(This is part 4 of a series. It will make much more sense if you read the previous three chapters)
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The next two days crawled by as I went through the motions of going to class and trying to study. Tracy kept trying to get me to tell her what was bothering me but I could not bring myself to tell her.
Saturday came around finally and I woke up at 7:00 in the morning. I could not get back to sleep so I got up and slipped on a pair of shorts and a t-shirt. I slipped on my flip-flops and got out of the room as quiet as I could so as not to wake up Tracy.
I walked slowly around campus and tried to figure out what to do. I had no idea what would happen tonight. I had heard stories about the frat parties around campus and especially the frat that Ken was trying to get into. They had a reputation for wild parties and not a place a girl would want to be caught in, at least not a nice girl.
Was I a nice girl? My mind was racing as I recalled my two "rapes" on the way to school. Was I raped? Why didn't I fight back? Did I enjoy what happened to me? If not, why did I have such a massive orgasm when the black guy was dropping me on his huge cock? What had I become? Was I so worried about my daddy finding out that I was falling deeper and deeper into a world that I knew would hold onto me for as long as I let it? I had hoped Ken would just grow tired of manipulating me and I could just forget about what happened. With the phone call on Wednesday that hope came crashing down.
I walked past the school commons and noticed it was 10:00 on the big clock in the square. I had been walking for three hours. I realized I was famished so I went into the union to grab some breakfast. I got a bagel and some coffee and found a table in the corner. I was eating slowly and daydreaming when a group of guys came in and sat at the big table next to me. They did not notice me sitting there as they were laughing and joking around.
"Man, the party tonight is going to rock!!" I heard one of them say.
"I know. Greg says he has some cool stuff planned for the pledges and some even cooler stuff planned for their dates," another guy answered.
I did not pay any attention to them until I heard one of them mention Sigma Nu and my heart stopped. That was the fraternity that Ken was pledging. I concentrated harder to try and hear what they were saying.
"I don't know, dude. I can't see how he is going to top last year. Do you remember when he had that chick hanging upside down in the living room?" one of them said.
"Oh shit, I forgot about that. She was fine and that ass was incredible. She must have hung there for 20 minutes," he said, and they all laughed with him.
"Yeah, and what about the strip twister the other two chicks had to play. Do you remember the tits on that blonde?" another guy added.
"Fucking right, they were awesome. Then they got pissed at each other and it turned into a wrestling match." Another round of laughter exploded.
"How many pledges do we have this year?" one of them asked.
"I think there are six of them," the answer came back.
"I can't wait to see what Greg has in store. This party is going to rock!!"
"Did you call the campus police and let them know?"
"Yeah, they said they would cover any complaints but they would be over at 2:00 to get their reward as they put it. That must also be something Greg has lined up."
The guys continued to laugh and talk very loudly about their conquests and their excitement about the party. I finished my bagel and got up to leave. I grabbed my trash and walked to the garbage can. The noise died down behind me and I could feel their eyes on me. I turned to head towards the door and saw all of them staring at me. I wish I had put on a few more clothes as I looked down to see my long legs sticking out of my short cutoff jeans. My shirt was a little tight and I felt my breasts moving under it. I quickly regretted leaving my room so quickly without putting on a bra. I tried to walk quicker but that just made my breasts bounce more so I slowed down and walked past them.
I tried to act like I didn't notice them but I could hear them whispering. I made out a couple of comments and then I heard something loud and clear as I passed right next to their table.
"Look at the nipples on that chick. She is hot!"
I looked down to see my nipples poking though my t-shirt. I looked back at the door and wished I could fly. I hit the door and pushed it open hard. The warm air hit me and I broke into a run. I ran all the way to my dorm and into the lobby. I could feel the sweat pouring off of me. I walked up to my room and went in. Tracy was sitting on her bed, brushing her wet hair. She was wearing a towel across her chest.
"Hey sweetie, where you been?" she said to me.
"I was just walking around and I went to get some breakfast," I answered.
"You look like a mess," she said.
I looked down and saw my t-shirt was soaked with sweat and my hair was all in knots as I had not brushed it this morning. I did look like a mess.
"Why don't you jump in the shower and freshen up?" Tracy said.
I nodded and grabbed my towel and bath bag and turned to leave.
"I'll be waiting for you," Tracy said in a teasing voice.
I left the room and walked into the bathroom. I heard water running in the shower area as I turned the corner. I noticed three other girls taking showers. I pulled my drenched shirt over my head and slipped off my shorts and panties. I walked into the shower to an empty spot. The other girls hardly paid any attention to me. I was still getting used to being naked in front of other people but I guess when you have been here a while it doesn't faze you. The girls were talking as if they were walking on the street instead of being completely naked sharing a shower. I tried hard to keep my eyes off of them but all I could see were tits and pussies as they frolicked under the water.
I let the warm water wash over me and it felt great. My worries all left me for a moment as the water relaxed me. I covered my body in soap and then let the water rinse it slowly off. I started to feel much better and the furthest thing from my mind was Ken and his frat. I turned off the water and walked out to grab my towel. I dried myself off a bit and then wrapped the towel around my chest and grabbed my dirty clothes. I headed back to my room.
As I entered the room I immediately heard Tracy whistle.