This is an unofficial sequel to
Claire and the Boys
,
written with the permission of the original author, janscoM
. If you haven't,
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It's set after Chapter 9 and is my way of keeping the story alive while we all wait for the next official update. Like many of you, I've been hitting refresh multiple times a week, wondering what Claire might be up to next. All that pining inspired this. Think of it as fanfiction, in the same vein as Cheryl's fanfic sequel series back in the IO days. Cheryl, if you're out there, hit me up!
This is a very "back to basics" approach, with some meta commentary and a
very
slapdash explanation for why Claire hasn't been around.
If you're into it, I'd be more than happy to keep going. Let me know what you think!
Claire & the Boys: Movie Night
The possibilities weren't as limitless as I imagined. Jim barely got the car back on the road when the low gas icon lit up on the dashboard. He muttered something under his breath, his focus shifting to finding a gas station. I hurriedly reached for my dress, crumpled in the backseat, and tugged it on as the car pulled into the fluorescent glow of the gas station's pump island. I managed to get it down to my hips, but the fabric tore somewhere, and I winced at the sound.
Jim got out to pay and pump, leaving me fidgeting in the passenger seat. The heat I'd felt earlier was fading, replaced by frustration. A minute or two passed, the hum of the pump the only sound. When Jim finally returned, he glanced at me, amused. I looked down and realized one of my nipples was peeking out from the torn dress. I adjusted it quickly, feeling a flicker of annoyance but no embarrassment. That was nothing compared to the night I'd had so far.
The moment seemed lost as he turned the car toward home. But then, at a red light, his hand drifted from the gear shift to my knee. He didn't hesitate, his hand sliding up my thigh, to the warmth between my legs. His touch was firm and impatient, as his fingers explored my pussy with a fervor that made me gasp. He brushed past my clit way too quickly, and began to push a finger inside me.
Then the light turned green, and his hand returned to the wheel. It drifted back to the gear shift, but there were no more red lights. At a stop sign, I smiled at him expectantly, hoping he'd pick up where he left off. He smiled back, not getting it. Instead, he reached over, cupped my chin, and kissed me. It was soft, tender, and completely unexpected. I was too stunned to react before he pulled away and, a moment later, we were home.
"Thanks for the ride," I said, my voice flat, as I climbed out of the car.
"See you around, Claire," he replied, his tone casual, like nothing had happened. I snuck inside, tugging my dress down with one hand and hiding my spilling breasts with the other.
Upstairs, I locked my bedroom door and slipped out of the torn dress, stashing it in the closet. I climbed into bed, the sheets cool against my skin, and let my hand drift between my legs. I was still aching, but the heat from earlier had dulled into a frustrating itch. I touched myself, trying to recapture the intensity of Jim's fingers, but it wasn't the same. My mind wandered to the way he'd kissed me, to the way his hand had felt on my thigh, to the way he'd pulled away without finishing what he started.
I chased an orgasm I couldn't catch, my body tensing and releasing in shallow waves that left me more frustrated than satisfied. I lay there afterward, staring at the ceiling, my body heavy with exhaustion. The night had started with so much promise, but now it felt hollow, like a story cut off mid-sentence. I closed my eyes and fell into a deep, dreamless sleep, the kind that leaves you more tired when you wake up than when you went to bed.
***
I stopped checking my phone. At first, I'd catch myself reaching for it, my thumb hovering over the screen, waiting for a text from Jim or Tom. But after everything that had happened, I couldn't shake the feeling that I was better off staying away. If I couldn't trust the "adults" in the room to keep me safe (and Geoff had
definitely
dropped the ball, in my opinion) what chance did I have with Tom and Jim?
The first time Tom called, my phone buzzed on the nightstand, and I froze. His name flashed on the screen and, for a second, I considered answering. But then I remembered the way he'd hesitated that night, the way he always let Jim take the lead, and I let it ring. When it went to voicemail, I didn't listen. I just stared at the screen until it went dark.
A few days later, Jim tried. His name popped up, and my heart skipped a beat. He'd kissed me like it meant something. But then he'd pulled away, acted like it was no big deal. I let his call go unanswered too. I didn't need that kind of confusion in my life. Not right now.
After that, the calls stopped. No texts, either. No apologies, no explanations, no "hey, how's it going?" It was like they'd given up, and maybe that was for the best. I left my phone on silent and tried to focus on the days ticking down to college.
***
My parents had been nagging me about choosing a major, but I was still undeclared. Every time they brought it up, I'd shrug and say, "I'm thinking about it," but the truth was, I hadn't thought about it much at all. My mind was too preoccupied with other things --like Jim's fingers tangled in my hair as he groaned my name. Or the way Tom had stared at me in the car ride back from the theater, barely blinking, like he couldn't believe what he was seeing even though he'd seen it many times before. Even Brad's cocksure grin as he groped me, like I was just a toy for him to play with. And the older guy from my changing room adventure, and the porter, what was his name? Nick? His shy, eager eyes...did I give him my phone number? Maybe I could go back to the restaurant, find him...
At first, when my parents weren't home, I'd spent most of my time naked inside, or suntanning in the backyard. I'd lie on the lounger, letting the sun warm my skin, my mind replaying moments of intense pleasure, embarrassment, frustration, the greatest hits from my adventures. I'd touch myself, my fingers sliding between my legs, imagining one of them, Jim, Tom, or Geoff, touching me instead. I'd rub myself raw, my body trembling with the memory, even the
possibility
of their hands, their lips, their bodies pressing against mine. I went through a lot of suntan lotion.
But it was getting colder every day. Summer was ending. I started binge-watching true crime docs on Netflix at all hours just to distract myself from the urge to go out in public again, find fun alone, a much riskier prospect. I'd been lucky so far, but the close calls at the party had been enough to press 'pause'.
I kept asking myself, how much did I need this? Was escalation the only way to get off? Tom and Jim were, well, boys. Boys are simple. But they were also the first ones who'd encouraged me, given me the room to take risks. And maybe, just maybe, they were inseparable from this little kink I was on. But I'd dropped them like a bad habit, and they had
let
me.
And then, one day, my phone buzzed again. Despite everything, my heart leapt when I saw Tom's name on the screen.
***
Tom:
Hey, Claire. Long time no talk.
I stared at the message, my emotions swirling. On one hand, I was relieved to finally hear from him. On the other, I was pissed.
Long time no talk?