Dear Neighbor Ch 04

Hi Neighbor,

Me again! Just a note to my favorite bodyguard.

So my friend finally came over last night! I hope you can get rid of all the footage. It was pretty humiliating, but of course... that's the game that he and I play. It's so embarrassing. Please don't judge me.

He was a lot less... forceful... than normal, but even so, you will see that he made me go down on him, and it's not fair that you have to see that. Even though he let me swallow this time, it would still be pretty confronting video. I'm just glad he didn't insist on shooting all over my face like normal. I would be mortified if you had to see that!

And it's also merciful he didn't make me do anal this time. He normally does, and pulls my hair and everything, so that was a bit weird, but anyway, at least you were spared that. You just got me with my knickers shoved in my mouth, getting humped like some depraved lowlife. I'm sorry you have to see me like that, not even pretending to dislike it. I feel like a terrible person just knowing that you have to sit and watch that video to make sure I'm ok.

You know, now that I think about it, he seemed nervous for some reason, or else he was holding back. I don't know why. When he turns up in that mask, he should know I'm never going to say no to anything he wants.

Anything.

The game is that I do whatever he wants. It's odd that he didn't go as hard as normal, but I guess you're probably happy because you did't have to sit through an even more intense session!

I'm feeling so exposed right now. I can only imagine how awful it must be for you to have to see all this. When he led me out of the bedroom I knew I was coming into the area where the cameras are, and I would have to write you this apology. I can't tell you how ashamed I was as he made me do those degrading things, knowing that you would be having to watch it all. It was making my head spin just imagining how you must feel as you watch me being so completely submissive to this man who just uses me. I can't hope to explain it to you, I'm just sorry you have to witness it.

Anyway, I hope you know I'm not really a bad person. I just have these little obsessions. If you could be a sweetie and just erase that little episode, we can maybe pretend it didn't happen, ok? Thanks so much.

Oh, and it's such a coincidence, but I got the notification yesterday that the Darth Vader mask was delivered to your house. I hope you got it ok. I guess you did, and that's how you knew it was my friend when he came up to the door, huh? I'm so glad you got it in time. It's just uncanny.

Btw, I saw my friend at work and gave him a smile. He acted like nothing was different. He's such a tease.

Thanks again for watching over me. I feel warm inside when I think of you watching. I'm so grateful that you're there.

Did you see me with the corset set yesterday? That was another one you picked out. I know the corset is supposed to be underwear, but I figure around the house I can just wear it as a top, right? Its so pretty. I'm sorry I wore one of my other skirts with it. I only did that because the suspenders went too far down for me to wear the skirts you picked out. They're all so short and cheeky! I needed a slightly longer one. I don't know if that's ok. I'm sorry if I did the wrong thing. Please tell me if I should only wear the short ones, and I'll make sure to do that in future. I really do thank you for helping me pick out all those clothes, so I don't want to seem ungrateful.

xoxo

Shynalee

PS. This week I need to work more on that tan, and this time I'll need to be, like, actually nude tho, ok? I hope you can just avoid the patio camera in the afternoon like last week. I'm a bit embarrassed but I need to get rid of some tan lines, and I don't have anywhere else I can do that in privacy. I hope you understand. Thanks again.