(This is part 4 of a series. It will make much more sense if you read the previous three chapters)
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The next two days crawled by as I went through the motions of going to class and trying to study. Tracy kept trying to get me to tell her what was bothering me but I could not bring myself to tell her.
Saturday came around finally and I woke up at 7:00 in the morning. I could not get back to sleep so I got up and slipped on a pair of shorts and a t-shirt. I slipped on my flip-flops and got out of the room as quiet as I could so as not to wake up Tracy.
I walked slowly around campus and tried to figure out what to do. I had no idea what would happen tonight. I had heard stories about the frat parties around campus and especially the frat that Ken was trying to get into. They had a reputation for wild parties and not a place a girl would want to be caught in, at least not a nice girl.
Was I a nice girl? My mind was racing as I recalled my two "rapes" on the way to school. Was I raped? Why didn't I fight back? Did I enjoy what happened to me? If not, why did I have such a massive orgasm when the black guy was dropping me on his huge cock? What had I become? Was I so worried about my daddy finding out that I was falling deeper and deeper into a world that I knew would hold onto me for as long as I let it? I had hoped Ken would just grow tired of manipulating me and I could just forget about what happened. With the phone call on Wednesday that hope came crashing down.
I walked past the school commons and noticed it was 10:00 on the big clock in the square. I had been walking for three hours. I realized I was famished so I went into the union to grab some breakfast. I got a bagel and some coffee and found a table in the corner. I was eating slowly and daydreaming when a group of guys came in and sat at the big table next to me. They did not notice me sitting there as they were laughing and joking around.
"Man, the party tonight is going to rock!!" I heard one of them say.
"I know. Greg says he has some cool stuff planned for the pledges and some even cooler stuff planned for their dates," another guy answered.
I did not pay any attention to them until I heard one of them mention Sigma Nu and my heart stopped. That was the fraternity that Ken was pledging. I concentrated harder to try and hear what they were saying.
"I don't know, dude. I can't see how he is going to top last year. Do you remember when he had that chick hanging upside down in the living room?" one of them said.
"Oh shit, I forgot about that. She was fine and that ass was incredible. She must have hung there for 20 minutes," he said, and they all laughed with him.
"Yeah, and what about the strip twister the other two chicks had to play. Do you remember the tits on that blonde?" another guy added.
"Fucking right, they were awesome. Then they got pissed at each other and it turned into a wrestling match." Another round of laughter exploded.
"How many pledges do we have this year?" one of them asked.
"I think there are six of them," the answer came back.
"I can't wait to see what Greg has in store. This party is going to rock!!"
"Did you call the campus police and let them know?"
"Yeah, they said they would cover any complaints but they would be over at 2:00 to get their reward as they put it. That must also be something Greg has lined up."
The guys continued to laugh and talk very loudly about their conquests and their excitement about the party. I finished my bagel and got up to leave. I grabbed my trash and walked to the garbage can. The noise died down behind me and I could feel their eyes on me. I turned to head towards the door and saw all of them staring at me. I wish I had put on a few more clothes as I looked down to see my long legs sticking out of my short cutoff jeans. My shirt was a little tight and I felt my breasts moving under it. I quickly regretted leaving my room so quickly without putting on a bra. I tried to walk quicker but that just made my breasts bounce more so I slowed down and walked past them.
I tried to act like I didn't notice them but I could hear them whispering. I made out a couple of comments and then I heard something loud and clear as I passed right next to their table.
"Look at the nipples on that chick. She is hot!"
I looked down to see my nipples poking though my t-shirt. I looked back at the door and wished I could fly. I hit the door and pushed it open hard. The warm air hit me and I broke into a run. I ran all the way to my dorm and into the lobby. I could feel the sweat pouring off of me. I walked up to my room and went in. Tracy was sitting on her bed, brushing her wet hair. She was wearing a towel across her chest.
"Hey sweetie, where you been?" she said to me.
"I was just walking around and I went to get some breakfast," I answered.
"You look like a mess," she said.
I looked down and saw my t-shirt was soaked with sweat and my hair was all in knots as I had not brushed it this morning. I did look like a mess.
"Why don't you jump in the shower and freshen up?" Tracy said.
I nodded and grabbed my towel and bath bag and turned to leave.
"I'll be waiting for you," Tracy said in a teasing voice.
I left the room and walked into the bathroom. I heard water running in the shower area as I turned the corner. I noticed three other girls taking showers. I pulled my drenched shirt over my head and slipped off my shorts and panties. I walked into the shower to an empty spot. The other girls hardly paid any attention to me. I was still getting used to being naked in front of other people but I guess when you have been here a while it doesn't faze you. The girls were talking as if they were walking on the street instead of being completely naked sharing a shower. I tried hard to keep my eyes off of them but all I could see were tits and pussies as they frolicked under the water.
