Dee
My name is Dee and I am a nineteen year old sexaholic. Yes, I love sex, I always have. Ever since I could remember I constantly thought about sex and doing various sexual acts.
When ever My parents weren't looking over my shoulders and smothering me with ther over protective ways, I would try to go out with some one with the idea of having or performing sex. It never happened, they drove me crazy and I felt like I was in jail.
I never lost my virginity until I was eighteen, graduated from school and on my own in a small rooming house run by my mothers best friend Rose. Even then my parents tried to control me.
Looking back, I smile to myself thinking of how I would rebel by dressing inappropriately. No, not that my parents could see from outward appearances. I would modify my panties and bras, Yes I would cut holes in the cups of a bra so my nipples would be bare. I would cut the crotch panel out of one of my panties so my cunt was bare.
This would excite me knowing that under my skirt or dress my pussy was exposed to the warm or cold air, and my parents were none the wiser.
Same for my bra, but to get out of the house without drawing their unwanted over protective harsh prison guard type attention, I would wear a button down loose shirt or a sweater over my skin tight plain white tee shirt.
These were my guilty little pleasures. But, still not enough since my parents were well known and I always had eyes on me that would rat me out in a heartbeat.
The room I had was in a small town, about ten miles from my family home. It was great to finally get away from my parents' smothering. But the woman who rented the rooms had a curfew and a dress code. So I had to be in by nine at night. I had to appear to be dressed properly.
But I started going commando and in my room I would try to satisfy my inner burning itch by rubbing my pussy until Silvia, the woman in the next room introduced me to girl on girl love.
The first time I came, I screamed so loud that Rose came up to see if I was okay. I told her I had a bad dream.
After that, Silvia would stuff a ball gag into my mouth to shut me up. Silvia was the one to rid me of my virginity with a vibrating dildo. It hurt like fucking hell, It felt like a hot iron was jamed up my virgin cunt and tore my guts out. I screamed into the ball gag
After that initial moment, I settled into the sexual high of Silvia reaming my stuffed cunt with her vibrating dildo. I came so fucking hard, I passed out.
The next morning Silvia showed me the dildo and I exclaimed, "that little thing made me feel so stuffed?"
Silvia replied, Dee, that's how tight you are. In time you will loosen up and want larger things stuffing that sweet pussy.
I looked at her and said they make them bigger?
Silvia laughed and pulled out a nine inch dildo that looked like a cock.
At that moment Ruth came into the room yelling and screaming about Silvia being a lesbian slut and she had to leave. Ruth looked at me and said you should be ashamed of yourself. What would your mother say?
I was terrified and said " nothing happened, she just showed me that disgusting thing when you came barging in. All while the juices were running down my legs under my long skirt.
Rose looked at me for a moment and said I'm sorry, but your mother entrusted me to keep you safe. I feel like I failed her.
I looked at Rose and said you have not, nothing ever happened. I thought it was gross.
After that day, I would save up my money to leave this rooming house and move to the next city after getting a job there. Thankfully Silvia left the little vibrating dildo under my pillow the night before. It became my best friend.
So, I moved to the city and took a job at a bank as a teller. The first Friday the girls asked me to join them at a local pub. One of the girls Jane ordered me a drink and I said "I'm only twenty"
Jane replied just be cool, they won't ask. So I drank, I drank so much, Half way through the girls had to leave and Jane asked me if I was okay. I replied yes, I'm not a baby.
I continued drinking, then I got up and left. I was drunk as hell, the world was spinning. I walked towards my apartment, falling down twice. Second time I fell, my skirt blew up over my naked ass.
In my drunken state I realized that a man had picked me up off the ground. He asked, "are you okay"
I replied yes and started giggling. I realized he was not alone and both men were very handsome.
