a bit of a blur.
Working at a big chain office supply store wasn't rocket science, but I'd be lying if I said I wasn't distracted, still reeling from Steph's departure. I helped people with copies and faxes, the occasional package shipment, and put all the pens and paper on all the right shelves mindlessly as I floated through the week.
My co-workers were nice enough, all taking the job about as seriously as I was. The one stand out was Gina, a sarcastic girl with purple-highlighted hair and thick eye makeup. Our general uniform was a branded short sleeve polo shirt and slacks, but Gina always had a long sleeve shirt underneath, on account of her tattoos. It was an unflattering get up, probably by design, but based on the places those dull, shapeless fabrics stretched and bulged on Gina I could tell she probably had a pretty nice body underneath it all.
I may have made friends with my co-workers fairly quickly, but our shift manager was a bit of a different story.
Letty was a thin girl with long, brunette hair always pulled back in a severe ponytail, large glasses, and thin lips that were always pulled into a tight purse. At 20 years old, she was all business, and clearly had no time for shenanigans. That's why when she singled me out as the day was ending I knew I had a rough summer ahead of me.
"Tim, a moment please," she said as I made my way out with the other new recruits after closing early for the evening. I walked over to the customer service desk where she was tidying up.
"What's up?" I asked casually.
"I know that this is just a summer job to you, and probably one you don't particularly care about," she said, never looking up from the task at hand, "but first and foremost this is a business, more importantly it's a business that I am in charge of for 8 hours a day. It's up to me to make sure things run smoothly, and to do that I need people to pay attention and do what needs to be done. Can you appreciate that?"
Ugh. I knew this was going to be a long summer if Letty was going to be treating this temporary job at a big box office supply store like it was working for the Pentagon.
I was about to answer, when my phone buzzed. It was a text from Christine. A text I desperately wanted to read.
"Tim, are you listening to me? Come on, this is exactly what I mean." Letty said, finally looking at me.
"Yeah, yeah, I'm sorry," I began, trying to appreciate the moment, "I've got a lot of stuff going on, I'm doing my best, I swear."
Letty reprimanded me one more time and then dismissed me. That purse on her lips was severe and told the story of her disappointment, but it was quickly gone from my mind as I heard a voice call my name from the side as I exited the building.
I looked and saw Gina leaning against the brick wall, smoking a cigarette. She took a long drag from it and said "Don't let the bitch get you down--you'll get used to it in a week or so."
"Thanks for the tip," I said, looking around for any other sign of a car or transport. "Do you need a ride or anything?"
"Nah, I'm good, I'm waiting for someone."
I was about to inquire further, but decided to just let it be. I said my good nights and headed to my car, where I plopped down into the front seat. Opening my phone, I smiled as I read Christine's text. "Could use some help. Pool today after work?"
For the first time since Steph left, I felt a tingle in my balls, and a rush of blood to my cock. I hadn't cum, had barely even been hard, since that last night together, a sort of sexual and emotional depression setting in. I knew I needed to snap out of it though, that's what Steph would want, and thankfully, once again, Christine was here to help me when I needed it.
"Just got off," I said with a wink emoji, "give me 30?"
"Sounds perfect" she replied with a smile emoji. My cock surged. It felt good.
Sitting in my car, about to head home, I caught Letty walking to her car. She stopped at her door, and pulled the elastic out of her ponytail so she could re-adjust her tightly pulled hair. For that moment though, I saw her long brown hair cascade freely, and I had to admit--she was attractive. I thought about what she might be like when she fucked, and all I could imagine was someone stiff and efficient, silent, probably missionary with the lights off, probably has never had an orgasm.
My hormones were getting the better of me. I needed to get out of there. I started up the car and drove off.
After showering when I got home, I put myself together and checked my email before I headed out. I was surprised and excited to see a message from "Just4theWatcherxoxo" - it was Kerri.
Opening it up I read the message inside that began with "hadn't heard from you in a bit. I was worried you didn't like my last picture!" I immediately felt bad as I remembered the amazing photo she sent me not so long ago, the photo of her open mouth filled with fresh cum she had just sucked out of her boyfriend (my friend) Mike's dick. "Thought I'd send you another just to make sure you were still alive :)"