I let the warm water wash over me and it felt great. My worries all left me for a moment as the water relaxed me. I covered my body in soap and then let the water rinse it slowly off. I started to feel much better and the furthest thing from my mind was Ken and his frat. I turned off the water and walked out to grab my towel. I dried myself off a bit and then wrapped the towel around my chest and grabbed my dirty clothes. I headed back to my room.
As I entered the room I immediately heard Tracy whistle.
"You look much better baby. Although I always thought you looked hotter when you were wet," she snickered.
I felt myself blush a little and I smiled back at her. I dropped my clothes in my hamper and grabbed my brush. I turned to face my mirror and started to brush my long blonde hair. I had only brushed a couple of strokes when I felt Tracy grab my hand. She took the brush from me and started to brush my hair.
"Your hair is so beautiful, baby," she purred into my ear.
She continued to brush it slowly and run her fingers through it to get out the tangles. I closed my eyes and leaned back into her a little bit. I felt her straighten up to accept my weight as I leaned back. She brushed slowly. I felt completely relaxed when I felt her hand loosen my towel and my hand shot up to stop her. She took my hand and pushed it gently away.
"Relax, sweetie, you just keep your eyes closed and relax," she said in a soft, calm voice.
I dropped my hand back to my side and I felt my towel drop off my body. She continued to brush my hair and her hand massaged my bare shoulder. I heard her put the brush down and then I felt her hands running up my arms. I felt a tingle run through me. She ran her soft hands up my arms and then massaged my shoulders. She ran her fingers off the front of my shoulders and down the front of my breasts. Her fingers touched my nipples softly and I felt them harden immediately.
She cupped my breasts and then squeezed them slightly. I moaned as it felt wonderful. Her hands were so warm and soft. She pinched my nipples softly between her fingers and I moaned again. She rolled them for a moment and then cupped my breasts again. She then ran her hands down my sides and to my hips. She ran them across the front of my legs and down to my thighs. She reached toward my pussy and ran her fingers lightly in the crease between my pussy and my thigh. I heard myself moan again.
She ran her fingers lightly up and down and I felt myself open my legs, beckoning her fingers to my pussy. I felt her fingers teasing me as they ran across my inner thighs and then again next to my pussy. My legs opened wider and I started to thrust my hips. I felt her move around in front of me and I felt her hands back on my sides. She ran her hands down my sides and down the outside of my legs. She went all the way to my feet and then up the inside of my legs. She reached my upper thighs and paused. I was now thrusting my hips towards her.
I felt her warm breath on my pussy moments before I felt her moist tongue hit my little clit. I grabbed her head immediately and jammed it hard between my legs. I felt her face hit my pussy and then her tongue lap up the middle of my pussy. She pulled back a little and ran her tongue up my slit and flicked it across my clit again. My body was now reeling with excitement as she sucked on my pussy and ran her tongue all over my lips and clit. I felt my orgasm building as I held onto her head like a life preserver.
My body tensed and then I exploded in an orgasm. I screamed at first and then stopped short as I remembered the thin walls. I shuddered for another 30 seconds through intense pleasure until I felt it subside. I looked down and saw Tracy kneeling and looking at me, her face glistening with my juices. I thought she had never looked more beautiful. She smiled at me and started to rise.
She stood up in front of me and immediately kissed me hard. I could taste myself on her tongue. She wrapped her tongue around mine and we kissed for at least a minute. She broke off and hugged me tight. I felt my naked breasts smash against hers. I held onto her and hoped I could hold her all night. Unfortunately, she let go and backed away.
"Did I ever tell you that you were beautiful?" she said.
I felt myself blush as I looked at her. She stared at me and then walked past me, slapping my ass.
"Get dressed sweet cheeks. Let's go do something today," she said.
I stood for a moment staring into the mirror. My breasts were staring back at me, my nipples still hard. They were full and stood out proud from my chest. I wondered how much longer they would stay firm before they would start to sag. I looked at my flat tummy and my cute little bellybutton. My tummy was my favorite part of my body as most girls had a little paunch there. I worked really hard to keep my flat belly and I was very proud of it. Then I looked down to see my little pussy. It was shaven clean and I had to admit it did make me look very young. A cute little schoolgirl is how I think Henry referred to it.
The memories of the country store rape came flooding back and I reached into my drawer and pulled out a fresh pair of panties. I also grabbed a bra, careful not to make the same mistake as this morning. I dressed in another t-shirt and a pair of pink shorts. Tracy had on a light white cotton halter top and a little blue skirt. She looked adorable.
"Let's go baby doll," she said and grabbed my hand.
