My name is Talia. In case you haven't read it, The Mud Suit Mash told the story of how I first realized that I have an exhibitionist kink. That was over a year before the events that I am about to relate.
I discovered my kink in a very specific, accidental set of circumstances. I was able to remain anonymous while being the only person naked at an outdoor college party. All eyes and many, many lenses were on me. Not only did I discover how incredibly sexy that feels, my friend Sandy sent me links to video of the whole episode from several different angles, so I was able to relive the experience over and over again.
Honestly, it took a few months for what happened to really sink in. Every week, Sandy would send me some new video, and I'd get myself off watching it. Eventually, I realized that re-watching that experience wasn't enough. I needed to explore my kink with new experiences.
Unfortunately, it isn't easy to find situations that combine being naked and exposed, at the centre of attention of a crowd of horny men all while preserving my anonymity. I work at a bank in a town of less than 20,000. I love my job and my community, but there's no way for me to get naked in public anywhere close to home.
Sandy is at university half-way across the country, so my summertime visit was a perfect time to be adventurous. It helps that Sandy is, herself, a sexually adventurous person. I kept myself entertained through the winter by imagining us going to the Mud Suit Mash again during my next summer visit.
A year is a really long time. I dated a couple of guys during that time, but neither relationship got to the point where I felt like I could confess my kink to them. Meanwhile, Sandy met a guy and wasn't the least bit shy about telling me details of all the great sex she was having with him.
By the following summer, I had fantasized and built my hopes up about the adventures we'd have way too much.
I arrived at Sandy's place to find that she was glued at the hip to her new guy. I knew they'd moved in together, but I'd convinced myself that our weekend would be the two of us having adventures. Sandy was clearly hoping I'd really like her new man, so the weekend was all about adventures for the three of us.
I felt like a third wheel. Worse still, the guy who hosted the Mud Suit Mash, Jeremy, had graduated and the party had left with him.
I pretended to have a good time, but I was so disappointed!
Sandy was the only friend that I could confide in about this stuff, so a couple of months later, in late August, I told her how frustrated I was.
"Jeez, Tally," she said, "it's not that complicated. Go to wet t-shirt night at Boyle's." Boyle's was a dive bar on the interstate a little ways out of town. Sandy had grown up down the street from me, so she knew all the local haunts. "Nobody'll complain if you strip completely naked there. Or go on vacation to somewhere with a nude beach. Or the state college is only an hour away, sign up to be a nude model."
We were doing a video chat. I didn't answer her. I'd thought about all of those options, but none of them turned my crank. I don't know why.
Sandy looked at me and grimaced. "I don't know. How about doing one of those European videos where you strip naked on a busy public street and walk around?"
I'd thought about that too. That was actually a lot closer to what I craved. "I don't have the cash for a trip to Europe," I said.
"Don't worry, my friend," Sandy said as we ended our call, "we'll figure something out."
It had been good just to talk about it with someone.
3 days later, Sandy called me. "I've got just the thing," she said, "but you've got to trust me."
I was desperate. I agreed to trust her.
"Promise me you won't go online and do any searches. It'll spoil the surprise."
I promised.
"This Saturday morning, you will put on your running socks and shoes. You're going to put on a running hat and running glasses. The hat and shades will be all you have to preserve your anonymity, so choose accordingly. You will put on a long, loose, plain white t-shirt and nothing else. I want you to go to the 2nd hand shop and get one that's well used. Something that will show everyone how hard your nipples are. And you need to be able to take it off over your hat and glasses, in case you choose to get naked. Got all that?"
"Sounds like I'm going for a run," I said back to her. "Maybe a naked run. Somewhere public, I'm guessing."
"Wearing only this, and with nothing else to put on tucked away in your car, you're going to drive to the following location." Sandy gave me a specific address.
It was in the middle of the state college campus. It would be the first Saturday of rush week.
"You're not going to tell me to streak across the football field during a game are you?" I imagined being tackled by security, losing my hat and glasses, and being hauled off the field naked, extremely well documented and definitely not anonymous. "I'm not going to do that, Sandy."
"You have that little magnetic key-box so you don't have to carry anything with you, right?"
"Yes."
"You have to be at that location by 1:30 on Saturday afternoon." Sandy was clearly enjoying being mysterious. "You'll figure it out when you get there. I guarantee you'll enjoy it!"
"Tell me what it is!"
"You promised to not search online. I guarantee it'll be more fun if you don't know anything about it. Tell me that you'll do it."
I'm 5'5". I could find a loose t-shirt that would hang down enough to cover my ass. If I didn't like what I found, I could just get back in my car and come home. "I'll do it," I said.
That's how I ended up on the last Saturday in August, driving down the highway wearing nothing but socks, shoes, a running hat, shades and an old, white t-shirt.