My name is Scarlett Grace. I'm 18 and currently in my senior year at Fairhaven High, I had to repeat 5th grade because my dad and I moved around a lot back then. But I currently live with my stepmom and my stepsister. I've known for a long time that I like girls but I'm still in the closet because my family isn't supportive of LGBTQ.
Despite my shyness, I somehow managed to become friends with the most attractive girl in school. She and I are the same age and have a lot of the same classes, but our friendship still seemed unlikely to me.
Elizabeth Iacobescu was the exact opposite of me. While I was 5'0", pale, bookish and shy, she was an impressive 5'10", had an exotic California tan and was athletic and outgoing. She smiled that dazzling smile at everyone in the room and made eye contact with anyone who dared to look her way.
She walked past me as made her way to the teacher's desk and apologized for being late. I couldn't help but be distracted by her perfectly sculpted buttocks as the tight, thin material of her shorts put the shape of her buttocks conspicuously on display. Not only were they tight, but they were also just barely long enough to satisfy the school's dress code. Of course, Elizabeth felt the need to sway her hips bewitchingly as she stood in front of Mr. Dunston's desk. I was hypnotized by her perfect ass in her tight shorts swaying just a few feet in front of me. I didn't even realize that I'd been staring until she turned around and I was confronted by her gaze. She gave me a questioning look and I attempted to pretend like I hadn't been staring.
"You alright, Scarlett?" she asked congenially, and I was forced to think of something intelligent to distract her from realizing I'd been staring at her ass.
"Me? Yeah, I'm fine," I replied, perhaps a bit too loudly. "I had just zoned out there for a moment. I was thinking about...Starbucks."
"Really?" she said as she took her seat. I'm not sure if she believed me, but she didn't accuse me of being a pervert, so I called it a win. I tried to keep my eyes directed at the teacher or to the notebook on my desk instead of at Elizabeth. Of course, if you knew how stunningly beautiful Elizabeth was, you'd understand what a challenging task I'd assigned myself.
When I did look her way, I tried to limit myself to quick, furtive glances. I didn't want to make my prurient interest in her obvious.
"Psst, Scarlett,"
Elizabeth stage-whispered at me. So much for not looking in her direction.
I turned my gaze towards Elizabeth and made eye contact with her. She had a concerned look in her eyes, and she said, "I just heard we're having a quiz on chapter ten on Friday. Have you read it yet?"
Of course, I'd read it. We were assigned chapter ten as homework. Why wouldn't I read it?
"Yeah," I said, not asking the obvious question in my head. I mean, hadn't everyone in Mr. Dunston's class read it?
"I am totally not ready for that quiz," Elizbeth confessed. "Can you help me? I don't know, tutor me or something?"
I resisted the urge to roll my eyes. Chapter ten was about the 30's and 40's. It was a fascinating time in American history. It was about the Great Depression, the New Deal, President Franklin D. Roosevelt, the rise of both fascism and socialism. Even before I took Mr. Dunston's history class, I thought this was a fascinating period in American history.
"I can help," I told her. "But there's not a lot of time before Friday. When do you wanna meet up?"
We arranged to meet both Wednesday and Thursday night for me to tutor her on the 30's and 40's. It would be easy for me. I knew the subject material backwards and forwards. The only possible challenge would be not staring at Elizabeth's bewitchingly beautiful face and body.
I'm a straight A student and I've tutored students before. Normally I charge a fee, but I had a huge crush on Elizabeth. I enjoyed being near her and charging her money seemed like a dick move. I'd do it just because we were friends.
In addition to loving Elizabeth, I also loved history. I considered it to be the story of everything that ever happened. And I loved a good story. So, spending an evening or two with Elizabeth as we discussed American history sounded like lots of fun to me.
Elizabeth wasn't stupid, however, she did seem to me to be intellectually lazy. She had no interest in history, science, civics or English literature and she made little to no effort to learn about these things until she was in danger of failing a test or quiz. I agreed to help her out and promised to bring all my notes over to her house so she could copy them. And I could quiz her on the most relevant historical facts from the chapter. If she paid attention and put in the effort when I tried to help her, she'd pass the test with no problem.
