My career on the 'alternative' catwalks of Paris was always exciting, but not much more so than my personal life, with Robert, who indulged my taste for showing off my body, and didn't mind a bit that I myself enjoyed nothing better than the knowledge that a stranger had been treated to a view of my shaven pussy, or, better still, that I had made love with him β or someone else β in a public place.
We took to inviting Ti-Liu, the little Asian girl from our office, to our house-parties. She was agile and inventive, and Robert loved to have me masturbate him while we watched Ti-Liu and his servant Lily making love together.
Then one day, Robert said to me, 'I've been talking to my father, and he thinks the time is right to open a new type of Club. The people who come to our shows are demanding more and more, and are no longer satisfied with just looking at pussy β they want to see live sex, and some variety.'
I must have looked doubtful, because he laughed lightly and went on, 'Don't worry, we shall vet our clients very carefully. The new club must be very exclusive. After all, it won't be the first one in Paris, I assure you β but it will certainly be the best.'
'And who do you think will take part in these shows?' I asked.
'I thought we should ask the blonde, Cecile, Nadine, and perhaps Ti-Liu and Giselle, but I have no doubt as to whom I want to be the star.'
'Oh no!' I said, 'being fucked on stage? I draw the line at that.'
'But I haven't yet told you who the studs will be, have I?'
'It doesn't matter, I couldn't fake orgasms on stage β and they'd have to be fake; no way could I cum with an audience.'
'I'll tell you what,' he said, 'I'll come to a compromise β how about you do a strip and warm up the guys for the other girls? Could you cope with something like that?'
'We'll see,' was all I would say, and I never asked him what he had meant by 'variety.'
During the next weeks, we acquired a lovely old mansion near Versailles, and a lot of conversion work went ahead with great speed. Staff was trained, and Robert and I spent most of our time at the new Club. His father, Roger, was a frequent visitor. During that time, I met the two 'studs.' One was a huge black guy, Paul, who was distantly related to Nadine, and the other an athletic-looking blond Ukranian called Sergei, who spoke minimal French and no English at all. I had to agree with Robert that they were a fine pair of specimens, but then I asked him if he didn't fancy getting involved in the action himself. 'I may, sometimes,' he replied, 'but I'll keep my options open.'
We opened in front of an invited audience, on a cold November evening. When I glanced out at the cars arriving, there was a stream of Mercedes, BMW's and the like, and the people coming in through the plush foyer might have been arriving for an evening at the opera, well-dressed, with a preponderance of men, though many escorted by women, often young and beautiful ones, too.
Once the forty of fifty people were seated in the auditorium, all on plush sofas, with low mahogany tables in front of them, the blue velvet curtains parted for the show to begin, and Roger came on to make a short welcoming speech.
I was nervous, waiting in the wings. Although I had faced the public in the erotic fashion shows many times by now, I had never actually done a striptease, as such. I was both frightened and thrilled by the prospect.
In keeping with the evening, I was 'dressed up,' in a long evening gown of black velvet with long gloves. For the first number, 'A Whiter Shade of Pale,' I gyrated around as sexily as I knew how, running my hands around my body, without removing anything but my gloves, which I did as artfully as I could. Then the music changed to 'Tiene que Marchar' and I reached behind me, and unzipped my dress, revealing my stark nakedness in contrast to the black dress. I had deliberately worn no underwear, to create the impact. I eased the dress off my shoulders, and thee tension was building as I let it bunch around my hips, cupping my breasts, and making a great play of kneading them, and tweaking my nipples between thumb and forefinger. When the music changed again, this time to 'Je t'aime, moi non plus' I pushed the dress down over my hips and stood naked but for my stilettos. I sat on an upholstered stool centre stage, and faced the audience, smiling, my hand covering my shaven pussy. Then I simply, and, I hope gracefully, to the music, whisked my hand away, and opened my legs wide.