As I figured, Elizabeth got serious when I came over to help her study for the quiz and focused with a seriousness that she never had in class. We stayed at it for about two hours and by the end of the evening she seemed to grasp the material in chapter ten almost as well as I did. And when she wasn't looking, I would sneak peeks at her shapely ass in her tight shorts. It was a guilty pleasure that I never told her about.
Things went about the way I expected they would, until I got home and realized that I'd left one of my notebooks at her house. I went through my stack of remaining books. I had my science notes, my history notes, my civics notes etc. And then I felt a cold chill of panic wash over me when I realized what I must have left behind.
You see, in my free time I write erotic fiction. It seemed harmless to me. I mean, my sexual kinks are a little bit out there, lesbian sex, lesbian femdom, forced nudity, humiliation, public nudity, bondage, that sort of thing. So, I'd written stories about girls being embarrassed and humiliated, stories where girls were made to be naked in public, wear scandalous clothing, and be forced to do humiliating tasks. Also, stories about schools that punished girls with prolonged periods of enforced nudity.
The thing is, I never intended for anybody to read those stories other than myself. They were for my own personal enjoyment. What would happen if somebody else read them? That could be disastrous. If Elizabeth or Elizabeth's mother read any of my erotic fiction, I would likely die of embarrassment.
I texted Elizabeth and tried to find out if she'd found my notebook and asked if she could return it to me without reading it. She never texted me back. I didn't get a lot of sleep that night. I kept worrying what sort of disastrous reaction Elizabeth might have if she read the bizarre, erotic stories that I'd written.
It wasn't until the next day at school that I had a chance to talk to Elizabeth. I was on my way to English Lit class, and I ran into her in the hallway. Her hip bumped gently into mine as she walked past and I said "Lizzie! Got a minute?"
The look on her face was warm and pleasant, so I assumed that neither she nor her mother had read any of the shamelessly kinky things I had written in my missing notebook. I felt increasingly optimistic as she moved closer and asked me what was up.
"I think I may have left something at your house last night," I explained, "a black notebook with a spiral binding. Have you seen it?"
"Oh, the one with the stories about lesbians and public nudity? Oh, yeah. It made for great bedtime reading. I'm only ten pages in, but I'm looking forward to reading the whole thing."
I felt a chill run down my spine, and I gasped. My heart pounded painfully fast in my chest and suddenly my whole bot felt feverishly hot. I stared at my friend aghast and said
"No! Please don't read any more!"
"Oh, why not?" Elizabeth asked, using her innocent Disney character voice. "You're such a talented writer! Such vivid descriptions! You really know how to paint a scene!"
I felt so embarrassed, and I was sure I was blushing three different shades of red, but Elizabeth continued to act like the shamelessly, masturbatory, lesbian fantasies in my journal were no big deal.
"
Please!"
I begged.
"I was thinking of sharing it with some other aspiring writers," Elizabeth said in a teasing tone of voice. "They might find it inspiring."
I gasped again and said, "
You wouldn't dare!"
Elizabeth crossed her arms in front of her, gave me a look of steely resolve and said "I like those stories. I think I should keep them. They give me joy."
My heart was pounding in my ears, and I could barely make out the words she was saying, but I desperately wanted to get my notebook back from her before she read any more of it...or shared it with any of our friends. It would be bad enough for my fellow students to learn that I was a lesbian, but there was other stuff in there that's much more bizarre than homosexuality. Elizabeth hadn't called me a sexual deviant or anything yet, but I was still embarrassed that anyone had read the raw, unfiltered, sexual fantasies that lived inside my head. That stuff was so outrageous, I didn't want anybody to know that my brain contained such lewd, wanton, libidinous thoughts.
"Well, what if I gave you something else that gave you joy?" I asked. "What about a trade? What would you consider to be of equal value?"
Elizabeth smiled wickedly at my question, and I should have been alerted immediately that she had something sinister in mind. I'd seen that sort of smile on her face before, but I was so flustered at that moment I couldn't think straight.
I was willing to do whatever Elizabeth wanted in exchange for getting my notebook back and making certain she never shared my lesbian femdom stories. I had a wholesome reputation and I felt that if anybody knew about my kinky side my reputation would be ruined. They'd think I'm some sort of freak if they ever read about my sexual fantasies.